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| DEAD. i love HATE you but it hurts too much to write here.
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| when i look in the mirror, i want to see male. maybe it's because you
broke me, & i want to become something else. it's silly, i know,
but i swear to myself it's just a phase. because my mom wouldnt want a
son, my sister wouldnt love me if i were her brother, & no one
would want me as a boyfriend.
& it's better to lie to myself, to keep everyone else happy because it's all ive ever known.
it's just a phase, i swear.
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| it's better to tell me a lie, baby, to save my face. & if you would
give me a second chance i swear i could take his place. just remember
how we were, before the crying & the lies. we gave up on holding
hands & looking in eachothers eyes. i guess we didn't matter so
much, since i lost yr love & i lost yr trust. this is where im
trying to form words that rhyme, my world is at yr feet but you don't
have the time.
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| so before it wasn't so bad. even though i had no friends, i had a
girlfriend in oak park so i felt i had at least her. now i have no
friends, & i have no one. so i get to sit around every night,
feeling sorry for myself. i wanted to go to the ashburry tonight,
because they're auctioning people off as dates, but i had no one to go
with. :( so im all alone...well, i have myself, but im not even enough
for me.
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| the guys at the coffee shop said if yr in double digits yr a slut. :( but its okay cause im a retired slut. 
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