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Name: Fabian Mafnas


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Saturday, March 26, 2005

I love you, Fabian. <3
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I hope that you don't get tired of me (ever)
and that I am keeping you happy.
I love you. :].
I swear.

forever yours,
Clarissa M. Torres


Monday, February 28, 2005

I'm carried in her pocket just for show/.[i've realized a first love could never be let go].im dragged around for the ride/.whenever she needs me im close beside/. is it fine? can it still be used? guess i wont be seeing you.>"no, /im/ fine. it wasn't bad" so you'll be there right?. i guess.

love can be so boring. nothing is the same now. but its not so bad. your just the best i ever had. it may take some time to patch me up inside.
                  [dont want you back]
i dont know what i'm doing. but here it goes.


Tuesday, February 08, 2005

i work backwards from nowhere. im tired of telling you something that you already know.another day like this could be the end of me.i think i know but you wont tell me i've got this figured out but then you go and change it. you know you got me in your hands? i'll break before i walk. sometimes you break my plans to play games w/ our hearts. "please just kill the drama". dont worry, what i don't know cannot hurt me. isn't that what you want? [to  know you can keep me, just keep secrets from me]. and there is a hurricane in my chest. you promised it wouldn't turn out like this and i promised never to promise again. you're halfway between everything i want and everything i need [maybe both].

ears to the wall and listen for a shred of hope.


Monday, January 24, 2005

    21....feeling down, i'll tell you nothing w/ a thousand words and i weaker get w/ every step.i cant remember the last time i did something that made me feel alright for more than a few hours.

I don't want you to know too much about me,
'Cause I know you'll take advantage of the words that I say.
You're looking for a way to depress me, make me pay.

You don't want me to be,
too close around you 'cause I would see.
All the weak sides that you got, bout which you're trying to hide.
You know that I would nail you if I could nurse my pride.

You're on the top when I'm low.
As soon as you're fading I will grow.
I don't like you. You don't like me.
We're lacking energy. Yeah, we're lacking energy.

It's a mindgame we play.
Rule the roost, major cliche.
While one of us is fit the other's going insane.
And every time we think the positions will remain.

You're on the top when I'm low.
As soon as you're fading I will grow.
I don't like you. You don't like me.
We're lacking energy. Yeah, we're lacking energy.
So you got me up against the wall
and I'm only waiting for your fall.
I'll get back on top and be carefree.
It's not the end for me, no It's not the end for me.

I know we're thinking the same
and our opponent's the one to blame.
Thinking this way is not something we both longed for.
Living this way is never something we did plan.
But I don't think we will change.
'cause we're stuck in roles as other's antipoles.


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

happy 16 months ,riss. i love you so much...


to everyone else.... im alive and well... clarissa is taking good care of me and i am the luckiest guy alive..


im out

 



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