she reads the entire dictionary
&&; not one word can describe
how she feels .
I [ learned ] a lot over the years,
through fake smiles & un'seen tears
friends sometimes aren`t forever
that happy memories stay with you;
& those moments go by --so fast--
so enjoyy the things that go on now
cause the good stuff never lasts
I never let the actions of another
make or break me. I never let
a single person shake me cuz
honestly, I don't give a fuck who
hates me.
Take out the picture
Blow off the dust
Take off the frame
It's starting to rust
Remember the time
We had together
What ever happen to
Best Friends Forever
0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears I’ve cried. the many nights I’ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been.
0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain I’ve put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye.
Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I've heard it
before. Say that i'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You wont see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?
i`m not the girl i used to be;
gotta admit.. alot of shit got to me..
in life your going to be
left out talked about
lied too && used
but you have to decided
who's worth your tears
or not
Smile. it might not make you feel better;;
but it will keep people from asking what's wrong.
To every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. You all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. No matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. So, thanks.
&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...
Dear mom && dad -
if it makes you happy, then i am fine.
if it makes you sleep at night, i am not suicidal.
If it helps you stay ignorant, the scars that lace my body are not proof of how much slef hatred boils inside me.
If it keeps you from abandoning me, i am not crazy.
She hates her life
She hates everything in it
She doesn’t think anyone cares
That anyone’s there
But the night she dies, grief fills everyone
And her special someone, whom she thought hated her
Put a gun to his head and went to find her
they call her for dinner, she makes up a reason.
she looks at her arms and rolls down her sleeves.
her mother is starting to see through her lies;
and last night her father had tears in his eyes.
wipe a tear
& crack a smile
you’ve just commited
the perfect crime
faked them all
they didn’t know
you’re dying inside
the invisible scars, are the ones that take the longest to heal
no one knows how much she
secretly cries ; they just can`t
tell shes [ dying inside ]
I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there
you are not friends because
you sit together at the lunch table,
talk on the phone,
have matching flip-flops,
or can recite eachother's wardrobe.
When she smiles,
a grin forces itself across your face
no matter how angry you are.
When she cries,
instantly you feel her pain,
and want to cry with her.
When you look her in the eye,
you know there's no one
you could ever trust more
regardless of how many broken
hearts you've had.
That's what it means to be friends.
Pretty little girl can't see the world
Pretty little girl all locked up
Pretty little girl has to be p.e.r.f.e.c.t
Pretty little girl overwhelmed by everything
Pretty little girl never does anything right
Pretty Little Girl Killed Herself Tonight.
----Lost and broken, hopeless and lonely .Smiling on the outside, but i hurt beneath my skin. My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding. I'll try to make it seem okay, but my faith is wearing thin. –
i make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I can't go a day without spilling something on me. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act like I'm a lot smarter than I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I'm shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh way too loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect.
I bite my tongue every time you come around;
because blood in my mouth is better than ..
tears on the ground.
She cuts her wrist to watch it bleed
Hoping someone will save her
Ever have one of those days where nothing really goes wrong -- actually, good things happen to you -- but you still feel like you hate the world, and anything that happens, even dropping your pen in the hallway, makes you wanna break down right there and cry?
0UT 0F 0UR MiNDS. . .
. . .CRAZi ASS TiMES. . .
. . .N0T 0NLY BEST FRiENDS. . .
. . .BUT MY PARTNERS iN CRiME!.
Will someone call a surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart?
Without him she is torn apart
& full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they’re [[not just friends]]
he loves her back
She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesn’t even know he broke
Guys are the most {dangerous} and *addictive* drug,
but the high is unlike anything else.
.·*¨)iTz FuNnY hOw MuCh PpL cAn
¸.·´\\ TaLk \\ BeHiNd \\ My \\ BaCk \\
( ºbUt |. * .| WeN |. * .| tHeRe |. * .| CoNFrOnTEd º
`·.¸_¸.·'´¨) -× ThEy SaY × oMg × WhO sAiId × ThAt!!×-
good girl reputation for all your life and no one notices.
one screw up and it feels like the world is watchinG
i wanna push you into oncoming traffic
--but then i realize -- i`d kill myself tryin
to save you
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will<3
lies. tears. pain. hurt. lost. love. are any of them worth it?
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the 3 most powerful men in America are named "Bush", "Dick", and "Colon". - Chris Rock
If gossip were beer our whole school would be wasted.
"I went into a McDonald's yesterday and said, "I'd like some fries. "The girl at the counter said, "Would you like some fries with that?"
- Jay Leno
you can drive at 16.
go to clubs at 18 &
drink at 21. retire at
65 but whoever set
the age to fall in love
-0NE TREE HiLL.
I know he's not the cutest guy in the world
but there's just something about him that makes
my heart drop to my feet everytime I see him
youu know when youu start out friends,
and every little joke is hilarious .. , then
evertything he does annoys the hell out
of youu. then finally one day, youu look at
yourself and think "Fuck, i fell in love"
isn't it better just to cling to the dream of what
could have been, than to ruin everything with'
reality ? » A CiNDERELLA ST0RY *
i feel S0RRY for that WH0RE you LEFT ME for <lol
These BrEaK-uP songs make sense again... I really wish they didn't.
I wish i could save the tears that i've cried over you so i could fucking drown you in them.
