Hey yall! Im really sorry about not updating for a few months i've been way too busy with school...but thanks for all the comments, props, and subscriptions!! Well heres a lot of new ones..ENJOY

*First* Lindsay Lohan

Is that someone you used to date
Why she's hanging around, what's her story
Doesn't she know that its too late
That the party is over and thats cause for me

Why dont u tell her what's been going on
Cuz she seems to be dreaming instead of just leaving
If you don't have the heart to fill her in
Then just step aside and let me lay it on the line

Cuz your mine
And tonight you dont live all around here
Your mine
And this time I'm gonna scream a little louder

Dont wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cuz when I see you something inside me burn
And I realize I wanna come first
I wanna come first

You look at me and I just die
Its like heaven arriving in my mind
And I cant believe all this jealousy
I used to be a girl who could let a guy breathe
But your mine
And tonight you live all around me
Your mine
And this time I'm gonna get a little louder

I wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cuz when I see you something inside me burn
And I realize I wanna come first

*Over* Lindsay Lohan

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like that will build em up again
So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye


I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know
Don't want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the hart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Id love to run away, from you..but if you didnt come and find me...id die.

I know I shouldn't be this jealous or worried all the time about what you're doing, or who you're with but the only reason I am this way is because you lied to me..broke my heart into pieces...now im giving you another chance..but you need to earn this trust back..cause right now..you have none.

When you think about leaving, think about what made you stay for so long.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where your heart races when you see them.
When you ache when they are not there.
You only yearn for their return.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love when your head can only think about them.
Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where only your future is all that matters.
You see them in your arms forever and ever.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in real love?
I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.

*Dont just wait around for him to ask you out::if you can find him then he can find you::If he wants to find you..he will*

I cant sleep tonight because i cant stop thinkging about you and me. Whats going on between us? Is there something wrong? Is there some one else? i've got all these questions running through my head but im too afraid to ask..i guess its just because im afraid to hear the answer.

I know you dont mean to hurt my feelings when you say some of the things you do, but the fact that i have to make such a big deal out of it just to make you apologize makes me think about how much you really love me.

Everything changes eventually. That's just the way life is and you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are always going to be there, they disappear. You know? People die and they move away and they grow up.

No, not y-o-u. Us. I started this year thinking that I had to say good-bye to you, but I was wrong. You're a huge part of my life - past, present, and future - and I have to start getting used to that because... you make my life better, not worse

When I saw you going for her hand... it's not like I wanted to be the one holding your hand. I just didn't want her holding it.

I'm so tired of dancing around these big words... I just want to be honest with you... more that anything I want to be honest with you. But, do you think we're ready for that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it changes things, and it complicates things. Are you sure you're ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?

It was never about finding something better. It was about :.finding someone who wasn't so close to me. So that I could tell where I ended and he began.: In many ways, I feel like you've partially invented me.... and that scares me so much.

 He was The one. The one I think of every time "in your eyes" comes on the radio. My *perfect high* school boyfriend who every boy gets compared to and who no one's lived up to yet, yep that's him, he's back..kill me now.

I don't know. I guess I feel different. Like... I've always had this tendency to assume that change, when it happens, can only be for the worse. You know? And lately, I kinda feel like that's not true... like whatever's waiting for me out there... may not be that bad. And even if it is... then not knowing about it... might actually be the good part.

What is HeArTbReAk?It's agony. Complete, excruciating agony. It's like your heart has been ripped out of your chest and stomped on, and you can't breathe... you don't want to eat... you can't function. It's the most intense pain that you'll ever feel, and the worst part is, there's no way to relieve it. It's unyielding, merciless torture, and you *know* that it's yours for life.

I'm scared that I'm gonna end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always gonna be someone's friend, or brother, or confidant but never quite... someone's everything. Mostly I'm scared I'm never gonna meet a guy that I love as much as I love you.

Ill try to keep updating i promise thanks again..love yall!!!