Sad sorry excuse.
Just like everything
That made her smile

The sunrise
Burned out your eyes
While you failed to apologize

My, my, what a mess we've made
Of all these mistakes that appear these days

This room is full
But I can't talk to anyone

As time went on
I wondered what
Was wrong with you
I wondered what
Became of you

Hook your hand
Led you astray
You cursed the words
I longed to say

I tried so hard to be perfect
But you still throw me aside

And all I could do was
Ask for you to love me
But I am guessing
That was even too hard

I can cry on your command
I can scream, making my lungs bleed
I can stare at the broken reflection
Seeing you laughing at me

I try to empty myself
Of all desire that I crave from you
But the attempt only
Brings me to my knees

So cruel the way love
Tends to be her beauty
So cruel the way love
Tends to be

Your a classic disaster
With a knack for losing your exterior

Its not safe to rely on borrowed time
But none of this will ever change your mind
Now we are both undone
And its time to open up your eyes

You broke my heart
Again this time
Your fading now
You crossed the line

Today is the day we leave our past behind;;
today we say our last good-byes, memories in the
back of my mind, held close by until the day i die.
wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
& i cant keep somthing i never had..

just don`t want to get too
attached & then be hurt later </3

Hope. Dream. Cry.
Live, party, lie.
Smile, laugh, play it cool.
Prance around » act like a fool.
Won't forget about you now or ever,
» <3 best of buds forever and ever <3 «

I think of all the right things you said to me and all of the wrong things you did to me.

I can't erase you from my past;I can't delete you from my mind. All I can do is say goodbye. I can't pretend you were never here. I can't fake like it didn't hurt when you disappeared. I refuse to use a fake old grin, but then again, I'll never win...I can't pretend that I don't care. I can't pretend that you are near..So I guess I'll just pretend to say goodbye.

the problem i s n 't that i f e l l in love ..
it's that i just really never f e l l out

he knows i care. // thats why he doesnt.

& she tries so hard to make herself okay
prays to god she`ll get over him one day

you know you really love someone
when you don't hate them for - - `'
b r e a k i n q _ your heart <3

beautiiful qiirl with gorgeous
eyes , a hiiden world of hurt
&& lies. it's hard for her to ;;
realize love isn't all about the
» b u t t e r f l i e s z . . <|3

bikinis ` towels ' soaking up the sun.oceans ' beaches ` just having funn.
meetin cute boys ; out after dark * . .
summer 05 is where all the fun starts

me and you ;; could
make the entire world
» jealous . <3

Maybe her {laughter} is a cry for help or her precious -smile-...
a symbol for her *I n S e C u R i T i E s*

im taking my RIDE WITH DESTINY,
willing to play my part, living with PAINFUL MEMORIES
ll loving with all of my heart ll <3

a million reasons not to like him & only a few to keep on trying

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& if only he could understand
how much shit he puts me
t h r o u g h <|3

when you`re sad ..
i`ll get drunk & help you
plot revenge on the asshole
who upset you. when you
trip .. i`ll laugh and ask "walk much?"
&& when you`re confused ..
i`ll use little words
to explain it to your dumbass

Things stay unspoken
Secerts are hidden
Lies hide everything
It is all forbidden

They say before you die
Your whole life flashes before you
[mAkE iT wOrTh WaTcHiN]

Alot of laughs, alot of tears
Spillin` dreams with the fears
Talkin` 24 hours on the phone
Each other's houses are 2nd homes
Something so precious it could [never] break or bend
That's why I call you my .b.e.s.t. friends

so many memories that could never be erased
you're my girls for live and could [ n e v e r ] be replaced

I only have two words for you: I'm Done. After
everything I've done for you, every chance that
I gave you, and yet you still break my heart.
Everytime. But it's over now. Finally I've
realized that I don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me. Yeah I still love you and
I probably will for a long time, but I can't stay
here anymore. It hurts too much. I guess this is moving on.

The things about you
that everyone cares about..
your best friend could careless..
but the things about you..
that your best friend cares about..
everyone could careless

I knew it wasnt going to be easy..
I just didnt think it was going to be so hard.

i spent so many nights thinking about you
my heart spent to many hours missing you
wasted my time being with you

a part of me wants to erase you from my past
but another part of me still wants you in my future.

when the night light was always functioning
and dreams were never shattered and playin
with barbies was all that mattered. when'
agony & war were only fake on T.V, and *
broken hearts were an enigma. Life was so
much simpler when your biggest priority'
was the [ m o n s t e r ] in your closet'

what if someone told you
that you could [( take back )]
one single mistake in ur life
mine would be believing that
you . ever . cared . about . me

One of the hardest parts of life
is deciding when to [ walk away ]
and when to [ try harder ] * <3

Summer is all about hot chicks, hot guys,
guys - abs, chicks - thighs, late nights having fun,
laying out in the sun. People who are oh so sweet,
the nicest people you’ll ever meet, so much laughing
you just might die, hating the part when saying goodbye -
- Summer Loving 2005 -

