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Name: Eric
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Aight yall, school started blah blah blah...rigt now im talkin bout somethin important

                                                     FUCK MA SPELLIN

People i've been in a slight depression. Not because of my own misfortune but because of others. First (least important) gas prices have hit a high...as low as 3.67 and as high as 7.00.....PER GALLON..the pricing on gas is rediculous. People are... were literally in the streets fighting over gas..yea it sounds funny but its so sad what the goverment is doin to the u.s ppl.. aperentlly gas is goin to keep rising ( it has been in the last 2 years slowly) now with the goverment pricing and the gasstation owners "screwin" us...damn shame...

now the real tragity...Down south the hurrican came through there is massive amouts of water damage and devistation...now on the news ...GOT DAMMIT.. on the new u see "ppl" getin help.. white ppl getting things from trucks..a few blacks getting things from trucks..but the majority of  blacks geting things are from hovering helicopters..or not at all...u know what fuck race right now i will speak in general, bush is an asshole and a dick...an ignorant arrogant asshole. these ppl have been a weel plus without or with limited spuppies..not clothes.....FOOD WATER...some places have yet to be helped...ppl dying old and young...bodies are literallybeing stacked outside theres no food for NEWBORNS...no water for the ELDERS...u must rember that umm some elders have oxygen tanks ....or some have illnesses and they need medication...THEY ARE IN THE HEART OF THE US...DEAD FUCKIN CENTER....why does it take so long..its not like they are over seas in another country they are here...next door to us....now they are sending AMERICAN TROOPS...NOT TO FIGHT OVER SEAS..BUT TO SHOOT US....U.S PPL...for looting....LOOTING??? get water fuckers get food fuckers... how dare they come to shoot for looting...that can be replaced.. clothes can be replaced...LIVES CAN'T...i mean PRIORITES...man i swear..

but some might say why..this is horrible god why.. but everythig is for a reason and although there is devistation, look at all the love there is POURING into the south from every race and religion...FOR OUR US PPL....look how many ppl that voted for bush are seeing that maybe jus maybe he isnt up to this job of head of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA...

ppl htis is where we come in ...OUR GENERATION..."GENERATION X" we must show our older counterparts how to show compation show love take action for our fellow americans.. they send US us YOUNG PPL to fight in a war..for ..OUR FREEDOM..but yet we have SO MANY WOES HERE ....AT HOME...IN OUT BACK YARDS...we as a people must understand we must fix the home befor we can fix the neiborhood...

there are so many problems in the world...but more at home..its up to us. or generation to take charge and show these old farts (funny break) that its time for a change...show by example....its time

ma prayers go out to all in mississippi, tenn, st. louis ..... blessu all...

not "GOD BLESS AMERICA"

"PRAY FOR AMERICA"

it starts with us...U.S

sorry for spelling, grammer, language, and all, but jus trying to get everything out...peace...

shit also im suprised that many ppl did not write about this..HUMM???

OOH YEA kanye was right bush dosent like black ppl , we gotta make the change...dumb fuck daddys boy bush...cock suckin fag...damn he pisses me off....he makes no sense..the things he does..why did yall vote for him...THE MAN CANT EVEN QUOTE RIGHT...NOT EVEN SPEAK IN A CORRECT SENTENCE..."fool me twice shame on you, fool me once shame on me er...fool you twice shame on you..." asshole...ok im done...kissi poos..lol


Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Aight pplz, lemmi see...lemmi see..

umm well i think, well lemmi say im tryin ta fall into somethin...long time crush, we'll see what happens. Shes cool ppls, you know. But we'll see what happens. 

But speakin of which, i can't rember like what do you talk about half the time. you know. What is it jus random crap...who knows...w.e...anyways lots stuff poppin right now....

Classes startin back up, im pullin a hell load, but its all worth it, im really ready to leave this god forsaken place, theres too much goin on in this one ouse hold....granted things could be worse but i rather stay out the situation rather than stay in an get bitched at over dumb miniscule stuff, abd shit i havnt done so...yea...

Im really kinda on the ropes of what goin on, but i need...fuck i dunno...and what smells like mayonaise? yea but tryin ta save up now, moms got me payin for everything now....man she tells me shit all late n ...w.e man too much dumb shit goin on...unessecary,...

and can some one...ANYONE...tell me WHY...every girl feels the need to tell me about they're love problems?! i dont get it...it so weird....girls i like, and wanna mess wit...girls im jus cool wit...i guess its jus me..lol and why do girls tell u they had sex..etc.. but then wont go into depth..they jus say they " did stuff" damn it drives me crazy! i wanna know the details u already told me most of the stuff anyways....buttholes.. o well...an i have this weird unconcious attraction to dancers...weird...thats like 5 in the last week....humm...coincidence...i dont think so...

