Still a fatty

CW:115???

I weighed myself on the tile today and that's what the scale said.....I don't know why I am not losing weight fast like I used to....I don't think I eat that much!! yet my stomach is still huge....fack!

intake

b- cream of wheat, oj, one splenda

l- 6" subway veggie sandwhich with mayo, diet coke, one and a half chocolate chip cookie

s- a few bites of an apple, lots of water

d- gonna have an apple and tea w/ soy milk and splenda

exercise (planned) 100 crunches, 100 squats, 100 leg lifts, 30 reps with arm weights

i want thighs like that ^^^^^^^

Currently Watching Titanic (10th Anniversary Edition) By Leonardo DiCaprio, Kate Winslet see related

God I'm so depressed..

I keep saying it's PMS... but I cant remember the last time PMS made me

feel so awful about myself. I feel like I am adrift in a sea of

nothingness and I am going nowhere.....

I called my ex-bf last night when I got home

and we ended up fighting AGAIN

now I wonder what's the point ....I love him but I am the only

one working on the relationship and it's taking it's toll...

I dont think I ate that much today but I feel like a fat ass...

b-apple slices w/ pb

l- veggie "chicken" burger with spaghetti sauce n 2 slices bread, lettuce, agua

d- sandwhich with spaghetti sauce

s- strawberry quik with vanilla soy milk

so my apartment is all done...so I can move in whenever I want

but instead of being excited I;m depressed all I want to do is

bury my head under the covers......

CW:115

So I think I'm losing weight....I can see my face is looking thinner

and my tummy ain as bloated but I still have a long long way to go

before I get back to my dream weight of 105.

Intake

b- 2 slices toast, three slices of veggie turkey;

vegetarian beans in tomato sauce

l- rest of the beans; veggie chick patty; agua

s- agua

d- tea

And the other days I didnt post I was eating pretty healthy, snackin on apples

and carrot sticks....so I think I can reach my goal by  March

I hope I hope