Lets play p r e t e n d.....youll p r e t e n d you love me and ii’ll p r e t e n d to beliieve you
I don’t believe in fairytales anymore
&& Her mind thinks only of him && her soul is existing for his love and his love only but she knows that shes a fool for the only one he loves is himself & although she waits for him to notice her heart slowly breaks. For she is alone, no one to love her. And she will in time sweep from this existence. Fade into her own world. Where she is not alone where she is with him. And he thinks only of her. His heart beats only for her. And his soul is in existence for her love and her love only. But she still knows even in her own world that in this reality, she is alone and always will be.
You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you don’t know any different. It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love [ differently ]. You will love more *carefully and more *cautiously, continually comparing that person to your first love
can't you see it? she loves you
more then you could ever imagine
it's in her eyes, it`s in her voice, it`s
in her smile. she's so different when
you're around, so much happier.
you`re the one for her,
but you don`t see that, do you?
you think that when i walk down the hall & your
there, i don`t see you- but believe me, i couldn`t
miss the flips' my stomach makes
every girl wants prince charming
and while he may be nice and all
i want a guy who will come up from behind
and put his arms around me, and hold me
he`ll whisper in my ear that he loves me.
a guy who`ll lay awake at night, just thinking about me
a guy who`ll call at 3:00 am just to tell me how much he misses me
he`d come over just after we got off the phone
because he wants to know how i`m really doing
because i said i was fine ; but we both know i was lying
he`d kiss me on my forehead & tell me everything`s gonna be alright
he may not be prince charming to anyone else
but in my eyes, he`d fit the part perfectly
Never forget what he meant to you,
but never let him know you remember.
boy you're not only my boyfriend, you're also my best friend. i love you with all my heart. and if for whatever reason, we don't last forever... i still want you to be a part of my life. because not having you in my life is something i can't even begin to imagine.
This past year of my life has been like
This wide-awake nightmare of conflicting emotions
But no matter how bad it got one thing kept me going
Us, our bond, our connection, whatever you want to call it
It made me feel like I wasn't alone
Like I was part of something special
So I'm not whining about being friends or not being friends
It's just that for the first time in my life
I'm not feeling that connection anymore, and it scares me
at some point in their life, everyone loses someone they love. just remember, i`m done with the loss, you however, got another one coming, cause you didn`t lose me. you let me go.
I can not get mad at you for hurting me over and over again… because over and over again, I let you…
she finally let go of her fake smile as the tears ;; slowly rolled down her face as she whispered to herself >-* i don't wanna be me " /*
You know that place between asleep and awake,
where you still remember dreaming? that's where
i will always love you. that's where i'll be waiting`
-'tinkerbell
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tell me i`m amazinq and whyy. tickle me even if i say stop, youu know i love it. hold my hand. tell me i`m beautiful. tell me i`m the most amazing qirl youu know. tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me alugh. let me wear your clothes. do thinqs that make me smiles. when i start yellinq at youu, kiss me. kiss my forehead. kiss me in the rain. let me fall asleep in your arms. push me on swings and give me piqqy back rides. call me. stay up with me all niqht on the phone. leave me unexpected notes sayinq how much i mean to youu, and then we pinky promise that we`ll be toqether forever, & i`m holding youu to it.
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wanna know something? the time i was with youu was the happiest i`ve been in a long time. that`s part of the reason it`s so hard to get over youu and move on, cause youu were such a significant part of my life & the thought of losing youu killed me. now, i feel like i`m never gonna be happy again, at least not as happy as i was with youu. to tell youu the truth, i would give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again
************************im mad at myself, not you. Im mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didnt do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all for not hating you when I know I should but I cant.
*****************That night we talked about life, about our times together, maybe we weren’t the same 2 kids we had once been but some things never change. Some things last & even though I didn’t know what was going to happen to us or where we were going I just knew I couldn’t let him out of my life
Stare into my eyes...you know you want to....I dare you....watch them fill with tears
Maybe were not too young to be in love...maybe were just young enough to make love work
Please tell me I havent lost you, that I have another chance. Tell me that my story isnt over yetI
remember the day when you pulled me aside, looked me in the eyes and said "im sorry" as you watched my eyes fill up with tears
I remember the first time I met you, I came home and looked in the mirror as I told myself that he was everything I had ever dreamed of
