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Original: 5/15/2008 1:27 PM
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
 

001.

i know it hurts. i know that.

but if you give up now, you may be missing

something greater than you could ever have imagined.

and no one wants to miss something that

will change their life forever.

just keep holding on, and i promise it'll get better

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002.

i'm letting go of who i was, and turning into who i've always hoped to be

 

003.

i'm so much stronger then i knew

after all i've been through.

i'll hold my head up through it all

and never again will i fall

 

004.

" well when are you free ? "

" every day of my life for you "

-- a conversation between me and my love loll ( : --

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005.

our lives are shaped by those who love us

and those who refuse to

 

006.

i'm only me when i'm with you

 

007.

i told my heart to stop loving you,

but it just wouldn't work,

that's when i realized.. my heart isn't mine anymore

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008.

why does it always rain so hard on the people that deserve the sun ?

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009.

i spent the first few weeks figuring out what you wanted,

and the next few months not giving it to you.

i spent the next year wishing i had

and will spend the rest of my life doing what it takes to change this

 

010.

if i could go back and change things, i would.

i'd change everything so that i never lost you.

but i can't. all i can do now is tell you

that i have realized you are the only one for me

and i will do whatever it takes

to put you back in my life, and keep you there forever

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011.

it will all get better in time

 

012.

all this time i've been so busy trying to make us more then friends

that i looked past how truely great a friend you have always been to me

 

013.

i'm sure i lived without you before, but now i can't see how

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014.

" you always look at the brightside,

even when everyone else can't even see one.

you always find a way to smile.

and laugh at everything.

you know how to make the best of things

at the worst of times.

and don't need anyone to help you do so.

maybe that's why it was such a shock when

 you came to me crying and hurt, saying that you needed him "

-- as quoted by liz --

 

015.

when life has you down on your knees,

it's the perfect oppertunity for you to pray

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today's question

do you have problems with self doubt?:

answer: well i think everyone doubts themselves at one point or another, but i wouldn't say that i have self doubt problems. when things get hard in my life i sometimes take it out on myself, so i guess that could be considered self doubt, but i'm learning to stop that. but if you mean apperence wise then no. i know i'm really tiny, that one's really obvious loll, but i wouldn't change that. it makes me who i am. i don't wish i was taller or different. especially after meeting my guy, he somehow gave me this sense of security for me. ( :

answer, i'd love to hear from you ( :
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i loved the quotes in this update ;
they where very cute . <3
& yes i have self doubt at times . i think everyone does at some point in life ,
it is a necessity to doubt yourself, to be able to be aware that you are capable of things
when you finally achieve the things that you have doubted . :) & it keeps you in check with yourself.

<3 hope all is well .
// lexi
Posted 5/15/2008 1:50 PM by knifecrew - reply

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.::.oh i see what you mean lol. its going to be cool when you get your own car though huh?? but when you do get your own whats your dream car haha??.::.

Posted 5/15/2008 4:51 PM by angel_kiss_icons - reply

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aaww thaanks!
if i had vip you'd be in them :).
haha kae the bay?
:D

oh he's just too like-able.
i mean like i know alot f girls who like him, and he's been in 2 relationships since the time that i started liking him, and he's so compassionate. he's so cute :)
but i really don't thinik he thinks of me in that way. which really sucks.
then theres this other guy...ive liked him for a while. i mean a WHILE. well... i can't really say like...i just kinda still have feelings for him, because i used to like him SO much. and now i can't figure yout why i can't stop feeling this way about him.
lmfao.
it gets rediculous.


answer to your question:
i do, but i'm working on it. i've been tryinig to push myself to believe in myself, because i know that if i don't, who'se going to?
:)
-fortune cookie. <--haha
Posted 5/15/2008 6:28 PM by bbrilliancee - reply

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awh..thank ya much!
Posted 5/15/2008 9:03 PM by brokenmirror_quotesxx - reply

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ayyy girl <3
just handling school and sports

u?
Posted 5/15/2008 10:15 PM by eyeshadoww - reply

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hahahah oh goodnessssss. :p

great update by the way<3 (:
Posted 5/16/2008 5:46 AM by PromiseMeQuotess - reply

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i'm glad that your letting it go (:
it's gonna be tough, but it will
get better soon (:
Posted 5/16/2008 5:49 AM by PromiseMeQuotess - reply

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really cute update mulovv. and for the question yes, sometimes i have self doubt..but im trying to get over that =] kt