AND GOT DAMN...if another girl comes at me with somethin stupid...point black girls are NIEVE...every one....because at least one guy can do somethin to make you jus wanna do w.e he says.. and it frustrates me that u let the most nasty jackass, "males" do it..i dont fuckin get it....i guess thats life but man...:sigh:

anyways i got work in the mornin, so i holla at yall lata....

peanut butter jelly time!!!!


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

dont mind the typos its late...

OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY

Aight well lets see...for the last month...haha craps been...the same..BUT  EVERYONE knows that my same.....isn't ...yea if that makes sense...

Aight square one....Bryant and his ugly ass Baby mutha finally had the baby like a week n a half ago.....LOL...this is funny though...guess who hasn't seen the baby yet?....I know im evil bad dumb etc....lef me alone batti-boyi tried a couple times but w.e... But the baby's fine, bryants the same....dont think its hit him yet...umm the moms fien...ugly still but fine...

Lets see my rents left for a week to texas..LOL....yea but I was too tired to have a party like usual. Man I worked played mom(clean house cook etc) and then help ma pops frame the basement....Thank god for tech...that lil frshman course in carpentry helped...lol...haha...but yea n gues who didnt help...yea bryant n aston...of course....

Then ontop of that bryants skippin out all week to god knows where, u know me...u gotta kill me ta get info....well umm he snitches on me that i stayed at ma ppls house tues...god bitched at over the phone for that....then sat he snithced i was in harford county...stayed up there...:sigh: niggaz...imma leave it at that

exuse im all outta order

but yea thursday went to ..ahem bar of baltimore...PIECE OF FUCKIN SHIT.....never again..they played.....JUMP AROUND....i was like aight niggas time to play CURRENT shit...me ashley shaina scott kenya...alicia, n shay..ya...of course me n shay r wildin...haha...always fun...ma 2 cuzos were fightin though..they went to bahas...osoem shit happend...i went to the car to get the crow bar.. yea...but leavin that alone...u know whats funny though unless u know me...u wouldnt think i could fight...much less strong..thats funny...kenya n shaina thought i was gonna get ma ass busted...somebody testify....i might be small but trust..i will but a foot in yo ASS...hehheh....but im not violent...so that only happens every now an again...

speakin of which...ppl at starbucks are seeing my agressive side...for some reason niggas jus piss me of a lil more up there...cutomers...co-wokers..(milly-collette) really bout ta bust'em....but yea...since im talkin bout the starbucks fam....shaina...lol...ur npt allowed more than 2 drinks...SMALL alcholic beverages...hehefunny word beverages....umm kenya...pimp...john...pee-wee hermin lookin...lol...ooh ooh ooh BELLA cam back...yea...but she didnt talk to me...tha one hurts...(ahh ooh s-s-s ahh) no really...damn was tryin ta c hill n what not...it cause im black isnt it..

hye on that subject too...neve mind, um stayed in harford sat night...thats all it took to go wild...all over saw everyone....from pat n sean..(they got big as shit..i used to sling both a dem all around,) to amber gunthery...OOOOMMMMGGG) SEXY...damn...umm yea everyone...went to some house party lol man felt like a damn celeb...everybodys like ERIC ahh hey AHHH..good times..ooh yea kim was m--m-m...cant say what she said..

Saw jessica..yea shes so..m yea..ur mom really does like me...she jus doesnt knowit yet..lol..

everyones de[artng to college soon good stuff...gota have a big thing..probly at iguana cantina...the hot spot..ya know..

but individs......

shavon-hope u had fun...get de pics out..

bella-whas really good..i mean..ahem..whats going one dude, are we going to "hangout" or what? i want another late night can u help me?

maya- get good on ur ebonics

shaina-dont kill ppl at starbucks...its comsiderd a reverse hate crime..caffine induced

kenya-manizer

scott/ashley-PARTY SAT.....BIG TIME CLUBIN..one question whos drivin?

double chocolate- dawg sorry coldnt make it...hope u drunk enough 4 me...

adia...-gotta see how u lookin..i ..mean...n.m

kareem n trinadad-man next time u wanna get in a fight..make sure cops aint around...damn

pat- arested....drug charges..man...n what whts her name loafa shampoo..what...cant rember...but she may look aigfht but man if shes causein that much pain..drop'er its not worth it..no matter how good she looks...trust me...man experience..listen to mr. meyogi

ooh yea...i almost got fired again..for the ..umm 7th time...i need to be a lawyer...i can talk my way into and outta crap...humm...maybe it wors with girls too...lol...

aight u wanted it so u got it..thats not evern everything...its damn near 1 am....thats how much i love yall... typin while tired..not good...

aight im out...

know what i need...pics....yea pics...and a new background..n music...:HINT HINT:

HEY STARBUCKS CREW....is phue gay?.....dun dun dunnnnnn


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

[!!!!!!DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHIP!!!!]

