It's been quite a while.
i know.
And i've tried updating a few times before but I end up deleting the entry.
So fuck it.
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I can tell when we kiss, when we touch, when we making sweet love
You know this thing is forever
You know the drill keep it real
Nothing will ever come between us
And I won't leave you never

If you thought I'd leave,
then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

Being with him would be
breaking the rules, but
not being with him is
breaking my heart.

We picked up things from each other,
random phrases and stupid habits.
You have to admit
that we have definitely changed each other.

She faces the world
one hand on her hip
one arm stretched to the stars
she's afraid
but she's ready for the unexpected.

love means letting go of your fears
giving your heart away
and most of all
being prepaired to let it get torn apart.

true love is never ending.
when someone is still with you.
even were your apart

You cant see shinny cars in the dark.

Is anyone every sadisfied with who they are?
You can be among the stars and still be jelous of the moon.

No one takes a picture of
something they want to forget.

we do act retarded and dance around like
we have to pee and yes, we break into
random song and talk like we're mentally
challenged. but that's just who we are.

xox
comment.

being together && not

i SERi0USLY F0RG0t H0W MUCH JOY XANGA USED t0 GiVE ME.
ii tHiNK ii NEED t0 StARt UPDAtiNG A LiTTLE M0RE N0W
MABii 0NCE A WEEK 0R EVERY tW0 WEEKS
YOU KNW WHENEVER ii GEt B0RED
AH XANGA!
L0L
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i want to say i'm sorry, i want you to know
i care. i want to say i'm blind for seeing
something that wasn't there. i should have
been more trusting and listened to my
heart, cause you're the only thing i need
and it's tearing me apart <|3

don't miss what was
don't anticipate what will be
just enjoy what is.

i'll be the air that you breathe.
i'll give the strength that you need.
i'll be the light in your eyes
when hope becomes hard to see.

because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world

when you love someone
everything about them seems
simply adorable

sometimes you need a second chance
because you weren't quite ready for the first <3

when you're taking a risk,
you've just gotta keep breathing

don't let someone create you because
once they do, they can destroy you

he saved me, in every way that a person
can be saved.

how do you say goodbye to everything you've
spent your entire life trying to hold on to .. <3

don't make me wait
just because you know i will <3

take it from someone who knows
you're amazing and you always have been

things will happen in your life that you
can't stop, but thats no reason to
shut out the world

I don't care about your past
all i wanna know is, if there's
a place for me in your feautre? <3
- sWEET hOME aLABAMA

S-E-X-i-i

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xxxo

damn i kinda forgot were da 'write new entry button was' hehe i was lookin for it on da left hand side. wut a dork i know! :/
anyways yeh its ma last post for a while prbly more dan a month, uhmppp!!
im leavin to el europa in 6 daiis!! yes nd im so exited. tho i hvnt started pakin yet. i can do dat in a dai.
besides dat i gut ma hair cut once again nd gu sum hilights.
i gut ma sidekik da one i had to beg for since ma bdai. nd ma bro finally gut me one. yay!!
been enoyin summer too. its deff diffrent frm last summer. super diffrent. last summr changed my life.. seriously. for better nd a lil worse.
i'll prbly change ma lay b4 i leve. mabii!
nd if anyone is intrested in addin me on myspace umm just holla @ me. leave a comment [= nd i'll get bak to u asap.

Its really hard,

to fight for what you want ..

when you dont even know

what you want in the first place

Sweetie I'm

 over you,

now its time

 for you to

get over yourself.

yu cant do it like me
im by myself
i do it so gud i dont need anyone else

sometimes i want to push you in front of a car
but then i realize i would kill myself trying to save you

For me, the most important thing is to laugh. I need to laugh, I need to laugh with my whole entire self. Laugh so much people think I'm crazy & then get them laughing with me <3

there's a certain kind of pain that can numb you
there's a type of freedom that can tie you down
sometimes the unexplained can define you
and sometimes silence is the only sound

i LiKE DEAD END SiGNS
i think they're kind,
they at least have the
decency to let you know
you're going nowhere

there's only so much heart in
a girl that you can break, before
she walks away for good

we don't talk anymore
and I don't know why...
it's like you gave me wings,
then said its illegal to fly.

He could have me in a second
&& he knows it

Theres a time and place for everything.
Theres a reason why certain people meet.
Theres a destination for everyone.

&& its times like these
where in your arms
is the only place
that I wanna be.

Yeah, I'd lie for those girls,
Cry for those girls,
Take a bullet and straight up die for those girls
Because they're my [ best friends.]

ok well dat all i gut ladies.
i hope yu guys leave me sum comment.
id certainly appreciate em
have a great summer
nd dont parii too much
<3

xoxo

Seems like forever huh?? Yeh I know.. I dont have time to really update. Well I do but I rather not. So your probaly wondering what my crazy ass is doing at home on a Friday night?! Well.. looong story short; im on punishment for the first time in my life. And let me tell you it for the gayest reasons ever. The rest of ma people are eighter on punishment too, or at a dance thing. And I'm home... I got my permit! Which is a plus.. Got to drive a mini, a BMW, Volvo and a Mitsubish [s/p?] so far.. Yay!! I hoping to get my car once I get my actual lisence which is in September. School, is the reason I'm here so I'm not gunna talk bout that too much. Tho, I have plans to join the tennis team and help out at Camp Westbury this summer. I am thinking of trnsfering schools since mines so ghetto, buuuuttt.. if I dont get in I have to have a plan B. And I'm single.

we rock ripped jeans & huge sunglasses,
that go along with the screw you attitude &
party hard personalities & honestly we don't
give a crap if we mean a thing to you.

i said this won't mean a-thing
come tomorrow. and that's
exactly how i'll make it seem.

At first you think it's great
you're talking to him again.
But then you start talking about things
that happened before...
Bringing back old memories &
then you realize
how much you really miss him
& you get to thinking
you really want him back.
But then you remember
he doesn't need you, like you need him
& it hurts.

You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught... & make it count.

sometimes people play hard to get because they
need to know if the OTHER persons feelings are real.
-One Tree Hill

& it all comes down to that
last person you think of
before you fall asleep

where my future leads
idontknow
but if you arent there
i dont wanna go

s.e.x.i.i.
its what I am
&& you wish your girlfriend was like
[^^Made by mii^^]

make your move boy
before she moves on

and the truth is that nothing has
been the same since you came into my life

dont speak
i know what youre thinking

Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were

cause these are the days worth living.
there are the years we're given.
& these are the moments,
these are the times,
so let's make the best out of our lives

& what hurts the most
was being so close
& having so much to say
watching you walk away<3

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly,
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings

i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself

i'm gonna smile when i wanna cry,
act happy when i wanna die, laugh
out loud when i'm feeling blue, and i
won't let it bother me when i see her
WiTH YOU.

Things aren't always going to go your way you just have to learn how to love the things that do.

Seems like one things been true all along,

you never know what you have till it`s

gone.

You're just like crack or cocaine.

You keep hurting me but I ignore

the pain and keep going in for more.

&& If you ever remember me,

just remember, I'm under

the same stars as you &&

every star in the sky resembles

a tear that I cry for the pain you

gave me and for the pain that

will never leave me.

My friends tell me that I just move