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Monday, November 17, 2003

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 09:57:46 GMT

havent wrote a actual entry on this for a long time. have been busy trying to update other things. anyways today is monday, its 6:50am and i am at nickys house. we shall be leaving soon. i will update this during block d or something, but i dont feel good this morning, kind of sick. i dont even know if i will attend school today. but for sure i will go back home. before i leave for school if im not feeling better.

Monday, November 17, 2003

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 00:18:09 GMT

new plan of action.
hopefully if this works i will hit it big.
just waiting now.
hope things flow my way

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 21:05:35 GMT

got me a headache

saw revolutions last night, oh dear did it suck my shit on a stick

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Tue, 11 Nov 2003 21:27:31 GMT

moments from the pick up line conversation:

myles - so where do you hide that broom?
kaycee - what broom?
myles - that broom you use to sweep me off my feet

rowell - *walks to myles and checks the tag on his shirt
myles - what are you doing
rowell - just what i thought, made in heaven

myles - kaycee if you were a booger, id pick you first

rowell - hey nicky, can i have one of your school pictures
nicky - why
rowell - i want to show santa what i want for christmas

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eww we are all so fucking gay. oh and by the way. the pick up conversation latsted for an hour until people were sick and tired of them. never use pick up lines.

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Myles

The name of Myles has given you a very imaginative, creative mind. You always have new ideas, but too often they are for an easy way out of a difficulty, or an easy way of making money. You are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job and to reach the fulfilment of your goals through perseverance and hard work. The influence of this name has caused you to feel unsettled emotionally and mentally. You are never satisfied with conditions, because your feelings and desires are so changeable. Hence you seek change in order to have the opportunity for travel, new experiences, and new friends and associates. There are people in your association who could influence you unfavourably and thereby mislead you; disillusionment, embarrassment, and bitter experiences then become your lot. You have a very talkative nature and because of it, you could do well in saleswork or in a position where you handle the public. However, you would find any position requiring self-confidence and aggressiveness very trying. You are subject to moods of depression and self-pity, arising in part from a lack of confidence. Nervous tension often affects your solar plexus and stomach area

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Sun, 09 Nov 2003 20:33:54 GMT

in the event of my demise
when my heart can beat no more
i hope i die for a principle
or a belief that i had lived for
i will die before my time
because i feel the shadow's depth
so much i wanted to accomplish
before i reached my death
i have come to grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from my eyes
i loved all who were positive
In the event of my demise

Saturday, November 08, 2003

Sat, 08 Nov 2003 02:19:36 GMT

thank you mr lu for the lesson in life today, even though i shouldve been paying attention to the dreamweaver lecture. but heres how it went:
"why cant people, anyone, learn to let things go. instead of being full of outrageous pride, why cant people let it slip, that way there is nothing to hold onto and there is nothing to be mad about"

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 20:35:20 GMT

its my b day tomorrow. yup. you can try to give me beats. but im the shadow man. you cant find me

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 03:15:27 GMT

runnin' - chorus
    you know, i wonder if they'll laugh when i am dead
    why am i fighting to live, when im just living to find
    why am i trying to see, when there aint nothing inside
    why am i trying to give, when no one gives me a try
    why am i dying to live, when im just living to die

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 02:42:08 GMT

why do you guys have to question the way i am. just let me do my own thing. i might be going through something, and i might have to pay the consequences, but atleast i know im doing this shit the way im gonna do it. thank you for your concern, but i have to go through my own shit alone.

that quote from runnin' just entered my mind;
"why am i dieing to live, when im just living to die"

oh quedah, that was some hilarious shit. our adventure to the 'lake'. was pretty funny, going through all those rails, cs style too. harsh adventure. haha felt so kid-like again. damn it was such a good time. and the fish, and fishing haha with a stick.

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 02:19:44 GMT

For the date of November the 1st. happy burrdae ate glenda. hha remember. you are my ate, and it is your birthday. happy birthday to you. here is a cake *cake* happy birthday, latez