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| updateee! yay! =D haha so it sux that when im actually happy...i cant seem to find very many happy quotes. come on guys its summer!! cheer up! :]] here's to the moments where we didn't think about right and wrong, where we just lived, crossed our fingers and hoped for the best. i want sunshine, beach hair, the smell of coconuts, salt water and sand all over. i wanna drive 90 with all the windows down, and float in the pool. i wanna party with my best friends. i wanna watch fireworks and lie on the front lawn looking at the stars. i want an adventure every day. i want the morning after around a kitchen table, laughing about the night before. i want the next day with my friends on the front porch. i want summer. you and me, together. lets make a summer love we'll always remember. it's the days we sit around and do nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard we cry. it's the way we look at each other and know what's going through our heads. it's the stupid pictures and inside jokes. they're the reason we're inseparable. here's to the nights when the grass is your seat, the heat from the fire kisses your feet, your friends out-number the stars, and even the chilliest of nights, are still warmer than the cold one in your hand. don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. to be completely honest you're not like all the others How does it feel to know you're everything I need The butterflies in my stomach They could bring me to my knees How does it feel to know you're everything I want I've got a hard time saying this So I'll sing it in a song Darling, just enjoy yourself. Page yourself over the intercom;don't disguise your voice. Then every time somebody asks for you to do something, ask: "Do you want fries with that ?" Don't use any punctuation Skip instead of walk.Order a diet water wherever you are and ask it with a serious face. When the money comes out of the ATM scream:"I won! I won !" And when you leave the zoo, start running towards the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives! They're loose!" Live life crazy i wish i could find more that werent so depressing! ahh. update again soon. and hopefully with more happy quotes. ...as long as im still happy that is. lol questionnn! hows everyones summer goin? got a job? goin on vaca? let me kno :]]
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| update...yay! :]] Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes…all you need is one. and they say we'll never see half as much as they did. it's true that we never saw Vietnam or World War Two. we didn't see our mother's cry when John F. Kennedy died, but we've lived our whole lives being told that we're just not good enough. we've seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny just isn't skinny enough. we saw Columbine and watched the Twin Towers fall. we've seen a lot of greed and even more hate. our generation fights a different kind of war but we've seen just as much as them.. and maybe even more i never gave up on you. but you're starting to push me towards it. You say I'll never find anyone like you? Really?! I'm never going to find another horny, lying, heartbreaking teenage boy? Good. I don't want any of those anyway don't depend on me to ever follow through with anything but i'd go through hell for you. and i haven't been this scared in a long time and i'm so unprepared so here's your valentine. bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody. this world's an ugly place but you're so beautiful to me. All I'm asking for is one day together, just you and me, all alone, and if you can honestly tell me that after that day, you don't feel anything for me, I'll let you go.. And at that moment, I couldn't really tell if I was falling in love with him all over again, or if I had ever really fallen out of it... off to call the boy some of these are about...more soon <333 | | |
| so ive been thinking alot lately about what i want to do with my life and i realized, it doesnt matter where i live or what kind of house or anything like that. i just want to be able to spend the rest of my life with him by my side, watching our children grow. he wants to be in the marines and wed have to move alot but it doesnt matter to me. because i love him and i want him to be happy and well yea, i wanna be happy to but i will be as long as im with him. and yea i wanna own my own salon and if it happens it happens if it doesnt, ok. but i really wanna be with him rite now. id do anything for that. i miss him like crazy considering i havnt seen him since the beginning of july last year and we havnt really been able to talk that much because of the 6 hour time tiff and how busy weve both been. i love him so much its crazy. you have no idea. anyways...heres the quotes :] When I was with you tonight, I realized that it doesn't matter if I'm not Valedictorian or I don't get into the very best college. All that matters is that no matter where I am or what I'm doing, I'm doing it with you.. I wish the world was flat like the old days. Then I could travel just by folding a map. No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways. There'd be no distance that could hold us back. Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart cause you might wake up one day & realize that you’ve lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. she doesn't even have to fake a smile when shes' around you. when she's around you, its easy to be happy. Dream big, Suceed Often Fail a little just to keep you humble Enjoy life, no regrets And ultimately, he's going to find out how you chew, how you sip, how you hum, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day; the fact that most of your friends are shallow, that you hate sitting in an aisle seat, how you sometimes can't seem to listen, how you get hyper when you travel, how certain games or shows make you really happy, how you get cranky because you're too stupid to remember to sleep, how you don't like the way you look in most of your pictures, how you can't get off the phone when you're late because you don't want to sound like you don't care, how you have no ability to save receipts; he's going to know all of it, everything about you, he's going to know, No guy is perfect, but when you find a guy who is willing to admit he was wrong and try to fix his mistakes, you've found someone good find someone who can make you smile and never let them go It's been said that there is one word that will free us from the weight and pain of life. And that word is love. I believe that. That doesen't mean it hasn't been hard, or that it wont be. It just means that i've found stillness and bravery in myself when i'm with you. You make me brave and I will love you until the end of time. Cory: you believe we love each other? Feeny: and for no reason i understood, my wife was taken from me. and i haven't been so deeply in love since. Cory : (to topanga) Feeny believes we loves each other. Feeny : i believe that when you find love you hold onto it and cherish it because there is nothing finer and it may never come again. and that, my dears, is the most important thing i could teach you. - boy meets world love? it's kind of complicated, kid - but i'll tell you this. the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy - that's love right there. sometimes you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life. I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you, whatever it takes to stay here with you. Take it too the good times, see it through the bad times. Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do. no matter how many times you have broken my heart i could never stop loving you & no matter how many tears you have ever made me cry i could never hate you for it they said i deserve the best but if the best isnt you than i dont want it not one word in the dictionary can describe how much i love you call me crazy but i am so in love me & you just make sense I dont want him to be perfect... I want him to laugh at me... Trip me, then help me back up... Pick me up and throw me in the pool... Make me watch football for hours... Take me to the arcade...and beat me at air hockey Love me for the person I am... If I could pick any moment and keep it forever it'd be every moment I had with you. more soon my loves <333 | | |
