Watchya know bout me, watchya watchya know bout me

Well, today, instead of posting another sappy song, I thought I might just write about what's been going on lately. 

I'll start with school. --->I definitely already have senioritis. I've been skipping so many classes, but I HAVE been doing all of my homework and been doing decently well on the tests.  I quit my sorority. Too expensive for my taste.  I've been playing football with the MEAN GREEN girls, we are 3-1 with two games left before the tournaments start. I finally posted my resume on MonsterTrak, and I have an on-campus interview on Oct. 19th with IMG International (an international marketing agency.) I would have one with Axciom, but they only seem interested in Information Technology people lately. Hmm...go figure. I'm also leading a project with my SIFE team this semester. We are teaching computer skills at the Senior Center in Russellville on Monday nights. Haven't started yet, but it will be interesting. I think that about wraps it up for school.

Now onto life in general. ---> Of course, all my shows are back on minus American Idol now. This season I've decided to watch: Tuesday-House, Wednesday-CSI:New York, Thursday-ER, and Sunday-Brothers & Sisters. Finally played some poker last Monday night, but since I'll be teaching that class now, that won't happen again for awhile.  Been hanging out with Chelsea and her roommates (Ann & Ashley...oh and LeAnn, who is a friend of Ann and Ashley) on the weekends. They are hella cool and crazy like me and chelsea, so we rock out.  We have super duper birthday plans for Oct. 27th for mine and Ann's birthday. We're going to dress up real pretty like and go out in Little Rock.  So excited! Going to be going to Mark's football games the next couple of weekends. Oct 13th is in Muskogee and Oct. 20th is in OKC.  We're going up on the Fridays to hang out with Mark and then go to the games Saturdays. I want to go to China on Spring Break, but my mom doesn't think it's a good idea because of stupid political stuff. But, I'm thinking of asking my grandma for the money and going anyway.  It's for the School of Business at Tech, and we can get 3 credit hours for it. But, for now, a cruise for spring break is in the works until I hear back from the grandmother.Oh, and I've become really good friend with this girl, Natalie, in my SIFE club, and she wants me to ride home with her to NEW YORK the first couple of weeks school is out in May.  Yeah, I said NEW YORK!

Also, I'm playing in a random softball tournament this weekend at Pleasant View if anyone wants to come watch. It starts Friday night. I think that's about it.

sappy song numero dos

I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall
And I've been layin' here prayin'
Prayin' she won't call
It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin'

And I'll be beggin' you baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waitin'
My Heart on my sleeve
Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin'

What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

You keep tellin' me baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin'

It's too much pain to have to bare
To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer but my will is gettin' stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you

So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay
I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of bein' lonely
You can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way

Baby why don't you stay

(this video makes me cry)

People say he's only in my head
Gonna take time but I'll forget
Say I need to get on with my life
What they don't realize

Is when I'm dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone
Driving cross town just to see if he's home
Waking a friend in the dead of the night
just to hear her say it'll be alright
When I'm finding things to do at night, to not fall asleep
cuz I know he will be there in my dreams
that's when he's
more than a memory

took a match to everything he ever wrote,watched every word go up in smoke
tore all his pictures off the wall
but that aint helping me at all

'Cause when I'm talking out loud to nothing but air
I look like hell and I just don't care
I'm drinking more than I have ever drank
and sinking down lower than I've ever sank
then I find myself falling on my knees
shaking my fist, begging "please"
that's when he's more than a memory

People say he's only in my head
Gonna take time but I'll forget
but when he's in every minute of every day
every thought i think
every breath i take
he's everywhere and he's everything
he's more than a memory

viva las vegas...or something like that