Sometimes I wonder if life is worth it… <3
Then I look at your smile and I know it is

When I walk by the two of you together, it seems your voice gets louder, your smile gets bigger and you hold her even tighter. It's as if you want to prove a point, you want to show me you are happy. Well I'll let you know something, your point is proven, you've achieved your goal. Beacuse if it's sorrow you want me to be in, don't worry, you took care of that a long time ago.

i could get over you if i W A N T E D  but i don't care to try
i'm having too much fun your like my NATURAL HiGH <3

i can't even begin to explain the way you make me feel
i never knew i could feel things that would be so real..'

  © and so what if your friends think i'm crazy..
 i wasn't trying to impress those boys anyway<3

Thereismuchmoretoagirlthenherbody

"hello" means

have you missed me ?

everything all right?

like to see you

like to be with you

obviously i miss you

.. just wanted to say hello to you<3

just when you think things can't get any worse they do. but life is like an hour glass and sooner or later EVERYTHiNG hits rock bottom but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything around <3

the shortest word i know is I the sweetest word i know is LOVE and the person that will always be in my heart is YOU

in a few years im gonna look back and say .. yeah he was my first

true love but maybe i wont have to look back because hell be right

here with me <3 love you babe

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away,
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction

When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you <//3

The journey of ours never ends
we will always pretend
fighting not to let them win
and they're falling into our illusion
on our own - on our own way

Your lies have come undone
Now I'm living on the road looking out for number one

I just can't say I'm pretty when the tears fall down my face -x3

One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming

Wrap me up so superficial
Tied up nicely with a bow

i think what messes us up that most is
we all have this . p e r f e c t . picture in
our minds of things that - should be - <//3

Sometimes the one that broke your heart is the only one that knows exactly where the pieces go. » Sometimes the one that crushed your dreams is the only one who can be trusted to put your heart back together

Dear Girl,
I think its time for you to let go of him. He was hurt you & me too much. Just let the memories fade. Its time to leave him behind... i know it will be hard but its for the best, trust me. Remember always follow your heart and everything will be fine.
Love always,
Your Heart <//3

she stumbled on a kiss & fell in love <|3

if you don't trust anyone ; the good you
think you see in people can't be broken

& now the stars aren't out tonight ; but
neither are we to l o o k up at them <//3

im sure you always feel my eyes on you but
i hope that you will never feel unwanted <3

A Story...........
I had a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. My name is Jo. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I feel in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his sidem there were so many other girls, To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No...I am going to meet a friend..."
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200 days... Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...
Then one day...
Me: Um, Jin, I...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ......you..... um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he dissapeared, like he was running away. The dolls I receieved from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...
The one day came, my 15th birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2 am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happened. Then I shoulded..."Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say>
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily. If you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb... and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily... How could he... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday.
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street... with another girl... He had a smile on his facem one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... Why did he give these to me... Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happened and joking around. Soon, he help out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why...?
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. "I'm sorry," he apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick up the doll. Then...
Honk~Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK~!!
"Boom!" That sound, so terrifying. That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everday with guiltness and the sadness of losing him...And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the doll... Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spend with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...
"One...two...three..."
That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddeny...
"I love you~, I love you~"
I dropped the dolls, socked.
"I... .lo..ve...you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"
It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop. I...love you... Why didn't I realize that... . That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he loved me this much... I took out that doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much...
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute... For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life

song of the moment (its in my head so i decided to put it)

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

sorry i didn't update til now (9:23am) i had pratice then i was not allowed on .. sorry ! i put 24 quotes since i was late =]

Here we go, 16 quotes. 16 icons for the 16th ! Most are going to be about love because I am in a good mood. Haha Comments and props, Please!

First a poem sorta story, that I thought was really cute, yet really sad. (a boy wrote it i think, their not lezbians that's what i thought at first, haha)

*10th grade  - As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was MINE. But she didn't think of me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

*11th grade - The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be ALONE, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was MINE. After 1 hour, two Drew Barrymore movies, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

*Senior year - The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; "he's not going to go." I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we DID. Prom night, after EVERYTHING was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I KNOW it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

*Graduation Day - A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn't think of me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

*A Few Years Later - Now I SIT in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "You came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

*Funeral - YEARS passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had WROTE in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was MINE, but he doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to KNOW that I don't want to be just friends, I LOVE him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wished he would tell me he LOVED me! I wish I did too... I thought to MYSELF, and I cried. He's just my best friend. I love him.

aww

guys are like mascara they run at the first sign of emotion

guys are like toilets all the good ones are either taken or full of shit

tell him i don't LiKE him tell him i don't LOVE him

tell him i don't MiSS him but DON'T tell him i said

this with TEARS in my eyes </3

maybe i don't have the bL0ND HAiR you like
or maybe i don't have----» eyes like the sky
and i'm not sure if i'm the girl in your dreams
but i can show you what { love means } *`

i have to stop loving you because i know
you'll [ never ] love me too .. but e v e r y
time i see you ; that's all my heart can do

ALRiGHT .. i'LL ADMiT iT.
i THiNK i NEED HiM N0W

i'll update when i get the amount of comments as the date.