i think it's over.

help me

Working the holiday. making money. so I think I am moving into eastown at the end of June. I hope so anyway. I will be living by myself but also i will be living next to Bert and meg. they are my personal jesus. reach out and touch Blake.

I am needy. this is the newest revelation of myself. that is not a good thing. that is a bad thing.

I need.

working...

saw silent hill with meg, Bert, and nick. not gonna lie the movie sucked. after that they all came to my place for some booze.

did I ever tell anyone that I hate the word "booze." I don't know why but I hate it. "booze" makes me think of old men who spend all there money on "booze", or maybe I just hate when people use it to describe me and how i spend my money.....on "booze". whatever i say to that.

doing a double at the hospital again. 16 hours is great but it makes me tired. i am being a safety attendant for a suicide case. but the girl just took too many sleeping pills cuz her family was pissing her off and she just wanted to sleep. i sympathize with her. pills are good.

i hate late night t.v. every time i am a sitter for a pt, i just sit here watching television, and it is always animal planet. mostly because they play animal cops from 12 to 5am. good shit man. it makes me want to go the humane society and bring an animal home to foster. dog, cat, racoon. i don't care.

car is paid off and now i want a new one. i wont get one for a few more years but man i want one. i need to stop bitching cause i have a fine car that i really don't take good care of. i am a brat like that.

if you find a movie quote in my entry you get a gold star. and by gold star i mean....

Currently Listening Bad Day Pt.1 By Daniel Powter see related

so I have an uneventful life. I only go to work, sleep, eat and go to the bar. boring. so yeah I am working right now and then chillin with Meg. fun times.

I am getting a tattoo on Thursday. I need some places that are good and also have good prices. I am excited so yeah that's that.

going out on Fri to somewhere...not sure yet. gonna watch the hockey game then go out. I have two fifths in my freezer that are begging to be sucked down by me.....and others.  

it is what it is. my newest mantra.