Posted 5/16/2008 1:26 PM by X3thatschic - reply

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super cute update. and for the question:
i do self doubt myself, and probably way
more than anyone ever should. it's how
i've always been and i'm really trying to
fix that. i hate not being able to believe
in myself. i always have to pick on
myself for something, but i know & i do
realize that sure i may not be the most
beautiful person in the world, but i DO
have a boyfriend who loves me for me.
he looks past my imperfections and still
cares. and it's almost been 3 years since
i've been dating him.. When i don't believe
in myself, he is there to push me to my
full extent. and i thank god that he's in
my life otherwise i would be a huge
doubtful mess. that's all i gotta say.
:) & keep up the great work. your site
is adorable.
Posted 5/16/2008 3:38 PM by Sw3eTrOmAnCe22 - reply

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lmfao, i should be the fortune cookie :)
i would love to hear your story. lmfao :). i lie hearing people's stories. it helps with my life sometimes. haha
yeah well, the guy i like is dating another girl, so thats 3 girls in the last 2 months. i'm done with liking him. obviously nothings going to happen so whats the point?
grr...
i can't wait to feel love. :).
Posted 5/16/2008 4:43 PM by bbrilliancee - reply

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you're welcome!! (:

meredithh! :P
Posted 5/16/2008 4:57 PM by neonburstt - reply

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awh girl thanks (:
i'm proud of you too<3
Posted 5/16/2008 6:33 PM by PromiseMeQuotess - reply

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thanks for the subscription! your site is so cute! <3 i like your update!
Posted 5/16/2008 10:15 PM by jaccaccino - reply

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sorry. i don't do sisters!
Posted 5/16/2008 10:54 PM by brokenmirror_quotesxx - reply

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aw that car sounds cute lol. im not a huge car person either, but i do like them & if i had to pick one it would be a black toyota sequia. they're so roomy & sporty and i like em alot lol. its the weekend! finally huh?? lol and its so weird that theres like 3 weeks of school left. every weekend im like excited but then i start thinking about the end of school and then it gets sad lol. i guess schools my love/relationship haha. you get out kinda the same time i do right?? (like the beginning of june) =D
Posted 5/16/2008 11:23 PM by angel_kiss_icons - reply

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that sucks. :(

i'm sorry.

are you guys going to get bakc together?

i really don't have any stories like that. i'm not really expierienced in the whole 'love' thing. actually i think i'm really bad at it...it's kind of depressing...haha mostly i think it's cause my older brother's so over protective, its rediculous. i hate him sometimes.

i todl you about the one guy i liked for lie ever right? and i new him for a long time? well, sometimes, i like think he feels the same way too, even if i don't talk to him like very much any more. and then i think about it again, and i feel so stupid because how could he possibly? right?

i just hold on too long. <-fortune cookie. ;)

i think i need to do something aout that.

Posted 5/16/2008 11:36 PM by bbrilliancee - reply

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thank you :)
Posted 5/16/2008 11:45 PM by icncraze - reply

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thats true i definitely had fun tonight.
Posted 5/17/2008 12:31 AM by eyeshadoww - reply

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awesome site.

Posted 5/17/2008 1:20 AM by LoNeLy_VieT_DrEaMeR - reply

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thanks. i love your update too. especially the pictures :D
Posted 5/17/2008 3:35 AM by cuteqts - reply

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that's the way to look at it! (:
Posted 5/17/2008 8:31 AM by PromiseMeQuotess - reply

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i went to a biggg party <3
Posted 5/17/2008 11:26 AM by eyeshadoww - reply

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thanks, but i've been slacking BIG TIME.

your updates are waaaaay cute though<3

Posted 5/17/2008 11:53 AM by sunshinee_quotess - reply

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maybe for you. but i don't think so, for me anyway. i just think i'm holding onto an image in my head. he's sort of like a "could have been, but wasn't" except not. he's my "could have been, but didn't try". i think that's why i'm being stuborn and holding on.

it's easier when i don't see him for days at a time :).

but then i see him and i get really nervous. i just can't wait untill i can see him as another guy.

i don't think the same thing for you however. (fortune cookie time,) i think that if you have the belief and hope to keep holding onto him, knowing that something could still happen, then right on for you. :)

for me, i'm just tired of being sad that the guy i like is dateing my friends.

my friend told me once, let me quote her...

'i think it's because you don't know who you are that you like these guys.'

i didn't believe it at first, but i think now i do. :)

Posted 5/17/2008 12:23 PM by bbrilliancee - reply

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thanks! [:
Posted 5/17/2008 1:12 PM by alatteicons - reply

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