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the one way i still get by is claiming that you're ugly when deep down i think you have some kind of charm that makes you terribly attractive. i sound as harsh as i can so everyone will believe me, and i hope to God you never hear me.
You’ll fall in love with the most unexpected people at the most unexpected times.
I know that you love me so why say goodbye? I'm frozen in our kisses as your body pulls me near.
my whole world surrounds you, i stumble and i crawl
she was always second best, so she never thought she'd be the first he picked. she never thought he wanted her so bad.
People said Ive changed so much. The honest truth.. I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around. I learned that you cant always be happy. I accepted reality.
so here i am, waiting for you to come
tear my heart into even more pieces.
lets be together & try
to survive this crazy world.
Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it. --JK Rowling
Give her two red roses, each with a note; the first one saying "for the woman I love" the second one saying "for my best friend"
and now that i think about it, all i did while opening those emails was let him break my heart even worse. i wonder now why i let him do that. i think it was because i was ALWAYS just a litte hopeful that he'd say "I'm sorry. I do love you... and everything will be okay." Because if those words had ever been spoken to me by him, I would have risen from any sadness I had ever felt, and just been purely happy.
But I thought he made no sense.
But now I see... he made perfect sense.
Breaking my heart was something he truely needed to do.
So in love.
So in pain.
So hurt.
So hopeful.
What a summer...
Just for the record,
the weather today,is
slightly sarcastic
with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say
[ PANIC AT THE DISCO ]
LIVE FOR THE MOMENTS
that make you laugh so hard
you piss your pants
I remember every single word you said.. Okay? I'm not naive and I'm not that stupid. I've been broken before. I can deal. I'm not scared of moving on with my life. What I'm scared of is that I'll realize somewhere along the road you were my life.
People never tell you
The way they truly feel
I would die for you gladly
If I knew it was for real
you finish all my sentences before they begin &&
i know that look in your eyes its like i've seen before
about a million times in another life you must've been mine
The funny thing is, he doesn`t even know what he's doing to me on the inside
&& how much it acutally hurts
And ultimately, he's going to find out...
how you chew,
how you sip,
how you hum,
how you dance,
how you smell at every point in the day.
The fact that most of your friends are shallow.
That you hate sitting in an aisle seat,
how you sometimes can't seem to listen,
how you get hyper when you travel,
how certain games or shows make you really happy,
how you get cranky because you're too stupid to remember to sleep,
how you don't like the way you look in most of your pictures,
how you can't get off the phone when you're late
because you don't want to sound like you don't care,
how you have no ability to save receipts...
He's going to know all of it;
everything about you, he's going to know.
And he's still going to love you.
And she said, "Please don't give up on me, just don't let me push you away, because I've been known to do that."
real love stories
never have
happy endings
because real
love stories
never end.
watch your mouth
hold your tounge
some things are
better left unsaid.
every saint
has a past
&every sinner
has a future.
she's my best friend.
mess with her heart.
i'll mess with your face.
You just don't get it, do you? You really don't understand that I'm not over you. I was never over you. The girl who's normally so strong is falling apart, and you're not even realizing it.
We walk around talking
to 'l|[complete]|l' strangers
laugh for absolutely no
reason at all .&&. have stupid
fights that are over in ten minutes,
gangg up on the ;; chick that has
a problem with one of us [ have ] a
billion "you - had - to - be - there" times
:: attempt to dance like they do in
music videos, make fun of each
other when we walk into stuff.
Were Just Bestfriends.
i guess it's typical to cling to
memories you'll never get back
again and to sort through old
photos of a summer long ago.
I couldn't make you see it, that I loved you
more than you'll ever know,
a part of me died when I let you go.
She drowns in beauty and in brains.
everyday she sulks and strains.
Her life is worse that it seems.
all Because she isn't with the boy of her dreams
Yeah, I may jump up and down and
go crazy over you, but I would never let
you know it.
all i want is to make him happy
so i could see that gorgeous smile of his
Dear Cupid--
Don`t forget to hit him with an arrow too. . .
a kiss shows love. the rest is just overused teenage hormones with a bit of lust.
i love you more with every second even the seconds i spend missing you and if i ever felt this way again for anyone but you, well i cant possibly imagine that being so because yer the first person that ive truly missed like this and i want you to be with me so much and im absolutely crazy about you baby.
writing down how i felt
how my heart, you bent
twisted it in many ways
i continue to vent
the only thing in life that is truly yours is your health and your grades. but when life goes bad, they're the first things you throw away [actually said by my english teacher. but i really liked it.]
to be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent on looking down at the bottom. you don't care its going to HURT LIKE HELL when u hit the bottom, all you care about is that for just for that short period of time...you feel like you can fly..
you torture me. this is not the kind of crush that i can just "get over". it's on such a different level. you keep me hanging there, like a little doll. playing with my heart because you know you can.
you think that by ignoring me, you can ignore my feelings. you think it'll all just go away. maybe for you it will, but truely, u can't escape me. not with these feelings.
so there's this guy.. right?... and he kinda sorta just might mean more to me than i ever thought possible.
yes i've been in love
i've been in love so bad it hurt
he didn't care
it wasn't good enough for him
but i keep wondering...
did anyone ever love me?
has any guy ever been in love with me?
has any guy ever
been unable to sleep
tossing and turning
losing nights of sleep
because i didn't smile at him that day?
or is this just a girl thing?
but baby it was ever so true
i love you like never before
i'm sorry i made a mistake
&& if you let me
i'll have you all over again.
