| old aquantance hung himself last wednesday found out. also, i'm out of work for the moment. I hate sitting around doing nothing.got a new piece i'm revising, i'l post it soon. |
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| flashbackTake and leave me broken Peel back my memory Let me feel that shame again Please, can you make me bleed?
Pin me to the floor and please Eclipse me with your world Snidely kiss away my tears And ask how much it hurt
Tell me if i'm a good boy
You'll give me a gentler ride
And solidify my silence With your blade across my thighs
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| This Valentines Day will be the 3 year anniversary of my neighbors murder. I remember talking with her once in a while when i'd be going down the block. Greg was a decent seeming man, the year before we had a pretty bad blizzard and every day he'd be out there helping everyone shovel. The Parkers lived 6 houses down from us, and i was well acquainted with their middle daughter. I haven't talked to any of them since. This is one of 3 articles ever published about it, apparently it wasn't important enough. It never hit the TV news, and the trail was never covered.
Happy valentines day everyone
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| tonight i watched a star die. i layed there looking out hte window at an intensly bright blue star flickering irregularly. after about 10 minutes of watching it started to dim , a blue haze foremd around it, and now its gone. Tonight is one of the first nights i've seen stars in weeks, damned snow keeps coming. |
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| "Evacuate"Evacuate The hall of heros The dream is deing The sky is burned
Oppressive rain You've lied to me Winter's stain Is in my throat
Leave The angels crying Raped and broken Begging for reprieve
Evacuate I am unwilling The dream is dieing Time to go
its snowed about 6 ft now over the last week, i'm tired of shoveling already. THe snow is coming down right now and the night is so eerily beautiful. The sky is barely sarker now at midnight then it was at noon, and there is a white glow to the north west...i hope this is what it looks like when my world ends, so tranquil and white. |
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