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name: allyson
location: me, usa
gender: girl
D.O.B: 012487
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Name: allyson
Birthday: 1/24/1987
Gender: Female


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Expertise: <\3.
Occupation: i cater to idiotic kids.
Industry: the interweb!!


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Member Since: 2/17/2005

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

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Monday, May 05, 2008

should probably get over the urge to say something.


Thursday, January 17, 2008

"Oh, she knew about rage, knew plenty, but she hadn't known how it could go inside as well as out, could smash things you couldn't even see, you carried the pieces around forever, and then they worked their way out through your skin years later, like her father's friend Denny, who'd been caught by a mine in Vietnam. The pieces of shrapnel still working their way out of his flesh all those years later. When he'd been drinking, he'd show you where one was coming out, a dark patch under the hairless, scar-shiny skin. Was that how Michael felt all the time? And how she would feel the rest of her life, pieces of this disaster coming to the surface, cutting through her from the inside out."

-- paint it black, janet fitch.


Monday, July 30, 2007

today has been an extraordinarily bad day.

so, to provide me with some much needed entertainment and amusement, i have brought this back from the depths of......last year.

do this.

and then do this.

thank you.


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

there are now only 7 public entries on here.

over two years of my life has been hidden. or completely thrown away like the rubbish it really was.

and i feel so strange about that.

"it's okay by me
it was a long time ago"

i just never thought i'd feel like this about my past. i guess we all kind of live life looking for things to remember. with our selective memories. looking for a story to tell. we want to tell that story.

but i don't. not anymore.

i'm not sure if i want to forget it either. i just don't want it to be.. the story i tell over and over. so i won't. and if that means i have less to say, that's fine with me. and i'm sure there won't be any objections from other people.



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