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you watched me cry,
you watched me break
and you knew every reason.
the reasons i didn't know.
you watched me walk
with only pain in my heart,
you watched it freely
knowing you caused it.
every day you made it worse,
every day you hurt me more,
every day you watched me hurt,
and told me i'd be okay.
and now i sit without you,
happy that you're gone,
but you told me i'd be okay
and that was just a lie.
but what is that to you?
just another lie on your list,
im just another lost friend.
another life you fucked up.
i love you so much
but the feeling isnt enough
to keep you around
to keep you loving me
let me hold your hand
let me kiss those lips
boy, im needing you now
i want you around
everytime you walk away, i hope to God its not the last, i wonder when we'll meet again.. i'll keep your goodbye in my heart.
i started to walk away, but the way you called my name... i knew there was something special
am i just crazy enough for you to love?
when you said, "yeah, she doesn't like me anymore", it crushed me that you could believe such a thing.
if someone asked me why i like you so much... i wouldn't be able to say anything at all except, "he's... well, him"
promise me again
hold me tight
and dont let go
all through the night.
so i think of you
about the way i feel,
when you are near
i can't just 'deal'.
everyday your thought
everyday its here
for you forgetting me
is something that i fear.
if you love me
please just tell me
if you care at all
don't just let it be.
put your arms around me
promise me it all
without you here
i might as well fall.
grow up and kiss me already.
inspiration seeping in
the thoughts of you occur.
remembering what you said to me
the smile across your face.
the tears that shed
with words so harsh
like we were nothing at all.
it hurt so bad
you left me open
the first guy i saw
was the next guy you hated.
being with him was nothing at all
not after how i felt around you
baby, the trust hurts but
just for the record,
i fucking love you.
he's got her knees shaking
her face glowing
he has no idea...
how happy he makes her
she's at her happiest
as long as he's around
she's too scared to tell him
he might not care
but the girl doesn't realize..
she makes him smile.
you left her heartbroken
you left her in pain
you shattered her soul
but you never knew
she thinks about you everyday
you'll never mean less
you forgot who she is
but she'll never forget you
you were her first love
you never knew
you never gave her a chance
you cared
but never enough
it's been a year now
months have flown by
you two no longer speak
but she still feels the pain.
to my favorite liar
to my favorite mistake
to my favorite everything
this is for my favorite guy
the one that makes me smile
the one that makes me cry
you're the one i always wanted
the one i always needed
you left me here to shatter
you left her here destroyed
when the sky caves in
when the oceans are gone
when love cannot be
baby, that's when i'll stop
so listen to me now
as i write to express
my feelings that i have for you
they drive me so insane
you have no clue
because of baby what you do
it keeps me smiling
keeps me laughing
just when i thought nothing could
never met anyone like you
never felt like this for so long
you're my reason for waking up
the favorite thing that occupies my mind
now i'm starting to get worried
you have been keeping me guessing
i want you to like me like this
i want me to occupy your brain
want me to be the one you want
i wanna keep you smiling and laughing
i want you to feel like me
we can be so happy
if you just open your eyes
she brashed out
she let him know
never got a responce
it's like nothing has changed
she doesn't wanna ruin it
she doesn't wanna do this
but little does she know
that she's making it so much worse
for him, her heart beats
for him, her words are spoken
but when he's around, she just looks down
with everyone she finds a way to ruin it
"why can't he like me?"
runs through her mind daily
he's what makes her happy
&& when it comes right down to it, she doesn't care about looking great. she has hopped out of bed late for school. she forgets to put on makeup, but that's the last thing on her mind. because when she's with him, she feels like she could only be the most beautiful girl in the world, if he's hers. she's never met anyone but him that made her feel this way before. she had never thought he would have noticed her at all, but now his arms are wrapped tight around her && hes not letting go.
torn apart into pieces
heart is shattered
you're my year old memory
one that is not tattered.
never faded in my heart
i can still hear your voice
i'll see you every now and then
no one quite has your poise.
i continue to always wonder
do you even know what you did?
recked me bad, right into two
but to you, i'm just another kid.
handwritten note
unsure of her words
scared for her life
as his eyes scan the paper
she hopes he understands
she wants him to care
but as he turns away
the note falls to the ground
let's keep this a secret
hearts on the line
whispering in shadows,
'will you be mine?'
scared for our future
we're holding on tight
please no letting me go
i think i'll be alright
promising me the world
how long will the promise last?
until our hands break free
and you'll be in my past
the silence burns deep inside
when he looks at her that way
the longing, the passion, the love
never to be confused
she loves him like no one else
her heart is throbbing
this hurts so much
as he denies his love
sooner or later;;
for better or worse
would run out.
sooner than later;;
your promises would fade
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