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Name: emily
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Newton
Birthday: 9/13/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: i love to play sports, hang out wit friends, sleep, eat play my guitar, play my flute... and only God knows what else.........
Expertise: i don't know..... i was hoping you would tell me
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  ouhata2
Member Since:
12/28/2005
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| yea.....
well i'm goin back to my old site for a while.......
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later
em | | |
| ok yea, the last entry was jus for fun... now for the dumb stuff....
well the whole me and aaron thing...... SHOT TO HELL....... but i like vince a TON.... it's not even fair....... like when i'm around him everything is good... and i'm happy.... but i don't like the feeling that i'm jus gonna get hurt again and this little voice inside my head keeps sayin "don't make another mistake and get your heart broken again like last time"....... i don't know anymore, i mean zach says i got a lot of potentional, and i should do anything to hurt myself but the more i think about it the more i want to do it agian.......... i mean people who haven't cut themselves don't understand... and yea, i see what megan was talkin about all along...... i mean it's not like it hurts.... it jus takes my mind off of my problems, and then it makes them seem to disappear..... but i promised i wouldn't so yea, and i don't like to dissapoint zach..... he's one of my best friends........ and yea. but the whole vince thing......... i don't know everyone asks me why we aren't goin out...... i'm tired of tellin them i don't know why we aren't.... yea.....
yea friday at school durin seminar i was on the internet lookin up signs of depression..... yea freaky what you can learn about yourself when you read about that... i mean your readin the list of sign of depression and then one pops out at you and you think "wow, that's exactly like me!" or "whoa! this list makes sense to me..." but it's not fair.....
so yea... i'm done for tonight......
adios...
em | | |
| wel yea,
lemme see
well yesterday b4 the tornado drill me and josce went to the bathroom to do our thing... you know, well we were in there and i got done and so did she, so we were washin our hands and this other chic in the bathroom lets a little one go... so we shrug it off.... but like 2 seconds later here comes a HUGE one....... i looked at josce and was mouthin "don't laugh!!!" well she up up against the wall and her face was red she was tryin so hard not to... and then the tornado alarm went off and we left...... it made my day.... lol good times! but yea, otherwise life still stinks........... i think only zach knows why and i think i would like to keep it that way.......... he's one of my best friends and if he reads this I LOVE YOU!!!! :p:p but yea... i'm out
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| well this weekend rocked!!!!! i got to hang out in wichita, and then go to the state tourny wit the girls.... yea. i think i haven't had that much fun in a while..........
well lemme see,
school - sucks
guitar - sucks
me - well yea thas ovbious
life - purty sucky but yea, i think i'll make it ok......
****** but to look on the bright side ******
SPRING BREAK NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! | | |
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