001.

i know it hurts. i know that.

but if you give up now, you may be missing

something greater than you could ever have imagined.

and no one wants to miss something that

will change their life forever.

just keep holding on, and i promise it'll get better

002.

i'm letting go of who i was, and turning into who i've always hoped to be

003.

i'm so much stronger then i knew

after all i've been through.

i'll hold my head up through it all

and never again will i fall

004.

" well when are you free ? "

" every day of my life for you "

-- a conversation between me and my love loll ( : --

005.

our lives are shaped by those who love us

and those who refuse to

006.

i'm only me when i'm with you

007.

i told my heart to stop loving you,

but it just wouldn't work,

that's when i realized.. my heart isn't mine anymore

008.

why does it always rain so hard on the people that deserve the sun ?

009.

i spent the first few weeks figuring out what you wanted,

and the next few months not giving it to you.

i spent the next year wishing i had

and will spend the rest of my life doing what it takes to change this

010.

if i could go back and change things, i would.

i'd change everything so that i never lost you.

but i can't. all i can do now is tell you

that i have realized you are the only one for me

and i will do whatever it takes

to put you back in my life, and keep you there forever

011.

it will all get better in time

012.

all this time i've been so busy trying to make us more then friends

that i looked past how truely great a friend you have always been to me

013.

i'm sure i lived without you before, but now i can't see how

014.

" you always look at the brightside,

even when everyone else can't even see one.

you always find a way to smile.

and laugh at everything.

you know how to make the best of things

at the worst of times.

and don't need anyone to help you do so.

maybe that's why it was such a shock when

 you came to me crying and hurt, saying that you needed him "

-- as quoted by liz --

015.

when life has you down on your knees,

it's the perfect oppertunity for you to pray

today's question

not the best update ever, i know.

but i have alot on my mind right now,

and am trying to figure things out.

plus i have some studying to do.

so this is the update for today my loves ( :

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001.

i want so much to open your eyes

because i need you to look into mine

002.

babe, am i ever glad you wanted me too

003.

sometimes, i think we fall in love,

because our hearts are beating too

loudly to hear our minds screaming

" don't do this to yourself "

004.

this will be the first time in a week

that i'll talk to you, and i can't speak.

it's been three whole days since i've had sleep,

because of that dream of her lips on your cheek.

and i got the point that i should leave you alone,

but we both know that i'm not that strong.

and i miss the lips that made me fly

005.

the best things in life are worth waiting for,

fighting for, believing in, and just just never letting go of

006.

if you can dream it, you can acomplish it

007.

when you left it broke me, left my heart on the ground

gazing out the window just waiting for a sound.

counting all the minuates to the hours to the days 

to when things finally started to be oka.

i took it all for granite, never should have let you go.

there were so many things. i should've let you know

and i guess being up don't feel as good as it would be when you're down,

because if i would've known, i would've kept you around

( i wrote this, but i'm not sure if i like it. what do you think ? )

008.

i'm here without you baby,

but you're still with me in my dreams

009.

will i shake this off, pretend it's all oka,

or does everybody know i'll never feel that way?

010.

you're so much stronger then you know.

 the struggles you live through will teach you so

( i wrote this ( :  )

today's question:

so i was sick on my birthday weekend ) :

terrible, right ?

but hey, i'm 16 ! let's hope it's the best year yet  ( :

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001.

i won't be far from where you are

if ever you should call,

you mean more to me then anyone i ever loved at all

002.

take my pain and let my heart soar

003.

every single time i see you, i start to feel this way.

it makes me wonder if i'm ever gonna feel this way again.

there's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head

singing over and over..

i want to hold you, and love you in my arms and then

i want to need you because i need to be with you untill the end

004.

yes, i was burned.

but i called it a lesson learned.

mistake overturned,

so i called it a lesson learned.

my sould has returned,

so i called it a lesson learned.

005.

i don't mind, i don't care, as long as you're here

006.

when you believe in yourself,

you can acomplish anything.

007.

and i'm possitive the worst words i've ever heard

were i gave up coming from your lips

008.

i don't know if i can stand another hand apon you

009.

find a way to be thankful for your troubles,

and they'll become your blessings

010.

girls give and forgive,

and guys get and forget.

011.

it seems like no one's right, no one fit's the part,

it seems like there's no one out there they could ever melt his heart.

he chased after so many that his heart is tired and soar,

left with just a taste of love that leaves him wanting more.

he speant all his time searching for the one that's true,

when looking right beside him was all he had to do

( i wrote this ( :  )

012.

be who you want to be, not what others want to see

013.

i want to keep fighting though my heart's had enough.

i guess i never knew love would be so rough.

