| 2008...Does anyone even do xanga anymore? |
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| Why do I always draw myself into situations where I allow myself to get hurt? It's by God's design that it is meant to work like this, but why does this seem to happen to me so much on such a repeated cycle?
It's not a bad habit of mine (maybe it is), but something God has given to us that makes us human. As I began, with His help, to reclaim what has been tainted by the world, I thought it would improve and that I would have better discernment. But in the end, even if it was for the right reasons, the end result doesn't change.
It's not the fact that the choice in of itself that sucks, but rather, the feelings and emotions that come along with it...
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| Dreams...Recently there's been a growing opportunity (at least in my eyes) of potentially fulfilling one of my life long dreams. The weird thing is, around the same time, there's suddenly a growing desire to do something else instead and turn down this dream. But I know that other desire doesn't compare, but for some reason it just does. If the dream outweighs it, why it is so hard to give it up?
And about this dream, sometimes I don't think it's it, but other times I think it is. I've run after what turned out to be mere illusions so many time before, so I'm really hesitant to see if this is any different. And with it coming and going seemingly sometimes, it feels like it's like the past all over again. But there are differences this time around, real differences, and maybe that will give me insight.
At the very least, in the end of all of this, I would have learn even more about chasing after the right dream...
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| MaturityHaving fun and joking around is all good and fun, but who the heck does it to a church? That's really really stupid , a waster of resources, and a definite reflection of your character.
You know who you are...
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