I’m still the only person I trust. Feelings are truest when unspoken. My feelings are mine and I don’t trust it to be untainted once spoken. It’s kind of a vicious cycle. 

今天跟 Jane 在車上談論心事
她問我有心事會跟誰談
發現我其實是一個沒什麼心事的人
那我還算女人嗎﹖

可能是因為我比較直接
想到什麼就會直接說出來
因為這樣所以沒有心事吧

那我就問起自己
沒心事算是好還是壞呢﹖
好的是我不會因為某一些話說不出口而不開心
壞的是我好像沒有什麼神秘感
做女人好像保留一些神秘感比較吸引人

可是我也不想故意因為想比較吸引人
變得沒那麼直接
然後心事一堆
搞到自己沒那麼開心

做女人麻。。。真不簡單啊。。。

我又變胖了﹗
又要開始減肥了﹗

最近比較忙
正在申請讀獸醫
我就得還是不會被選到
但是總要試試看嘛
不行再算

申請過程中發現了我蠻幸福的
身邊有很多人支持我﹐鼓勵我﹐看好我
謝謝你們~

工作越來越不象話了啦
有時候真的很想離職
可是我也會捨不得某些同事
而且是超級捨不得
畢竟都相處了差不多三年了
不多不少也有點感情

最近突然間想學台語
可是不知道可以從那裡學

beastie 這兩天好像心情不太好
好像有一點低落的
它也會沮喪的嗎﹖
明天帶它跟我上班算了
那我可以陪它一成天
(到底是誰陪誰呢﹖ =D)

wow…hello xanga! [=

haven’t been here for a while, thought i’d stop by. except…i don’t have anything to say! haha

be back later when i have more thought provoking shiet to say!

until then…nom nom nom!

I will get these!!!

you know what? there’s no other way to say it so i’m just going to say it.

if i had a bitchin’ body, i’d dress like a slut too!

HAH! okay i said it…

anyway…there was this huge “that’s what she said” moment in class today, but i couldn’t say it cause it was during lab and it was something the professor had said…so we’re like inoculating 3 plates with 1 swab and the professor says,

“it should be wet enough for three”

SO wanted to say “that’s what she said” but then it was in the middle of class…i even looked around to see if anyone else caught it, but NOPE…so sad…a perfect moment ruined…

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Which band do you like most? The two stainless steel ones are the same, but the face is different. So, if you like the stainless steel band, which face do you like better?

Who the FUCK am I kidding? I don’t have it in ME to be the BIGGER PERSON!

I just came back from my gyno appointment that went very terribly. The doctor didn’t really gain any respect from me. I didn’t really expect much from an Asian doctor, but he really was not even on par with the typical Asian doctors. Either that, or I haven’t seen an Asian doctor in a while and he totally refreshed my memory about Asian doctors. First of all, he was chewing gum. He did not introduce himself or shake my hand. His cell phone rang, and to do me one better, he picked it up.

Like for serious. I know doctors are busy people, but shouldn’t a patient get your undivided attention? Not to mention I probably saw him for like 15 minutes–tops. The irony of that was they had a piece of paper that said “We aim to provide the utmost care to our patients. Please be patient, you will receive the same when it’s your turn” or something along those lines. He was taking my family history and I mentioned my mom had cerival cancer and he’s like “Did she die from it?” He was the most sensitive doctor I have ever met. What if she did die like a month ago and it was still a touchy subject for me?

Anyway, I was prescibed fluconazole, which is something we regularly prescibe at Huntington Veteirnary Hospital and it just made me think, “Wow. Even pets get treated better at the doctor’s office than I do.” The type of quality care that we provide is amazing – not even human doctors can really compare. At least the Asian ones that is. So all in all, DVMs > MDs

I

WANT

MY

DIPLOMA

ALREADY!

Does anyone want to go frame shopping? Wait…I don’t really have a place to put it. And I always thought it was a lame idea to frame diplomas unless it’s up at your work place…but so what! I can still frame it so it wouldn’t get damaged! (=