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Jessica

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If your sleeping, are you dreaming?
If your dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
calling you by blue October

You said hello Where the hell you been? I said I feel like I been off to war and I may never be the same again.

Long ago and oh so far away, I fell in love with you before the second show. Your guitar, it sounds so sweet and clear, but you're not really there, it's just the radio.

After all, how many ways can one heart be mangled and still be expected to keep beating? I'd lived through a lot, but it didn't make me feel strong. Instead, I felt horribly fragile, like one word could shatter me

Your anger don't impress me. The world slapped in your face. It always rains like hell on the loser's day parade.

What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

I finally worked up the courage to tell you what I have denied. And you're not there to listen. You're not there to care. You're not there at all.

i remind myself not to cry
smile and hold my head up high
broken by all that never really mattered.
bit my tongue every day
because there are words still left to say
so i'll wipe each tear from my eye
and remember - im not supposed to cry

This place is always such a mess, sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn. I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else. Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same. But somewhere here in between the city walls of dying dreams I think your death it must be killing me.

Maybe when the room is empty,
Maybe when the bottle's full.
Maybe when the door gets broke down,
Love can break in.

The taste of dried-up hopes in my mouth, how much longer dear angels? Spread your white sheets over my empty house.

and i've been dying to know..
who's your heart beating for?

this life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when i just want you to love me back

"The best feeling in the world
is doing something that
everyone else said you couldn't"

But it's no use going back to yesterday,
because I was a different person then.
-Alice in Wonderland

I wished on a star last night. I guess it was out of order.

so tell me now
if i should give up.
i'd rather stop now,
than fall even farther

Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes.
Kind of hard to move on when you only told lies.
She's breaking down, everyone's fading,
it's been so long and she's tired of waiting.

They're pushing these children for all the wrong reasons, so far man, you're crushing down their spirits, suffocate, emancipate, turn their backs and walk away eventually.

And I try but I'm not convincing...
Your lips, they pout and twist and
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you.
You take in everything with
a certainty I envy.
It's somehow all I need.
Just keep me guessing, please.

i will disappoint you;
i am everything i said i wouldn't be,
and nothing i say i am.

Oh, and one more thing kid;
you'll never find another me

You know the music isn't loud enough
if you still can hear your thoughts

You are the starlight that sparks up the whole night.
Just let their voices fade out and stand in the spotlight.
Take a bow.

My boyfriend is bang, the boom, the beat
He’s beatin’ down the door to get to me
Yeah music is the shock, the shake, the shit
The needle in the groove, the grind, the grit
My boyfriend is music

-- music is my boyfriend by Skye Sweetnam

Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than...
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of

-- Anberlin

Who would have thought it would be this way?
Confusion's so contagious and jealousy's intoxicating.
It's so easy to say you don't care,
but I know you're lying to yourself.

if i could have just one wish
any wish at all,
it would be that i wouldnt have
to wish anymore.
-anythingbut_ordinary_x

Please don't run away from me.
I don't want to find you lost in their lies.
Please don't make a fool of me.
I don't want to find you lost and alone.

There's a whole world down in the ocean, filled with talking shrimp and boys who call you back, but my breath won't hold that long.

You dream of colors that have never been made
You imagine songs that have never been played
They will try to buy you and your mind
For only the curious have something to find.

Surprises come in the most unlikely places, thats why they’re surprises.

and if it makes you feel less sad, we'll start talking again
and you can tell me how vile I already know I am
I'll grow up and start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day in a life you hate

Sometimes life leaves you without guideposts or signs.
You just have to pick a direction and run like hell.

I'm the girl that's overlooked.
The girl no one can read.
The girl who writes with her heart, but speaks with her brain.
The girl who wishes on stars, but can't wish out loud.
The girl who's in love, but dares not to make a move.

i cut my wrists
and beg to die
'cause it's better then living
in this lie called a life

i cut my wrists
and blacken my eyes
as i attemp this thing
called suicide

Too often, the thing you want most is the
one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us
heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck
your life. But as tough as wanting something
can be. The people who suffer the most, are
those who don't know what they want.

she lies to cover her tracks
and cries 'cause she cant find her way back

There's an art in seclusion. Production in depression
if a stranger turns up missing, this song is my confession
Tell the tales of the trail of dead, lovers learn from slower hands
Losing self in myself, inner demons make demands

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change.
-Misery Business by Paramore

It's ironic how when a person likes someone,
they don't do anything about it because they
are so scared of rejection. Yet, a lot of times,
it turns out, that person you were so scared
of telling them how you felt, actually felt the
same way and just waited for you to do
something.

if you look inside her heart
you'd see how much she really cries
you'll find hidden secrets, best friends and lies
but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong
when nothing's right and everything's wrong

the two best times to keep your mouth shut
are when you're swimming & when you're angry

I want him to be sitting there when suddenly, I cross his mind and he thinks to himself, "Wow, she's amazing."

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it`s the good ones that drive you insane.