Tell me youll never forget me because if I thought you would, I would never leave. - Winnie The Pooh

Always hold your head up high,
even if on the inside you're about to cry.
Pretend that nothing's wrong at all.
Close your eyes before you fall.
If you can't see it, it's not there.
This is life, and it's not f a i r.

force a smile;; blink away the tears
==im supposed to be strong==
[[supposed to have no fears]]
but im finding it hard not to frown
i''m such a strong person*
why am i breaking down???

one day i will just pop into your head
and you will say*
..."gOd i made a miistAke"

Way back up in the country back in the hills
Down in the hollows where the folks are real
Living with the crazies and the old wildcats
Sawed off shot guns and coon skin caps
Thats where I'm from and I'm proud to say
I'm from the country and I like it that way

if we had known our love would come to this
we could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years
well, it's been fun what else can i say
if the feelings gone words won't stop you anyway

.& she finally told him how she felt
she downright spilled her heart out
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he just walked away as she
silently stood there __________ </3

lessons i`ve learned in life are that telling someone you love them isn`t going to make them stay forever. sometimes giving up is just as hard as trying to make things better. even if they know how youu feel, things are set and done. & sometimes moving on really means.-.» MOViNG ON- »

i've learned that things change `
and people change . it doesn't ;;
mean you forget the past or try,
to cover it up » it simply means `
that you've moved on & treasure
the memories, letting go doesn't
mean giving up it just means ` '
( accepting ) that some things .
just aren't meant to be - - <3

i took a ride to the city
had to get out of this place
i just cant stand the pity
when the tears fall down my face

so make her laugh a little and help her get through, she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right, its been a while since she smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry.

You have this way of dipping
In and out of sight as things collide
And you have this way of falling
In and out of time as it goes by
And you have this way of meaning
Everything and Nothing at the same time.

every beginning has an end but
in life every end is a new beginning
--->uptown girls <3

GiRLS // LADiES // SiSTERS//
THIS IS T0 THE 0NES WH0 HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE
WHEN THE W0RLD SHUT ME 0UT. THIS IS T0 THE 0NES
WH0 CARED.
MEM0RIES // TEARS // PH0NE CALLS
N0 0NE CAN REPLACE THE TIMES WE'VE HAD
& WHAT WE'VE BEEN THR0UGH
I L0VE Y0U // BEST FRIENDS. F0REVER

shes got bite marks on her tongue
from all the things she never said

short shorts; perfect tan; bikini tops tops
n' feEt in dA sanD gorgeous g u y z
soo much fun ; cnt wait till summrs bequn

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"you'll get over it" . . . . . . . . it's the cliches that cause the trouble. to lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. you don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. the pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. how could it? the articluarness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not stopped by anyone but death. the hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit it.

i guess nobody ever really does mean to fall in love. but it happens, and love brands itself on your brain. it's like a new street appearing overnight in the city you've lived in your whole life. the street is one way -- you can't turn around and get off it -- and it curves up ahead so that you can only see far enough to know that you're heading into the unknown.

"I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts and a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone whose ever lived - I've loved another with all my heart and soul and, for me, that has always been enough." --the notebook

no one can tell you what love is...
you will know simply when you feel nothing else.

the only thing that truely
scares me is what lOve
can do to a person... <3

i'm not scared of a lot of things
but one thing i am scared of is walking out of this room
and never feeling the rest of my whole life
the way i feel when i'm with you."

i now compare a l l g u y s
to you and you know what?
they never measure up...<|3
not even close. and the sad
thing is that s o m e of them
are probably "better" than u
... but i just c a n ' t see it

you sit and stare, trying to think of an answer. but the only image you can see clearly is of a girl to which no other seems to compare. they ask you, "do you like her?" ... you shift your gaze away from them answering, "no" ... but from the distant, empty look in your eyes ... they can tell it's killing you inside to tell that horrible lie.

the only thing in the world i have ever wanted to do is love him.
{{ but he was too afraid to let me }}

how come whenever i think i'm over you, you talk to me and then i realize... i still love you... and i can't--won't--get over you.

You asked me what was wrong.
And this time when i said nothing
It wasnt as hard, and i didnt want to cry
This is becoming too easy, to live my life as a lie.

this girl was perfect in the light
but what the boy never knew is she cried at night
thinking that he never cared
knowing that he never did what he dared
losing her faith in the day
entering at night her pain still stayed

nothing is forever ;; forever is a lie
all we have is whats between ' hello ' and
[ goodbye ]

why does it hurt so much, why do i care when i shouldnt care at all.

I'm scared to tell you how I feel
I can't put what I feel into words
But, it’s not what I'm going to say that I'm scared of
It's what you might say back that scares me.

