The art of growing up

Another long ass time and another xanga update. Luckily since the advent of facebook and myspace noone loks at these things so it doesn't really matter what I write. The ;ast few months have been interesting. I've completed my first semester at college, I might be joining the air guard. My band is doing ok and we're about hit the studio to record an EP. THe best part of that is we'll get played on homegroan when its done. On the relationship side my six month relationship with Nicole ended violently which is an exciting first i suppose. She pretty much got trashed and tried to kick my ass beacuse I didn't want to get back together with her. I sorta thought she was crazy... I guess I was right, so I'm shooting for not getting myself into another relationshit any time soon. I have started to once again fill myself with the boyish hope of getting back with an old ex. We've hung out a few times this past week and it was fun. Reminissing on old times, talking on the phone, things a person rightfully shouldn't be doing if they are in a relationship unless they're settling or not quite happy. But Thats just an assumption, but if I'm right then things could be looking up.

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Again with the lack of need to post on this thing... I guess I am just bored. Anyways update. I am now living on my own ish I got a house with some friends. It's going good. The band is doing well though we're in defident need for a lineup change. We need to save money for demo. but it'll come with time I suppose. I am workin at TGI Fridays at the moment but my last day is  next wednesday. I got hired at Los Cabos on the riverwalk. Should be pretty good money. I met a girl I am talkin to. She's really nice... but a bit too nice. Not too sure if it will work out though due to several conflicting views and lifestyles...

til next time

I no longer know why  I even bother to post anything on this damn thing at all. Imight check it once a month maybe. But since noone reads this I guess I can say what the hell I want. Anyways my life right right now fells like it is at somewhat of na standstill/ moving foreward. Can't really decide which. Every night seems to be the same story. I might work hangout with some friends, and get shitty. It's a viscious cycle. But as routine as that is I am getting outta debt and I'm damn deterimined to move out in july then start school in the fall.so that's a defident plus. The band is going good despite problems here and there, as of right now the future with it is uncertain but I'm still going to trudge along and hope for the best. Writing more music should be my biggest goal I suppose and i really need to get with Matt to finish this new song.

As for my lovelife I've been sorta talking to an ex again which seemed maybe promising at first but as of now I think it's come to be the same sad story as before. I should've took the chance weeks ago but I'm a pansywhen it comes to her. I really wanted to see if anything sould've happened but I think it might be too late now. Perhaps giving up isn't out of the question since I've been hanging out with this really cool girl lately. mixed emotions are fun, but maybe they shouldn't have been mixed in the first place. I'm a sucker and I probably had my hopes too high and my heart on my sleeve.

I got my job back @ PF Changs

My car is breaking slowly

Girls suck... still

I'm done now