mmk..... umm havent really done that much the past 2 days..... babysat the TREV- MAN yesterday! it was actually kinda fun for once.. we played with play dough for a long time lol and played ker-plunk! really old school i know and then played hide and seek haha it was fun!  then i went to the mall with ryan..... then we hung out..played some yahtzee and diddy kong racing! of course he beat me numerous times..... liek usual haha today was sweet i guess... went to gymnastics then subway (which by the way is an amazing place) then came home decided to have some cookies.... so being the idiot i am.... i stuck them on a plate...... but it was one of those cheap plastic ones that u throw away.. like a paper plate ya know? put them in the microwave for a minute... the plate definitely melted and there were holes in it lol i am definitely a fool....  then i went out to eat at applebees with a bunch of my gym girls!! then to target to return sum stuff and now i am here..... so here are sum sweet pics from my meet about a month ago!!! ok jk the site wont let me copy and past them...... stupid idiots well everyone have a great nite!

yah.... lets just say gettin up at 8 am your whole winter break really sucks.. not gunna lie... and it doesnt really help when ur coach is crabby and just yells at you the whole time.... gotta love those days lol...yup but im glad were on winter break!!! yay! ive done a lot this week so far... thursday night went to a gophers womens bball game... yup got completely lost but it was fun! and our seats were like 2nd row so that was awesome... umm yah then my parents had a holiday party... that was alright... lots of drunk adults asking me for smokes lol... good times lol umm spent some time wit the fam for xmas eve and xmas.... got sum pretty sweet stuff for xmas u kno all the usual girly stuff.... gift cards, money, makeup , perfume, clothes, movies, cd's....... got a necklace, teddy bear, slippers lol and FUZZY socks from my amazing boyfriend.... thats about it. and now i have gymnastics again.... i have an impossible spanish assignment to do this week that i am dreading... my best friend never answers when i call her....  my brothers are stealing my bday present (just candy but STILL... they took like the whole bag and i hadnt eaten any) umm i saw king kong last night!! o man very intense movie! i was like freakin out the whoel time but its realy good.... GO SEE IT but yah thats about it soooo......

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

 Love Christmas cookies!!   soo cute!

   I agree........

i thought this was pretty funny!  lol

WOW WOW WOW!  i dont even liek know where to start but to say that i almost made the biggest mistake of my life last week.... what in my mind would just let go of that part of my life...i honestly don't know but i was closer to doing it than ever before... but thanx to bryon things have changed... he made me realize that i know i can do better... i realized that the best way to work things out is to TALK.... possibly the most logical answer... its important to let your feelings out because it most of the time always make things better!!  i realized since last friday... well actually since 2day... that i love gymnastics.... all it takes is a change in attitude... attitude is the most important thing in life i think...it honestly can change everything!! i went from not having a good gym day for liek a month and a half to having a good day just by getting psyched up!! SOOOOO.... the moral of the story is... lol.........

 ALWAYS HAVE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE!!

omg i have not written in here forever.... this is kinda random cuz yah not gunna lie... i tihnk myspace is way better.... neways.. ill put sum pics in i guess from sadies....yah sry its kinda blurry..... but ok it goes (l to r) andrew, liz, ryan, ME, dylan, stef, scott, kayla, jordan, and ashley! yup... pretty fun night.....

 awww... look at my ghetto lil bro.... I LOVE HIM!!

yup neways...... i dont feel like putting nemore pics in im kinda bored...... lol but yah life has been sooo frustrating lately.... i feel like i cant do nething right nemre and that i just don't fit in...i feel like all my friends are drifting from me or hate me or sumthing... everybody is frickin clicky... 2 people im like closest with click together and leave me out.. yah that feels really great.......and it seems liek the one thing that used to make me soooooo happy and i could take my stress out on is the thing now that is stressing me out and making me sad..... i just don't know what to do aobut it nemore... ive held on to this my whole life and i just don't know how much longer i can do it....... but at the same time i dont know wut i would do without it...... decision making is the hardest thing to do in your life... and i hate it.....

on a happier note.... its almost my birthday!!  the big 1 7!! lol man im gettin old..

but thats all for now!!!