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                       Me Katelyn Lauren & Courtney                         
                         Spring Break `05 , Destin, Fl

I'm dying to explain my heart to you now I'm dying to explain my heart to you now there's so much on my mind, it's tearing me apart there's so much on my mind, it's tearing me apart
--The Starting Line

i was feeling totally over him,
i told myself it was only a supid crush;
over, done with, but then...
he looked at me...

roses are red // violets are corny // when i think of you // ohhhh baby i get horny // eat me // beat me // bite me // blow me // suck me // fuck me // very slowly // if you kiss me // don’t be sassy // use your tongue // and make it nasty

[ + what if // r i p p e d // your <3 heart <3 apart at the seams maybe then youll know how i feel + ]

» bad things happen for good reasons

iin a few years i`m gonna look
back and say yeah he was my '
f i r s t true love but maybe
i won`t have to look back cause
he`ll be right there wiith me <33'

& all she wants ` is someone that will treat *
her riqht. ' someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her ; endlessly. x3

when i go somewhere and guys are all around
my eyes don't even scope the crowd
because i've already found what i'm looking for
my heart no longer needs to seach for anything more

i guess i was 'just never
p e r f e c t enough for
you to k e e p* me ..

>>> she stays strong on the outside....
but on the inside she weeps
because she knows it will never
be the same again....

sOmetimes yOu just need tO decide
whOs wOrth trying fOr.. and whO
yOu need tO leave behind . maybe
`* i need tO *leave* yOu behind.. *``
.-*-» but maybe i dOnt wanna gO

youu KN0W it's meant to be
when even at the times you can't stand him
he's still the only person on your MiND

+| this is a message from me to you,
to make sure you never forget i love you.
when things are rough and you feel lost,
just call on me ill be there at any cost.
ill do this because i care for you,
ill stick by your side no matter what you do.
i am your friend through thick and thin,
just as for me, you've always been |+

// 'couldnt you just laugh until you choke? i wish you would.. so your face could match your eyes - COLD and BLUE and LIFELESS - how did i ever fall for you? \\

EVERYTIME SHE SEES HIM SHE DIES INSIDE. EVERYTHING SHE FEELS FOR HIM IS FORCED TO HIDE. SHE KNOWS HE COULD NEVER FEEL THE SAME WAY AGAIN, SO SHE PRETENDS SHE DOESN'T CARE, HOPING SHE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY. WITHOUT HIM, SHE IS TORN APART AND FULL OF PAIN THAT NOONE CAN SEE AND AT NIGHT ALL SHE CAN DO IS THINK OF WHAT WILL NEVER BE. AND WHEN SHE FINALLY FALLS ASLEEP, SHE DREAMS OF HIM AND HIS CUTE SMILE AND THE WAY HE MAKES HER LAUGH. THIS IS THE ONLY TIME SHE IS EVER TRUELY HAPPY BECAUSE IN HER DREAMS THEY'RE NOT JUST FRIENDS, HE LOVED HER BACK. SHE WAKES UP AND KNOWS SHE HAS TO FACE REALIZE, HE DOESN'T LOVE HER BACK ANYMORE. THE DREAM WAS JUST A CRUEL JOKE PLAYED BY THE CRUSHED HEARD HE DOESN'T KNOW HE BROKE.

i*was*never*beautiful*enough*for*

You know your in love `when
you look back at all the pain
and hurt he put `you through
and can still managa a smile

I love him, yet I hate him. He hurts me so much but I’m not able to walk away. That’s what no one understands.

"One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you."

so tonite ill pick apart your pictures, and over analyze your words, the truth is that ive never fallen so hard

SOMETiMES ..
you gotta run away .. so you can see who will run after you
SOMETiMES ..
you gotta talk quieter just to see who`s listening
SOMETiMES ..
you gotta step up in a fight just to see who`s standing by your side
& SOMETiMES ..
you gotta make a wrong decision only to see who`s there to help you fix it
& SOMETiMES ..
you gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you .. x3

and you`ll |[ never ]| know how it feels to
have the one person who means everything
to you.. make you feel like -» n o t h i n g

Do you still love me like you used to or am I some girl left behind in your past?

Excuse me while i fall apart
dont flatter yourself sweetheart

-» sure - i think other guys are cute, but
everytime i see a cute guy - i remind my
self of how cute you are, of how much i
love you --- of how sweet you are, of
how you can always brighten my day, &
suddenly that other guy doesn`t look so
good anymore -- so i look the other way

i can`t believe you said [ i love you ]
but even more than that i can`t believe i thought it was true ;
`nd still after all this shit, i still find myself chasing after you. . .

nO maTter . hOw . harD yOu [ t R y ] to geT `. O v e r .SoMeOnE
yOu wilL sTilL have sOme sOrT' Of - f e e L i n G fOr them
` reMeMberinG the way thinGs - useD to be *
- anD hOw they aRe /-* nOw *-