014.

" he is worth waiting for. because you love him,

and because with our luck, as soon as you let go, he'll come back "

-- as quoted by emilie ( : --

015.

but if we all went and gave boys what they wanted,

we'd all be swimming in regrets.

and i don't understand how it is that they don't regret like us..

so, maybe we need to start living like boys.

and start doing it like they do,

go after what you want, and don't settle for less.

maybe that's how we'll get farther in life,

if we act as boys, but use our minds aswell

016.

the hardest thing about growing up is that you

have to do what's best for you, even if it means

breaking someone's heart, including your own

017.

It seems like the simplest concept,

just push everyone away, and you'll never get hurt. h

however, the simplest isn't always the most effective,

someday, someone is going to find their way in,

and the're going to leave you on your knees

018.

 forever, it's a quadrouble pinky promise for you

-- as quoted by one of my best guy friends ( : --

019.

so be gone, but don't be too long baby,

because in my heart you never left me

020.

when you're young, everything seems like a bigger deal then it is.

so next time something's stressing you out, just think..

is this really going to matter 5 years from now ?

and if it is, fight for it. give it your all, and never give up on it.

today's question:

i'll update again today for you, my loves ( :

because i probably won't for a few days after since...

tomorrow's my sixteenth birthday !

comment and sub, they'll make a lovely presents for me ( :

001.

all i care about is you and me, and us and now

002.

if you're listening, i miss you

and if you hear me now, i need you

003.

there's always another day

004.

the sun does rise,

and the sun does set.

even though it's getting tough,

don't give up just yet

( i wrote this ( :  )

005.

sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fail in order to know. sometimes our
vision clears only after our eyes are washed
away with tears.

006.

he's the boy that doesn't need anyone,

i'm the girl put here to prove him wrong

007.

i don't know what's worse, that he doesn't love me, or that he did

008.

everyday someone tells me to get over you,

they had me so convinced it was what i had to do.

so iwent out and found a new boy, and kissed him nice and slow,

i thought it'd be all it took for me to let you go.

but it only made me miss you more,

and fall for you again, even harder then before.

all i want to see now is your beautiful eyes shine,

and i'll never find another love cause you'll always be mine

( not my best, but i wrote it fast loll )

009.

no matter what i'm strong, you'll never prove me wrong

010.

fear less, hope more; whine less,
breathe more, talk less; say more,
hate less, love more; and all good
things are yours.

and btw, please credit me if you use something i wrote or made,

i've seen some of my quotes and icons on sites without credit,

and i'm not going to harass you with comments about adding credit,

i just expect credit on the things i've made is all ( :

today's question:

so i was thinking about making a myspace or a facebook,

since i'm probably the only person alive without one c[ :

and i was just wondering if anyone knew any sites to find cute myspace layouts ?

or if you make some, send me your site !

because let's face it, i'm only use to making xanga lays hahah

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001.

when theres something you want, fight for it.
  dont give up no matter how hopeless it seems,
even when you have lost hope because years from now
you're gonna look back and wish you gave it one more shot
because the best things in life dont come easy

002.

and soon things will start to fall
back into place. you will be there
and ill be here, forever and always

003.

you and i should get away for a while
i just want to be alone with your smile

004.

Please don't forget, everytime 

we ever met, eye to eye, looking

  back at the best days of our lives

005.

Give me something to believe
cause I am living just to breathe
and i need something more
to keep on breathing for

006.

i'll never do better then you, i'd never even try

007.

i love you, and i love you now.

i'll love you forever, but that just doesn't matter.

what matters is that right now,

in this moment, i love you.

it doesn't matter what happens tomorrow,

because tomorrow may never come.

what matters is now, and now, i love you.

008.

don't want to love you, but i do

009.

but to watch you love him like that, is something else.

and when i see you jepordise your happyness for his,

and see you smile for him even though you want to fall over,

and when i see you push all your pain aside to take his away,

and see you forget about your needs to help his,

it makes me wish that somehow, someway, we were all as strong as you

-- my friend told me this yesterday, i thought i'd add it loll --

010.

i've come too far to get over you,

but you don't have a clue,

you don't know what you do to me.

so i thought we'd try something new at the bottom of posts,

i'll ask a question, and answer it, and you all can answer it too ( :

this way you get to know me better heh