| OK~ It's already four months after my final exam, and I'm still waiting to commence duty....Called the Civil Service Bureau almost twice a week, I guess the whole office already recognize who is the troublesome guy called Rayson, but still, they are unable to provide me with an exact comenence date, nor do I know which department I will be allocated to...Really a bit mo loi, but i really have no other choice, just wait endlessly...The best way to deal with inefficient bureacracy is to adapt to it! See how pathetic this government is.... So, what have I been doing these days? Not pretty much, heaing everyday, going out with friends, spending time with YOU, do some volunteer work, back to my dearest 1st HKG and be an ASL, do some sports, wakeboard, try out some restaurants....Seems lots of activities, but once you have already packed your schedule with these stuffs for 4 months, it's time to get a bit bored. Friends are leaving, some back to UK, some busying in their studies or work, not much ppl left to hea with me....Starting to feel i'm a burden to this society tim...hehe Anyways, though life is boring, I know I really should treasure these days...These are the days I might envy a lot in the future. I have a warm family, a good girlfriend, not a lot but a group of very nice friends, and a decent job offer, what else I can complain of. I know I should be thankful for all these I have possess now, but conflicting thoughts always flows into my mind. I have no idea do I deserve all these great stuffs, can I continue to possess them. I really afraid one day I will lose all of them, somehow I feel a bit insecure... BTW, just wanna tell you guys, I'm super free these days, if you guys can think of any interesting activities, remember to tell me, I'm always the first to join! To Eddie and Eric, life is really boring here without your companion! But hope you like your life there in Warwick, meet some more nice girls and introduce to me!! To Wina, add oil ar!! I know time is tough for you, but remember your promise ar! To YOU, I know you have been working very hard lately, dun give urself too much pressure lar! Remember I'm always here to support you and love you~~ Happy Mid-Autumn festival to everyone! |