I hate girls
I hate it when they yell
When they criticize your hair
I hate it when they flirt
Even more then when they stare
I hate it when they gossip
The way they always lie
I hate it when they grin
After they made another cry
I hate the way they must be right
How they must win every fight
And when they don?t eat
It makes me cringe
To see a girl who?s hungry
I hate it when they binge
I hate their make-up
Caked on their face
I hate their greediness
How they won?t take second place
I hate their mean spirit
I hate their preppy clothes
I hate the way I?m one of them
I hate the way it shows ~Casey
[ i dont know who Casey is, but i love this poem. ]
Life is just a stage...a bunch of people pretending to be what they’re not
And she's so good at completely blinding herself
to what she doesn't want to see.
on the outside you're not the same kid anymore
you've been through too much lately
but deep down...there will always
be a part of you that rejects reality
that is eternally hopeful.
so i`ll roll up my sleeves,
&& tell you a story,
about my past<3
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
If you look inside a girl's heart
You'd see how much she really cries
You'll find hidden secrets, best friends, and lies
But what you'll see the most
Is how hard it is to stay strong
When nothing's right, and everything is wrong
We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies,
and that's why this world will always be so wrong
&& i've come to realize that in the end
everyone turns out to be the person they
swore they'd never be <|3
fake - it's the latest trend and
everyone seems to be in style
i guess we were the same.
too stubborn to apologize,
too filled up on rage.
You're the kind of person who makes me punch you, then hug you; scream at you, then laugh; hate you, but love you -- you confuse me but in a way that makes perfect sense to me
You’ll never know what it's like to be me
to spend half your day being someone
your not... & then going home to be
something you never intended to be
if I wake up tomorrow
and you're still just my friend
I’ll stay up until 11:11
& make my wish again
I don't think you're leaving.
I think you're running.
And what I can't figure out is,
are you running towards something you want?
Or are you running away from something
you're afraid to want?
they lied to us..
this was supposed to be the future.
where is my jetpack?
where is my robotic companion?
where is my dinner in a pill form?
where is my hydrogen fueled automobile?
where is my nuclear powered levitating house?
where is my cure for this disease?
long sleeved shirts
bracelets cover wrists
no one can know
the truth behind this
we are only as strong as
the drinks we mix,
the tables we dance on,
and the friends
we hold on to.
well she didn't choose this role.
but she'll play it and make it sincere.
but being alone wasn't
half as bad as being obsessed
with a breath taker, a smile faker.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
I hate how we were best friends.
then a couple.
now you act like i don't exsist
There used to be a way to
stick it to the man.&it
was called rock&roll
But the man ruined that too
with a little thing called MTV!!
`+School Of Rock
cookie monster said; "sometimes me think what
love is. & then me think love isz what last chocolate
cookie isz for. me give up the last chocolate cooke
for you." <33
Next year this time I'll be there. I'll dream of the past & wish that I was there. I'm burning the letters of days gone by. I'm sorry but I'm scared that my heart will regret all the things I've done. Breathe in all the ashes of my mistakes, gently collapse so no one will notice you're falling too short of breath. I've wasted more time dreaming than living.
why is it that when your little you parents teach
you how to walk & talk .. but when your older
all you hear is " sit down and shut the hell up
boys will be boys hiding in estrogen <33
my school ; terrible.
almost all of the guys ; nasty.
the girls ; even worse.
my home ; don't get me started.
the outside world ; clueless.
my thoughts about all of this ; uncaring..
because i know, through all of this,
i will always have you. <3
&&she writes his name upon her arm and lets the blood run dry... till there was no more pain... NONE
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too
You'll never know how many times I've cried
How many cuts I hide
How many times I wished I would die
No you'll never understand
&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&& your stupid dumb smile
that has her fallin head over heals.
he looks at me with his beautiful
eyes, and he smiles, and it
pathetically makes my day <3
im just another scratch on his LiST, && he's just another scratch on my WRiST.
&&youu dont know how much it hurts;; when he finally tells youu who he likes * && its not your name - - - - <3
These days : everyone is depressed
no one cares about you personality
there are few songs without cuss words
you stand up for someone & get called a bad name
the type of clothing you wear describes you
how much money you have gives you your popularity
everyone breaks each others hearts & and doesn't think much of it
you can become so lonley .. and no one will notice.
she’s just a littletoo scared to get close to anyone
because everyone that said "i`ll be there" .. left.
&& when he kissed me that night
i couldn`t help but think
this is exactly what i want
you cant be "just friends" with theguy who makes you act like a clutz in his presence;; who causes you to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for <3.
just because you`re leaving
doesn`t mean i`m letting go
through the good ; the bad ; the ups
&& the downs i`ll still be here for you
and she`ll go to bed..
with her pillows soakingpraying to
God to wipe the tears from her eyes <33
SHES LYiiNG ON HER BED STARiiNG AT THE CEiiLiiNG
ALL THE LiiGHTS TURNED OFF ... iiTS 3 A.M
HEADPHONES WRAPPED AROUND HER EARS DARK FEELiiNGS
STiiRiiNG WiiTHiiN AND YET SHE LiiES THERE .. PARALYZED ..
UTTERiiNG NOT A SiiNGLE WORD..
i never thought i would lose my pride ;
i never thought of suicide until you went away.
its so funny how <3
we set qualifications
for the * right person
to L0VE, while at the
back of our minds
we K N 0 W that the'
person we truly love
will always be an
E X C E P T i 0 N . . .
Saturday I saw you
Holding hands with someone new
Somehow I kept my composure
Just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
Don't you let them see you cry
So I casually tu
