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hi...

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 00:50:08 GMT

ok so summer is goin good. real good. i love my friends. there has been like no drama, or at least important drama.

work is "weak". lol. but i like money. so i stay. (i mean its the 4th of july and i work 7-10... gay)

friends are soo fun! i love them all! thats why they are my friends... and goin to the club is soo fun. i go like every weekend. probally because i have nothing better to do, but i soo enjoy myself!

camps in less than a week! advanced monday. road trip with eric, im pumped! then falls creek the week after. i miss my church like crazy. like its something i need in my life but... why does sleep control me so easily?!

so its weird but my favortie part of camps is the packing. the actual camp is fun, but i enjoy packing... ya.

interview friday at the spa, for heathers old job. she is awesome! hopefully it works out. sucks if it doesnt.

ok well bye!

yeah.. hi!!

Tue, 16 May 2006 23:49:09 GMT

so i got a myspace.. finally.. its www.myspace.com/jordan_aww_yeah so go check it out! im gonna try and keep both goin tho..

so school is out in like one week.. holy crap.. and then its senior year.. oh my god.. it shocks me. i knew i was goin to be a senior and all but like wow.. i cant imagine it.. i just want it to be a good year and not somethin i look back on and wish i done differently..

on a lighter note.. summer!!! yes.. im not much for hot weather and all the summer stuff but i am ready for no school, sleepin in, camps and friend time! excited!

well.. yall please keep commentin me because i love ya!!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 21:43:51 GMT

so that last update was.. um.. not to positive?.. i am maybe in a better place this update.. ive got alot on my mind but im trying to not let it bring me down..

parents are a big issue right now. my mom is not happy with things and well i just cant fathom it happening to me.. but id rather her be happy.. she is my best friend and its hard to see her like this..

ive come to the conclusion that im really negative about work. its and easy job with good pay, and about 1/4 of the customers are great and really sweet. the rest are condescending asses, who smell like straight up dookie.. but my raise will be soon so i figure ill just stay for a while.. ive got nowhere else to work at..

uhh.. boys.. im soo freaking lonely. i dont get it. i dont enjoy being alone but as usual the ones you want dont want you, and the wants that want you, you dont want. i feel llike im destined to be alone.. ok so thats exaggerating some, but still... what the crap is wrong with me?!

so we started doing clients at tech, really scary thing. i was gone one day and i end up with a male client who wanted a pedicure and manicure. its was way weird..

death cab tonight, jess has to work till 9 tho. so im gonna go by myself for a bit then she will met me around 9:30. im not sure who is opening, but im still pumped!

falls creek is in less than 4 months! heck ya.. i miss my church, lots. but im just always so busy.. and i feel like i need god even more right now..

*sigh* i love yall...

kiss me... im irish?...

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:54:59 GMT

so one month later...

today i was totally pumped, so why am i crying? everything is wearing me down i just... cant take it... tech is great but... its taking a toll on my other school crap... work is stupid... but i cant quit, and i like the free movie part... friends are complety sucking... but i cant not love them...

why does it have to be like this? i just want to wake up and acutally be happy for whats to come... arg... there is soo much i want to say but i have censor myself soo much... its like you think i could go somewhere or to anyone but no... and then when i think about it all, the only word i can think of is tired... im just tried... tired of everything... dont get me wrong, i have awesome things to look forward too but... i dont know...

death cab is in 2 weeks that is one thing im so totally pumped for... and tomarrow is a talent show at tech, along with the junior day carnival at school... plus st. patricks day is tomarrow.. then spring break, and no plans for me! whooo...

i promise im not this crazy person... im just tired... i do love most of you... and if you question my love then we have some problems...

if only people could hear the way i say the stuff written and the faces and gestures i make... you would understand in a totally different light... but again i love you... someday soon i will try and make a happy update...

untill then...

wtf? when did title bars come into play?!...

