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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

  • Currently Watching
    The Protector (Two-Disc Collector's Edition)
    By Tony Jaa, Petchtai Wongkamlao, Bongkoj Khongmalai, Xing Jing, Nathan Jones
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    this is oh so real

    My summer so far has been spent slowly putting my house together, busting my butt playing roller derby bouts every two weeks, and partying like I earned it. Because I think I did.

    My cats have fleas and there is cat fur all over everything. My kitchen table is stacked with textbooks, notebooks, and derby files, including the new, 27-page set of WFTDA 3.0 rules. [WFTDA is short for Women's Flat Track Derby Association, which unifies much of the competing derby leagues on this continent, and soon worldwide.] One of my projects today is to put together a training manual for my league for open reference to drills, nutrition, equipment maintenance, medical contacts, etc etc. Sounds exciting, no? Here are some photos of a match that makes the madness feel more relevant: DDD vs Duke City by Ziv. Ziv is a badass photographer. Our travel team is a badass group of wicked women.

    This is my last summer as an undergraduate. As long as I don't fudge my student teaching in the Fall, I will graduate in December this year. I can hardly believe it. Me, a college graduate? Me, a high school teacher? Oh, and I've made a bet with my best friend that if I don't have something published by the time I am 27, I owe her a hundred bucks. Oh, the aspirations of this little bartender!

    I'm off to be productive.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

  • Currently Reading
    Jane Eyre (Signet Classics)
    By Charlotte Brontë
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    summer sun and bike races to the bar

    Mad Ireland hurt you into poetry. – W.H. Auden

    Childhood scared me into madness:
    College is like wringing a wet rag,
    my madness drips onto everything,

    and music a valid escape
    and skating a bloody scrape.

    I see myself an old bent hag
    (with wrinkly tattoos,
    too many cats and rusting,
    offending iron sculptures
    amongst thorny, flowering weeds),
    smiling and yelling at passersby
    from the lip of my whiskey glass.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    The Shepherd's Dog
    By Iron & Wine
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    lack of tobaccy

    I'm home from Colorado after a dreadful beating. Although I skated my little heart out, as did most of my teammates, I managed to literally get the snot knocked out of my face. I think I have a separated shoulder, too. I can't lift my right arm, nor can pick anything up with it. I'm really hoping these muscle relaxers kick in soon, because this is a great reminder of my feeble mortality.

    I quit smoking for that bout, too. Self-acclimation is difficult, though, and I don't feel like the entire team fully prepared ourselves for the extreme difference in altitude. The blame should not sit solely on the shoulders of our effort [which was mountainous], but I am not in the mood to write losses off to referee mishaps for the time being. So now I am attempting to finish four or five hefty homework assignments whilst struggling to keep my arm at the angle required to type. And at this moment I am spending my pain on blogging rather than finishing the first assignment. 'Tis only a study break.

    Here is my first genuine attempt at a metered poem:

    He is
    Charming, like the whinny of
    A charging colt through a meadow
    Of rhododendron and sun-
    Lit grass waving to the sky.

    You are
    Cutting about for a new cross
    Like some curious, lonely fox
    Sniffing the ground lovingly
    For his favorite field mouse.

    I am
    Smiling at the parallel
    Of fortunate stars and such.

    I am
    Not limping away from this.

    I am
    Spray-painting his words over
    Your ignoble attempts at
    Cutting your cross into me.


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    • Birthday: 1/10/1985
    • Member Since: 8/9/2003

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  • On the surface, simplicity; but the darkest pit in me is Pagan poetry.

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