A hug can turn your day around.
It's like an emotional heimlich.
Someone puts their arms around you,
And they give you a slight squeeze.
And all of your fear and anxiety comes
Shooting out of your mouth.
And you can finally breathe again.

What I've got, they used to call the blues. Nothing is really wrong, feeling like I don't belong. Walking around, some kind of lonely clown. Rainy days and mondays always get me down.

I feel more comfortable talking to strangers than people I know. I believe this is because chances are, I'll never see them ever again. And I feel like I can say anything I want. They don't know my past or what I've done. They can only judge me on who they are seeing right that second. I'm the person I am now, not then. People I know don't see the difference.

-- New Moon

crimson tears fall down my cheeks
as i feel my heart break into tiny pieces
i feel so lost in the miserable world
i cant be someone im not
sorry i let you all down

And how do they expect for me to plan out my life so precisely? And all this negativity, you know it's getting to me. I just don't understand why we can't all run away.

Porbably won't update until Friday.

I'm sick of believing.
This life is a lie.
I'm sick of pushing on,
All I do is try.
I'm sick of loving,
All I do is cry.
I'm sick of living,
All I do is die

if i touch a burning candle
i can feel no pain
in the ice or in the snow
it's still all the same
yet i feel my heart is aching
thought it doesnt beat - it's breaking

This is all the more reason to take this
Bottle of Vodka & these pills
&& go fucking die

Because you're young, you're torn between a world of hate and a world of dreams. So much to lose, so much to gain, so much to fight for, so much to change.

Why does this blade have to be the only pain that makes me happy?

looks like things are falling in place
feels like they're falling apart
painting this big 'ol smile on my face
just to hide my broken heart

Silence is the most powerful cry.

she shed one last tear
as she put the gun in her mouth
and pulled the trigger ...

Put a gun to my head and
Paint the walls with my brains.

insanity: doing the same thing over and over again
and expecting different result

trust hurts
betrayal kills

Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes.
Kind of hard to move on when you only told lies.
She's breaking down, everyone's fading.
It's been so long and she's tired of waiting.

look into my eyes you'll see
there's nothing left inside of me

i've always been chasing rainbows,
staring out of classroom windows.
i don't think i'll ever be happy unless i'm unhappy.

dead in her mind
and cold to the bone
she opened her eyes
and saw she was alone

Holding me from the flames won't stop the fire.
I'll just wait until you leave
and run right back in.

i blare my music
hope to overpower the sound of my heart shattering
the meaningful words
of the song are all i have left

theres a difference between letting go
and pretending youve forgotten.

in my daydreams, in my sleep
infatuation turning into disease
you could cure me, see all you have to do now is please try
give it your best shot and try
all i'm asking for is love
but you never seem to have enough

---All Over You, by The Spill Canvas

my tears are from everyone asking me if im ok
my cuts are from not knowing what to do
my pain from spending hours thinking of what to say
my broken heart is from never getting over you

Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theres. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain. -- Twilight, Bella

a promise is a promise
a promise is a lie
a promise can be told
to you and i.
a promise is a promise
a promise destroys lives
a promise is nothing
now that i now longer thrive

muscles weaken, and I’m leaping
at opportunities to touch you.
And it’s becoming blaringly obvious
that I’m still walking after you.

And she said baby don’t worry about it,
its happened many times.
You’re just like all the other boys and eventually I’ll be fine.
See I’m the supreme grand master, of being dead without dying.

Wait for the boy who would do anything to be your everything

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears,
I'm not feeling this situation,
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide,
It's the best place to be when your feeling like me

-- Bullet for my Valentine

Everything popular is
Wrong.

sometimes skulls are thick.
sometimes hearts are vacant.
sometimes words don't work.

all she really wants is for you to finally
get the nerve to say how you really feel about her.
that way, when you look at her,
shes not still second guessing what you really mean.

I'm the kind of girl who loves cheesy jokes,
the kind of girl who likes a little clumsy,
and the kind of girl who loves you for you

on the way home,
you held your camera like a bible,
just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth.

i'll sew my mouth shut
and let my eyes tell it all

how do you pretend everything's fine
when your world is crashing down ?
how do you believe in a better day
when you're about to drown ?

I didn’t relate well to people my age. Maybe the truth was that didn’t relate well to people, period. -- Twilight, Bella

This town can chew you up
And spit you out
So pardon me but you shouldn't be so proud.

cute is holding hands in the car
and kissing at all the red lights

Its been a hard week,
Chasing down these miles,
Trying desperately to find
A reason to smile.

i dont use excuses
dont ask why
it's just a breakdown
it happens all the time
so get out of my face
dont even try
you want to help me ?
just let me cry

It hurts her to look in the mirror.
It hurts her to laugh with her friends.
The pain has gotten too far
&& now she's just another stranger
Lost in the dark.

your love took over my heart
your army always won in the end
to tear me apart
and teach me to never trust another friend

Kids in the backseat cause accidents.
Accidents in the backseat cause kids.

You can tell a lot about a person's character
by what they laugh at.