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Name: Tovah
Birthday: 12/28/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: God, Camp Eagle, my Zeta sisters, the greatest boyfriend in the world who makes me happier than ever, singing, talking, laughing, sleeping, eating, listening, cuddling, walking long distances in cold weather, ringtones, Camp Eagle, onion rings, Chacos, makeup, Freddy (my bear!!), being a redhead, dating a redhead, road trips, pursing the unimaginable dream, and anything else that involves laughter and good memories......did I mention singing??
Expertise: Anything and everything that involves perserverance, laughter, and other people...except sports.
Occupation: Administrative
Industry: Nonprofit
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AIM:  actualblue2
Member Since:
2/13/2004
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| DISCLAIMER:::This post is going to profoundly deep and brutally honest. Well, at least to me.
There are a lot of things in life that I struggle with. I struggle to get out of bed every morning for my 8 o'clock class. I struggle to not break down and cry when I realize that I am still weeks and weeks away from getting married. I struggle to not spend all my money at once. But there are some deeper, scarier things that I struggle with. I struggle in my walk with God. I struggle with being a good friend....inadequacy....self-image....responsibility....relationships....confidence....jealously.....gossip.....hatefullnes......pride......arrogance....."should-haves".....regret.....apathy.....there are so many other things that I could list, but it would take forever and you would get tired of reading. There is one thing that I don't struggle with very much: LOVE. Each and every time that one of these evil things starts to chip away at me, I am reminded in the smallest of ways that God loves me, and that His love blows all of these things out of the water. And if for some reason I feel like God may not love me, Alan jumps in out of the blue and sends me a text or calls or I see a picture of him and am reminded that he loves me more than anyone else in this world ever could. But the rarest of times is when I am feeling completely and totally alone. It seems like it's always that moment when one of my close friends or a bridesmaid will step in and write on my wall on Facebook, or call me, or just give me a hug. These are the times when I am pulled back from the deepest pits of doubt.
Last night was the rarest of all. Brittany was watching Olivia here at our apartment. I'm convinced that seeing the new-found joy and wonder in a baby's eyes is enough to make anyone feel warm, fuzzy, and loved. The one thing that breaks my heart every time is seeing a baby reach for you. I'm convinced that even Joseph Stalin himself would not be able to resist something like that. | | |
| My Hometown!I found this on Facebook somewhere and thought it was hilarious! Some of these points are so dead on, it really is scary!!
You Know You're From San Angelo When . . . .
1. Meeting a celebrity means standing in line at Fuentes next to the local weatherman.
2. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a camper on the Mertzon Highway.
3. "Vacation" means driving to Dallas.
4. You see all the biggest clothing trends ten years after they were popular.
5. Your work or classes are cancelled because of a half inch of snow.
6. You hear “Achy Breaky Heart?? at a funeral.
7. You realize your only choices for eating out are Mexican and steak.
8. When it rains, it's the talk of the town for days. (and you know not to drive down College Hills or any of that area for that matter when it is raining!!!)
9. When it snows, it's the talk of the area for weeks.
10. During the summer, the car trunk doubles as an oven for your groceries.
11. You measure distance in hours.
12. The local paper covers national and international headlines on one page, but requires 6 pages for high
school football.
13. You've had to switch from Heat to A/C in the same day.
14. Driving to Abilene to have lunch at the Olive Garden does not seem crazy to you.
15. You think that opening weekend for dove and deer seasons are holidays.
16. You find 98 degrees "a little warm," and 60 degrees downright freezing.
17. You think the only seasons are hot, damn hot, football, and deer.
18. You know if another person is from out of town the second he or she walks in the door.
19. "Overachievers" go to A&M or UT. The rest must choose from ASU, Howard Junior College, American Commercial College , or Texas College of Cosmetology.
20. You've had several friends move off and move back within a couple of months.
21. Your first kiss was on top of a hill overlooking the airport.
22. The Rodeo is the major event for the whole year.
23. "Mohair Capital of the World" has some meaning to you.
24. Honeymoon means "San Antonio."
25. You've ever referred to an orange and blue homecoming mum as "pretty.??
26. You have ever celebrated "cotton" by having a party.
27. You've referred to eight feet of water in a mudhole as a "lake".
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| Today I saw the first Dixie Chicks video on CMT that I've seen in a long, long time. I guess it's about time; they won 5 Grammy's for the album...I guess it's about time they got some respect.
Alan and I are sitting at 94 days till the wedding. It's starting to get stressful more often. I've never been totally stressed about everything, just stressed about individual things. Well now those individual things are becoming more and more frequent. But I guess that's the way it goes, right? Thankfully, in 94 days we will be together and none of the rest of this will matter anymore..........
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| True happiness is chasing two little girls around the park for over an hour. Or spinning them on the tire swing for 15 minutes. Or crawling up through the playground yourself because they're scared to go down the slide alone. Or driving through town listening to them sing along to Carrie Underwood. Take your pick. | | |
| WE GOT A HOUSE!!!!!
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