Well i just got back from brandons where i made a discovery...  im only liked for ass.
and no, to you questioners that think , " oh, rachel you're just being a drama queen." Im serious guys, im not the one to cause a drama or start a fit over absoultly nothing.
    The guys i thought i was friends with, and i mean just friends with like no tention between.. i mean one boy inparticular i thought this boy and i were like just friends. but no. he wants to get with me.. i mean yeah, him and i are close and hes a really great person but i thought we were in the "just friends without benefits."  i dont know this is just really frustrating i think one thing and im completely wrong and of course. brandon had to be there to read when he said that he wanted to get with me. so now he thinks the guys im friends with are total assholes who just want ass from me. but this boy was different and i still believe he is. But it's just so confussing when you think one thing and the total oppsite occurs. grr... things are going okay besides that. i had a very fun time with bran, even though we talked about some rough issues.. and its good in paradise i guess you would say not too many fights, just would should what if's kinda stuff.. mostly on my part and i feel bad for that, but you know when you just run out of things to talk about you bring up eachothers history. well maybe you dont, personally.. but i do. and i dis like his past... and when i dis like i mean with a hot firey BURNING passion, and yes he is most likely absoultly going to read this but i tell it to his face all the time. and he has not response to it. cause ive had a great past and his is bad. w/e i love himm pcee