| | this was written on FridayWhat should we do with conflicting emotions? Today was a day of conflicting emotions. Sheer happiness at lovely weather and utter confusion at my internal state of being. I think that these awful states of mind pass and I'm inclined to just wait for it. I cannot concentrate very well when I'm like this. I cannot think about much of anything very clearly.
I guess I forget that waiting is not the same as giving up. Waiting is ok sometimes. I just don't know when to push myself and when I need to stop and wait until I'm in a better place. Unfortunately there is no key or simple solution to how humans actually work.
I get frustrated with my humanness and compare it to everyone else's. Except that I do it only in part and I imagine that everyone else as less difficulties than I do (which is probably not true at all) and I find myself comparing and comparisons are the most awful things in the world. So, this is when I cry out that God have mercy on my poor miserable soul and that He help me keep my eyes on Him.
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| | Posted 3/17/2008 5:52 AM - 0 comments
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