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 04:29:04 GMT

whats shaking crackers? totally joking, but not so much...

im good, thanks for asking, but how are you doing? i miss you so much...

ok so reasors = the death of me... i hate my job and its only been like 2 months... now would be the time for one of those sad yellow faces... but wait there are perks keeping me! they pay is quite good, and i get free movies, well not really, but you know... so i ask myself what would bryan boytano if he were here right now? he would probably stay for a few more weeks and apply at some neat salons in the hopes the he could fold towels, sweep hair, or even answer phones. thats right, bryan shoots for gold...

guess who got their ticket for death cab for cutie today? not me... joking, you see that was a question that was somewhat rhetorical, i mean you knew it was me. i tried to throw you of but, cant get nothing past you crazy kids... jess will be date for that evenings festivities, and were pumped...

febuary 14 is a stupid day... it would be a nice day under different circumstance, but its not... and to top it off will be working... "woot woot" as the cool kids say...

i want to get speakers for my car. sounds totally upserd for me right? well i dont care. sometimes you just gotta bump. and maroon 5 would sound insane with them. im thinking just like 12's... so i have 2 numbers to call for 2 awesome cars i saw today. i Volkswagen bettle, red good cond' and and a bright green 2 door falcon, im thinking its a late 60's model, but they are stellar cars...

my grades are awesome, even though im not really being challenged in school. in a way its good because im afraid if i was actually challenged i would fail, and i dont think i could handle it. ya, 3 classes a day, and an A in cosmo, gives me a 3.7 gpa, and that is something i can handle. the real world is going to suck...

i had a nice relaxing weekend compared to the past oh say 5.. it was enjoyable, and that my friends is good... who by the way are amazing...

ok does my music still play? i dont hear it any more... technology is a bastard seriously...

man wint-o-green mints are bomb!

you could say im happy with this update...

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:14:25 GMT

wow that last update was kinda lame, sorry guys.... so makin a quick update, because i have finally found some freakin spare time...

so i totally read all day it was great.. after i got of work i went to barns and noble and read the post secret book, very good... then finished a book i started last week, good as well, shall be reading the second installment... reading provides nice intertainment if its the right book... *the more you know...(said with shooting star in backgrond)*

so you could say i had the coolest/ lamest weekend ever... friday= awesome, yeah... for rizzle nizzle... saturday= amazing as well, and a free cd that is extremly good... crap-ness part, getting up and going to work both mornings was sooo hard, i have been soo sleep deprived lately... yet i still force myself to update in free time...

yes eveyone should visit me at reasors video, it can get quite borin, or super hellish... i get my first real pay check tomarrow, its gonna be bomb!.. basketball season is like greatest, ever... and bishop kelley sucks the penis, because they suck the penis... i miss softball soo much, (thanks amy! laugh out loud) but i have no time for it...

i realized the other day i miss just watching people and things... its great to stare at people and just think about them, like where they are going, who they are with, why are they with them and and if someone loves them... i wish i could read minds, people interest me soo much... but if i think about them to much i get lonely for some reason... the people you meet all seem so happy... but you know their not... i just want to know everything, but not really, if that makes sense...

i came to the conclusion the i have a problem... i swear im dyslexic, this updateing things takes well over an hour for me.. i cant spell, or type for that fact.. its like i know how to spell it or write it, but it comes out mixed up.. its gotten worse these past few months.. at work checkin movies in sucks, lets say the number is 5425, i would type in 5452... its so annoying! but im probally just being a hypo about it...

all i ask of you is if you read this update please leave me with a simple joke... example, and classic of mine : 'why didnt the grape and the banana get married?', "they cant-a-lope!"... indeed...

i suceeded in making another lame update, dang it!

later

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:54:48 GMT

attention: jordan is making an update, i know you are saying to yourselves "holy crap! she is still alive?" ya i know, i have found time between tech, school, work, personal life an sleep to update... lets elaborate shall we...

tech- its going great and i love all my cosmo girls, we have so much fun in there! im glad i have found something i have a passion for, and i dont suck at it. we had a christmas party in there and it was super fun, considering the seniors suck, except for a few. the p.m. class is also really lame and boring, we intimidate the heck out of them. love that class...

school- grades are good, same 'ol stuff, same 'ol drama. were on break tho and im gonna be sad, ill be missing my friends. academic team party was monday, we have so much fun, it was a hoot...

