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Friday, January 18, 2008

  • Don't ignore me; don't act like we're strangers. I know you love her now & you know I hate her, but don't pretend the love we had wasn't real. That hurts; that wasn't part of the deal. We're not together anymore, but we are in my heart. When you look at me like everyone else, it completely tears me apart.


    And I don't know you anymore but
    I know there was a time when I did.


Tuesday, January 01, 2008

  • And maybe after this we'll never see each other again. And maybe we will. And maybe I'll meet up with you again in ten years. Or maybe twenty. And maybe you'll still be single. Or married. And maybe I'll be as well. And maybe you'll ask me if I want to go for coffee. And maybe I will. Or maybe I won't because it could bring up old feelings again. But for now, I'm not gonna worry about the maybe's or the what-ifs; I'm just going to continue living my life the best way I can.



    People always ask "are you okay?"
    But they're never really expecting the truth..
    Cause the reality of the matter is, if I was okay,
    You wouldn't have to wonder.


    Memories are what we hold onto when everything seems to be changing


    I see you in the halls walking with her, touching her, holding her. Yeah, baby, do it for show. You already know you won; you broke me, you broke me good.


    i wanna go back to believing in everything,
    and knowing nothing at all


    although you may think you don't have it good and
    guys don't like you and you'll never find true love and
    make a good life, just remember that you shine more
    than any other person around you and you're the kind of girl
    guys can't forget and at least
    one
    person
    would die to have your life.


    I like to pretend that everything's alright,
    Because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
    Sometimes you forget for a while,
    That you're not.


    & maybe I found comfort in the words you said. Not from laying in your arms. They were the words I needed to hear, & it didn't matter who from. It wasn't puppy love or infatuation. Or love at first sight or anything that people always talk about & laugh. Maybe you don't know just what I mean. I can't really explain it, it's so hard to put into words, but, well, it was just something I'd never felt before. Something I'd never even known. People can't just tell you about things like that, you have to find them out for yourself. That's why it is so important. It was something I'll always remember because I just couldn't forget.


    i think that's what's wrong with the world.
    no one says what they feel. they always
    hold it inside. they're sad, but they don't cry.
    they're happy, but they don't dance or sing.
    they're angry, but they don't scream.
    because if they do, they feel ashamed. and
    that's the worst feeling in the world. so everyone
    walks with there heads down. and no one
    sees how beautiful the sky is.



Sunday, October 07, 2007

  • 1. I want the boy, you know,
    the one that sings so terribly that
    it makes you love the song.

    2. All I can think is that if he doesn't
    want me back now, he never will.

    3. He could make you the happiest person alive,
    but in the end you'll hate him
    as much as you loved him.

    4. Just because we've grown apart
    doesn't mean there's a gap between us.

    5. Because, baby, I'd want your happiness
    before anything else; rather see you smiling
    with her than have you for myself.

    6. It wouldn't bug me so much, but i know that you still love me too.

    7.Time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on.

    8. Why do some people get so lucky, and can fall for anyone, at anytime. When others of us fall so hard, only once in a while.

    9.

     

    . If you asked someone how they would define friendship, the answer will usually be "someone who will always be there when you need them, a person who never lies, a person who will always put you first before anyone else" & so on. But who actually fits that description? You have your friends & your true friends. Friends come in many people, but true friends only come once in a lifetime. A real friendship will last, no matter how far they are from you, no matter how many new people they meet, or how popular they may become. To depend on a friend to always be there for you is unfair, because if that person isn't there, what would you do? Just cut them out of your life? If you were a good friend yourself, you would understand why & know that no one is perfect. A friend will always tell you what sounds good or what will make you happy, but a true friend will tell you the brutal truth. FACT: real friends never try to avoid arguments because it will not harm the friendship at all. They shouldn't be scared of getting into that argument in the first place because those little arguments are what makes the friendship stronger. True friends know your deepest secrets, good & bad, & will still love you til the end but friends will only know your surface appearance. Friends come & go without explanation, but true friends will always be there, even when you think they're not. True friends are like family; people who treat your parents like they're theirs, people who become best buddies to your brothers & sisters. So when you say "family always comes first", they are already your family. To me, friendship is like a board game. The ones who care enough will enter the game, play it, & stay until you end it together. The ones who don't will get bored & choose to leave. So, keep what is worth keeping, & with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

  • 1. sometimes, things are only clear
    once our vision is blurred with tears.

    2.
    No matter how bad things are at any one
    moment, no moment lasts.
    Good or bad, time moves on because it
    has to, and so do you.

    3. I don't care about anything- I know who I am, It's the rest of the world I'm trying to figure out.

    4.
    It's days like these that I think of you,
    I can still picture your perfect smile.
    The dull ache in my heart hasn't gone away,
    and I still can remember how it felt when we touched.

    5. It used to be that the only time i wasn't in a good mood was when things between us weren't good,
    I used to hate the fact that the way you acted could completely control how I was feeling.
    But now I wish things were back that way, because now that you're gone, it's even worse,
    to be upset and nothave you there to cheer me up.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

  • 1. Just because we've grown apart
    doesn't mean there's a gap between us.

    2. the most important thing in life
    is to learn how to give out love,
    and to let it come in.
       -Mitch Albom

    3.
    it's not supposed to happen.
    she's supposed to find someone who's much better for her.
    but instead, she's still stuck on you.

    4.
    forget about that boy
    he didn't treat you right
    forget about the way
    he held you that night
    dry up all your tears
    listen up come with me
    life goes on.

    5.
    the worst thing about going back to school?
    no, its not the getting up early or the homework
    not mean teachers or crowded hallways
    its seeing the boy it took you all summer
    to get over, & falling for him all over again.

    6.
    I keep telling myself to forget it.
    Memories will fade.
    I'll breathe slow and deep, life goes on.
    I'll keep living and my heart will still beat, but you're still there.
    You're always there.

    7.
    don't give up, if you still wanna try. don't
    wipe your eyes, if you still wanna cry.
    don't stop asking questions, if you still wanna know.
    don't say you don't love him, if you
    can't let him go.

    8. every day, when i wake up,
    i hope that you will realize who
    you were, realize how youve changed,
    realize what we used to have,
    and realize that you cant live without me.

    9. What does she do thats so special
    what does she do that i dont
    what made you decide you want her
    more than you wanted me.

    10.
    don't give up, if you still wanna try. don't
    wipe your eyes, if you still wanna cry.
    don't stop asking questions, if you still wanna know.
    don't say you don't love him, if you
    can't let him go.

    11. i hate the fact that you changed
    but more so i hate the fact that you
    didnt bring me with you

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