| And I wish I was a drug, because then I would be number one on your list and I would never have to worry about you quitting me don't waste your time chasing those you think you really want because you might end up losing the one you really need. i'm a mess and my room usually is too. i laugh at the stupidest things and i'm known for saying the wrong things at the wrong times and sometimes i cry for no reason and yeah i get jealous sometimes but that's who i am - take it or leave it. everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could just freeze time. whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come. whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, at that time, everything was perfect. Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No. I realized now that when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive because you are, and the pain you feel, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there's something better and that something is worth fighting for. ^One Tree Hill Every girl wants to feel like the person she is is enough. Thank you for making me feel like that. You've seen all my moods you know how I am. You laugh at all my stupid jokes and sympathize with all my problems, no matter how petty they maybe. You let me be whoever I want to be and you like me anyway. That really does mean the world to me. Have you ever felt addicted to a person, like they're a drug? You want release. You want freedom. But, at the same time, you need to stay on the beautiful high I look at you & see something magical, so amazing that makes me fall for you over & over again. I look at you & see something so tempting that makes me want you even more. I look at you & see something I can't be without. [ L O V E ] like you`ve never been hurt [ C R Y ] like you have a million tissues. [ S C R E A M ] like the world is a pillow. [ S I N G ] like no-one is listening. [ K I S S ] like nothing else matters. [ L I V E ] how you want to. & it scares the hell out of me, knowing i may never get over you & if you should ever look up & find yourself lost, simply take a breath & start over. retrace your steps & go back to the purest place in your heart, where your hope lives. you'll find your way again Lately I cry for no reason, my emotions go up and quickly fall. My head is still messed up and confused. Looks like I've been used and abused. Out of no where tears run down my face and always happens in the worst place. I'm always done and wearing a frown. Tell me what will make this feeling go away, I want it to leave but it just wants to stay. there's always gonna be that one thing you wish for but never get ;; that one' mistake you can never take back && most of all, that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again-- And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged and I get upset, and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt, really hurt. And once again, I become numb to the world. so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ] <3 be immature, do anything && everything even if it's something you'll regret the next day - sleep late && when you wake up; you can laugh about it with your friends. because friends are what matter most && when you have friends, ..you have everything sometimes we become attatched to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us. Sometimes you just need to be with the person who makes you smile...even if it means waiting. i'll be your distraction | | |
| HOLY CRAP MAN! it has been a longggg time....too long sry guys...but im tryin to come back :] here's 15 but hopefully ill be back again soon & shes just a stupid little girl with her hopes too high & feelings much too strong especially for a boy like him so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ] <3
We're just afraid, period. Our fear is free floating. We're afraid this isn't the right relationship, or we're afraid it is. We're afraid they won't like us, or afraid they will. We're afraid of failure, or we're afraid of success. We're afraid of dying young, or we're afraid of growing old. We're more afraid of life than we are of death.
i think what hurts the most is having the perfect picture of how things [ could be ] [ should be ] ..but aren't.
I’m counting down the days until I see your face again. I’m fed-up and lonely and wishing this time apart would end.
sometimes we become attatched to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us.
Everyone cries, everyone weeps. We all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out.Thoughts deep in your head, so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think where did you do wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day & night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face. You can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. You’re happy to see him & you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry...
Be mindful what you toss away, be careful what you push away, & think hard before walking away
"Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamilar. And in that moment, you realize you're happy." -One Tree Hill
I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. He showed me that you can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt. sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen to what's in their heart.
i love you. not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday. right now, at this very moment, i realized something. I need you, i trust you, i admire you. i want you. and you can be wrong alot of the time and we can fight and be mad at eachother, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that i love you.
i'll be there when the rest of the world walks out. i'll answer your call at 2 in the morning when no one else is awake. i'll hold your hand if it'll put a smile on your beautiful face. because to you, i am everything. and to me, you are even more.
hell, with what we've been through the lies, the tears, the broken hearts, the laughs, the smiles the i love yous, the distance, the pain, the denial, the hugs, the kisses, the i miss yous, we can make it through anything and there's no one else i'd rather be with than you ^^by meee :]
I think that's what's wrong with the world; No one says what they feel, They always hold it inside. They're sad, but they don't cry. They're happy, but they don't dance or sing. They're angry, but they don't scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed. And that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down. And no one sees how beautiful the sky is. | | |
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