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He i havent writen in there 4 a while. i mean yea. okey alot has gone on! LIKE max's dance! it was the coolest bestest thing..ever! The talent show, which turned out better than i expected! alot of people were surprised to see me do that, and didnt kno i could do that. i was like...me neither? lol it was like WHOA UR GOOD @ SOMETHING! O.O haha not like that but w.e lol i dont feel like talking so ima go!

jessie o(O.o)o

::sighs::

madre is in like this horrible mood
i dont feel like puting up with her...ya kno?
after awhile when shes in a bad mood ever day
it gets freakin old, im just tired of her being a bitch
all the time. not all the time but ALOT of the time
she has her nice moments like letting me go to
Max's homecoming, or like other stuffs..but
the rest of the time she had this attitude
and im tired of it. i mean i can only take so much
and people tell me i act like my mom
they dunno how much of an insult that is to me
i dont want to be anything like my mom
im much kinder and concerd like.
i also like rock music which is way more that
i can say 4 here. and i got freakin style.
and all she does is yell and complain and act like
she is perfect. and thats now how we should act!
christians are supossed to not act like that
i kno i dont, yea i make mistakes like everyone else
but i dont walking aronud actin like im better
because ive got something that no one else has
or few of them. I treat (or try to) everyone as an equal
i dont walk around going I CANT BELIEVE U
WOULD DO THAT!!!! UR SUCH A BAD PERSON
no thats not me @ all. i pray 4 them. im not like ew
dont talk to me...ur bad because u kno what
im a sinner too. im @ the same sinning level as they
are. no matter what it is. Theres no way im perfect
or i can act like it, its not my place...its no ones place
so there fore my mom has not right to act like
my mistakes are  worse than hell itself i mean geeze.
she is being hypocritical...that ticks me off. because
i try my hardest not to be.everyone can be hypocritical
at some point in time ya kno? but like geeze shes like
that every day! and im like COME ON!
she acts like a child execpt she curses liek WHAT
THE HELL IS UR PROBLEM
also not very christian like...even tho i do it sometimes
and theres that whole hypocritical thing...so ima stop.
im tired and i have a head ache i dont really feel like
talking anymore
o man here she starts again
o(O.o)p jessie.

AH FREAKIN CONTROL FREAK...someone save
me

i love how i write in here
and people leave me thousands
of messages ya kno? lol like come on
i would leave everyone 9837539485 messages
if i had the time!! but unfortunatly...i dont
and its a bummer, that i dont
but when i do read ur xangas i leave comments
sike..jk. i dont care....i has stuff to do
lata
o(O.o)o jessie

Hey im chillin here...being awesome u kno the dilly-o. yea so school it pretty boring.....today went by so slow i thought it would never end. plus to add on to the slowest day ever i had double bio. O M W i have never wanted to do anything more that shoot myslef in the foot those 2 long periods of bio... i mean seriously come on now. i was so bored so i wrote a poem but i lost it...it was a good one unlike the 13 Brandon made me write:

JESS WRITE ABOUT PAPER:
a piece of paper
is very white
you could rip
it apart
with all your might

JESS WRITE ABOUT MY WEE LITTLE ROOM
My wee little room
is really small
its as wide
as i am tall

JESS WRITE ABOUT CRAP
Crap...who writes about it
you must be a sap
to write about crap
cuz its just sh*t

JESS WRITE ABOUT MIKE FROM HOLLAND
Mike is awesome
Hes really cool
He lost his swim suit
at the pool

WRITE ABOUT JESS
Jess isnt a mess
But she must confess
she is the bes.....t

WRITE ABOUT MY HAND
Brandon's hand
is the best
it straps on his
bullet proof vest

Write about the wall!
The wall is really plain
I stare at it
and it boggles my brain
Its really tall
I cant reach the ceiling
Staring at the wall
gives me a weird feeling.

Write about salt
Dont spill the salt
Those evil things
Will come get you
OPPS
I split the salt...
If the come get you
its my fault.

Write about a shoe
i wish i had a blue shoe
it would keep my feet warm
shes have a nice foot form
shoes rock, i always knew
if i had one id give it to u

Write about dirt
Dirt
Dirt never hurt
you could eat some
you wouldnt die
just dont get any in you eye.

Write about a cookie
My cookie is my friend
I hope it stays warm and chewy
till the end
I will eat it forever
Will it die?! NEVER

Write about a fat cat
My cat is really fat
he likes to sleep in the car
he dpoesnt run very far
he fell and tripped at the bar
and now he has a bruise
he made it on the news
a car hit him and now hes flat
o man no more cat.

Write about a star
Once i wished apon a star
even tho it is really far
i wished that i would get a cool car
and i got it!
ive had it for a bit
its got a computer
and it it taught me to knit.

lol this took place all FCS p.d which was good because it was SO boring but on since brandon made me write like 9384029384 things lol
tomorrow i dont want to go to school
i dont like it
and it sux
well thats it 4 now! love yaz
o(o.O)o jessie