work- ya i got a job, finally. im waitressing at the rons in bixby, and its not that fun. ive been there a few months now, and im still like the lost confused girl, its just great. the people can be so rude to, i totally have a new respect for waiters now. yall should come visit me tho, and tip me nice as well...

christmas is soon an this makes me very happy, i have a feeling its going to be a good year. plus my family is so freakin neat, i just love em. my friends are super awesome as well, ya indeed...

i cant think of much to say, i would have updated sooner but xanga can piss me off sometimes. see i wrote possibly the best update ever, on the face of the planet, then pushed submit, and it went away to the land of lost updates. many of you know what im talking about. and well you could understand my frustration... yes, frustration has been a key word for me lately, but i wont go into detail with that...

ok so this update is totally over...

£ater

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 04:12:21 GMT

ok, time to update... and go!!

so ive been busy, ya, you could say that. i go to school for over 8hrs a day, on my feet for half of it, plus homework. ya, im pooped alot. our a.c. is broke too, so im like burning up...

vo-tech is groovy. we finally cut hair, and weve just been more hands on, lovin it! we will be goin on a field trip to a hair show in a week. it shall be fun. school is good, new people, interesting classes...um, ya...

so guess which super cool kid got their license friday? c'mon guess?... me! ya, i was gonna cry if i didnt get, almost did the other times..lol. i did a lil "jig" though when she told me i got it. ya, so i can pretty much drive now... which is the point of a license...

i need a job, a cool job, a hip job, that pays good... 11th street here i come!

why is everyone turning 17? this is crazy man... ha, i went to kimmies birthday party, ha, its was awkward for a lil bit. i love awkward moments... good times with good company though.

ya, my mom is crazy. she would be oh soo pleased if i got to school at 7 freaking a.m. to ride the bus to tech. no.... so ill probably "wake up late" a few times so i can drive... ya, im an evil genius...

wow, im totally not an evil genius...

ya, so this is like the coolest update you people have ever read, so you should repay me with lots of comments, or i will beat the crap out of you... only jokin, but seriously...

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 22:11:20 GMT

no update for you!! jokin! you see, if you are reading this then of course I am updateing, duh…

so school is soo freaking stellar. At least I was saying that the first week of school.. but I enjoy my classes. And I have friends in all of them. Leadership is going to be hard this year though, new kids who have never really been super involed? They are nice though, hopefully it works out… I have most of my friends in 2^nd lunch but 1^st lunch just seems much more "crunk".. but hey you cant always get what you want ..

speaking of that! Im soo damn lonely. I don’t want to go into detail, but man, boys… hmmm… why?

So these freshman are so.. odd? Well not odd, but I watch them and I wonder were we like that? Its soo crazy saying im a junior, and im 16! On that note, im going to try and get my license Tuesday. Exciting! Gas should go down soon, at least im hoping.

I went to the game last night with kaitlin, it was terriable. 70-8! The hooters wernt hooting, and the football team was well… I guess they just got too cocky. But ec is good, maybe we will have a shot with some lesser schools? Who knows.

Im dessperatly wanting a job, mainly so I can spend the money. I have a long list of cds im wanting, and clothes calling my name. Not to mention some make-up too.

So much for an exciting update

§ £ater §

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 20:17:07 GMT

hi...so i felt an update was needed. summer is gone in less that 12 hours. disappionted? not one bit. im wanting to go back to school, i miss it all. but my summer is ending on a better note that i thought it would.

i colored mt hair, red, twice, in the past week. looks stellar.. i patched up a relationship, hope it will only move foward from here, and i hope you really like your hair.. trying to patch up another, wont you reply?.. started votech with an gnarly group of girls, praying for the best with that..

to my basic crew xangaers; i think a reunion is needed sometime soon. i saw travis, he said sophie was working on that? i may not talk to everyone, but i do miss yall. hopefully you miss basic too?.. maybe in september..

God is just crazy. why cant he just tell us the reason he puts us through so much, and what our purpose is. i just keep wondering, why? but with him not all can be exlained...

§ later §