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| hey there delilah...yeah so uhm...she's far away
and the grass is greener
thats what i say
to soften my demeanor
you tell me my heart is 26 inches wide
and 18 tall
yours is so full i dont think i could confide
i just dont think i could fit it all
trying to keep it together
really i hope you dont get mean
i just havent met her
but i want to keep my nose clean
just for you
thats all i can do
youv'e heard it and felt it
but life has broken it
i hope it's not contagious
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| wowtoday is the day
kinda aprehensive, kinda worried, kinda excited out of my mind!
But, i can handle it, and today could be the best day ever, or well, lets not think of the other option.
it's natural , no forcers, no real problems.
just handling what is in my lap.
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| would you like to lose controll?better to give than to recieve...right?Rock and ehfing roll bitches!
I'm never going to get it all,
never going to burst all my stitches
even if you did call
i wouldn't be fufilled to my brim
well, four days thats the record
she's been on my mind for four days everyone!
im not going to make this what it's not
i am going to make it what it is
and i think my eyes are finally out of my ass enough
to see what is lying just ahead of me
and I like it.
I cant have my head buried in the sand
and i cant have my brain buried in my crotch
I wont have my head in the clouds
and i wont let my brian serve as my heart
it's not as big as my heart anyway
forever scares the shit out of me
as it should
as it will
but, i won't hurt her damnit!
and i wont forget her.
she means the most to me now,
a friend that im motivated towards!
WOO MOTIVATION!!
i want to write a song,
but it wont come.
it's like i cant breathe
but i can run.
im stuck, and i need a wench!
that was horrible, yet....funny.
not because it was truthfull
just daring.
ok...shopping sucked.
movie was okay,
both nothing distinguised,
beside the fact that they were distinguished and happy because i was just where i needed to be
where i wanted to be
doing exactly what i wanted to do
with exactly who i wanted to be with
it was frustrating and odd
but it was right...fucking right.
Right is the best that can ever be given.
I just might think that this is what i could go for right now.
I watched live in buffalo for the first time in ages yesterday.
I found the hindsight wisdom of the goo goo dolls.
somehow they are incredibly romantic,
and incredibly right...all at the same time.
i just got the stubbourn character aspect.
And now to tear the callouses of my heart and start over.
or not. Hell, if it will be, it will be without pushing a damn thing.
Neither of us are in any hurry.
and if you run off with another...i guess it's not meant to be
but i hope you dont...i kinda like you
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but only that much
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| ants marchingtake these chances place them in a box until a quieter time,
lights down you up and die
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| UPDATEWhat am i thinking right now?
There better be a snow day tomorrow, and what i want to be with her.
Relationships suck
but she's cool enough
i'm happy now
ive been steered here for a reason, to deny myself is to deny fufillment
i need more freetime
she's worth it
but lets do this one right, for her sake and my own.
Do it Right!!
and dont leave anything out.
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