Lil somethin for ma manz ma cuz ma twin ma boy from Diz...."HORE-HEY"he he broke it down for u...lol..well lets see due to popular demand im up-datin ma shit...

Umm lets see...Workin still...u know...tryin ta make money..ma lil brother Bryant(daddy) he jus graduated a week ago..He had a graduation party..over a G was givien to him..more still to come...I was pissed...nuit u know..I'll get over it...Not much I can do about it u know...but yea...o well...no classes this summer.....

Saw ma uncle danny..THIS MAFUCKA...still a pimp livin in MIA..; me n ma bra..n ma cuzos goin down in july...yezzir....yea party for a week...but before that

PEOPLE FROM DIZ...are to be reunited this summer...a drive down to ORLANDO....he e eh ...reunion time..ma manz adisons gettin married...tahat man is skinny as a maugh...lord..its cool though he swears he's in love...yea man

Good shit good shit...lemmi see...the girls this summer nice...wellllllll...

Co-workers....

The people at ma jobare weird...they lead like alternate lives...secret... some young some older...some sexy some not....but umm yeaumm there this chick...how can i say this with out....ummm.....imma say i'm scared of tryin ta mess wit this chick...1. co-worker 2. mom doesnt like ..umm other religons...(yea i know) 3..shes sexy.. 4.as poo 5. age.....hummmmmmmmmm decisions desisions desisions...

well how bout yall leave me some advice on that one...aight

umm parties classes....shit u know...im goin back to sleep...leave some... peace...

 


Wednesday, May 11, 2005

[ although this Karma thing wasn't my idea..i'll still go with the theme...Karma is blind]

It seems As if as soon as something good happens to me..a stream of bad happens.. should ave seen that commin...but im oblivious to the fact the my life is kind of self destructive. I'v e been on this thng that "whatever happenes happenes" and took it a step futher by jus suffering the concequences... I mean no harm no foul right...Well...No matter how well u think you know someone, somehow shit comes back to bite u in the ass..I swear, people know who I am, how I operate, bt still they choose to complicate things...Not even just random people.. my "freinds"..HA HA...yea this kindastuff makes me jus slightly irratated...People from 5+ years, still screw up situaions...People that know me inside and out...(supposedly) can't "trust me" have I given a reason to, have I betrayed trust so much that my livelyhood my integrety has to be challenged...I've been ike this for 3 days...Everyone knows I take stuff i move on...But this is ridiculious...jus plain stupid....wtf are niggas thinkin...Some stuff I never let escape my mouth...(agreed?) So why would I change that if I was ........FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.... I'm so debating whether to put things off...work things out, screw it all...should I release names... explain the situation on here (Xanga)...defened myself..WHY the hell should I defend MYSELF... I'm always thinking...alwyas...but my head is about to explode, senstive issues...all steming from one conversation that sparked 3 sperate reactioon from 3 seperate ppl... 3 of the people wich know who I am...2 of the people which should know me inside ad out, but yet, there is decite and dishonesty lingering from a minor comment that was typed and misconstrued...and one that was though to be said by me...

This I can truly say has devisated me on many levels this has screwed me u mentally, and I can't figure this out, for the life of me, to a pint where I can't figure out where this whole situation will end up...with eaither or person(s)...........................

How can you go from friends to enimies in less than 15 hours in differnt parts of the state....?

how can you go from friends to lovers to friends to "associates" over one statement....?

How can i be accused of calling a FEMALE....(besides bryants girl) out of her name...not only a female. one I have known for years...?

how can i go from knowing everything to knowing...minsule things posted on a blog..?

think Im blowin steam outta ma ass...think again...wanna know whats in ma head...this is jus part...because these situations are so screwed up, so unfair that, the people that I could usually tell have turned their back to me, yes there are otheres to communicate with...but when I am in danger of loosing a 'friend...friends.." from years...that kinda sets off something...Im shaking...Im fuckin shakin...

Now im 20 mins late for class...damn...a rsolution has to be found, because this is....
But one cant be found because childish petty games are played on both sides (mine and the opposing)

realizations.......
ready to talk......
Im here.....

This shit is fucked,screwed,diced,swallowed and shit out....



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