well, I can finally update again.
we`re sad, & yeah, we always want our friends to know.
but whenever they ask that one question "are you okay?"
we always lie. "i`m fine," we say. i just wish someone would
look at my painted eyes and say "no, you`re not."
Once you find happiness in this cruel world, there is always someone trying to take it away.
I used to be a strong girl. But a lot has changed, a lot has happened, and I've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through, and you know something? I finally broke. Everything around me crashed, and I fell right with it. I'm not that strong anymore..I can't handle this anymore.
One day all the memories, tears, and pain will go away just like you did
i walked down the street. and for once in my life, i really thought about what i was doing with my life. who i was becoming. and i got really scared that i had made some sort of mistake. a mistake too late to change. yet, i don't really know what it was. i just feel like there was something i could've done to change myself. change who i've become
but if you can look in my eyes & tell me we'll be alright
if you promise never to leave ..
you just might make me believe
+Sugarland+
you know how it is when you don't want
to miss them, but you want them to miss you
Life's just like a treadmill. No matter how fast you go or how hard you try, you'll sometimes never get anywhere. It's like riding a fast rollercoaster blindfolded. There will be ups and downs, and you won't know when there will be sharp turns..you won't even when it'll end. Life's like a book. Every page is a mystery..but you're the one in charge of the pen. When things go wrong, life is like an hour glass. Sooner or later the sand hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to just turn everything around. It's like walking in the snow. Be careful with the steps you take because every footprint will show. Making a mistake doesn't matter..what matters is how determined you are to fix it. But remember, a mistake is like writing on a foggy window..no matter how hard you try to cover it up, if you look close enough it's still there.
The higher you build the walls around your heart,
the harder you fall when someone tears them down.
don't blame yourself
it's her fault that she |:|let her walls down|:|
and fell for you
she should have known better
bring me to l i g h t
show me a life i've never known
let me be free
save me from all i've ever d/o/n/e
cause i don't think i can go on anymore
i fell for your [b i g g e s t] lie of all --
i actually believed that you cared.
you`re oh so tough
..but baby, i wanna be
your weakness....
I've tried my hardest to forget it,
but a broken heart is murder for the soul.
i've told you ((time and time again))
i don't matter;; so f.o.r.g.e.t me
that way,
you can't hurt me
I swear, when we ended what we
had, songs I never heard before
came on the radio, and they all
perfectly described what we
had and what we are.
Even her friends don't know her
she's a question without answers
When did your smile become so fake?
When did the happiness begin to fade away?
When did you become worthless?
When was it exactly that you started to break
she's smiling - but is she happy? she looks happy so it {doesn't matter}
i dont need the hottest guy alive
or the jock on the varisty football team ..
all i want is a guy to love me for me <33
Has your heart ever wanted to ask someone something..but your mind wouldn't let you because it was too afraid to know the answer?
it's a hurt so deep;;
-- so consuming
that the pain from the {x..blade..x}
just doesn't penetrate anymore
For you, I would wait forver..but forever is too long to wait for someone who can't see what's right in front of their face.
&& she drags the blade across her skin praying for the courage to press down.
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