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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: ashley-britt Country: United States State: Hawaii Birthday: 3/20/1986 Gender: Female Interests: being truly loved and truly loving Message: message me AIM:  SH012T n Sw33TMSN: sugastyle808@hotmail.com Member Since: 5/15/2002 |
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omg xanga is so complicated now! lol, sooo its not supposed to be a lazy saturday, but it so temptingly is turning into one! bronstons in san diego today for a funeral, so cute he felt really bad for not being able to be on the phone with me yesterday but it was okay, family times important to me so id want him to spend time with his family too. i wish he wad going to san diego for something better though. last night we dcided that next year we're gonna go to merry monarch together, hes excited cause itll be the first year he goes taken, and leaves with the same person. im excited cause itll be my first one period. ive been teasing him about his friends wedding a lot lately, leti wants to make sure that he and i dont get any ideas and decide to run off and get married. i highly doubt that would happen, i think he and i value each other and respect each others familys too much to do something like that. but yeah, i wish he were coming for luau, maybe ill get him to come for senior projects day instead. that would be kinda nice, but kinda stressful too. bronstons just too good to be true i think sometimes. i guess well find out what the deal really is when he gets here  (sorry about all the typos, this entry is via my wonderful smart phone) | |
wow! its been so long since ive been here. so i guess is time for a major update! relationships: there is no charles anymore. hopefully it stays that way because i truly believe that there is someone who's meant for me the way i need someone. he's wonderful, hes sweet on me, he values his family as much as value mine, we seem to share the same views on family, God, relationships. it just seems like its all fallen into place. im more focused than ive been in a very long time. i think hes given me the determination and drive i needed to get through this last half of my last semester. school: its getting hard to push through the senioritis, but im getting through it. ive decided that xanga is much safer than myspace. myspace is just too addicting. lol family: ry and leki got lucky and went to LA i wish i went. if i had known that i was gonna only have my analysis due, i would have gone, and worked it while everyone was at work. oh well, mom and dad are sweet as ever. they sent me tulips for my birthday and the sweetest card ever. i miss them tons. i feel like there should be more to tell. but now that i think about all of the details just muddle things. im happy, happier than ive been in a while. | |
| so i ve realized that im the worst kind of romantic. im the kind of romantic is dreams of the impossible dream. that hell come and save me from reality and sweep me off my feet. ive realized that this does not happen in real life. that ive tricked myself into believing that ill meet prince charming and that well live happily ever after. because its all a lie there is no such thing as happily ever after. | |
| so im letting go, since it seems to be what you want. i wish i didnt have to but i need to and i think you need it just as much as i do. its sad because i know it could work but i guess were just in different places in life right now. maybe one day well get the timing down right and itll work out for us. but for now im letting go | |
| so ive been on here quite a bit lately i blame it on the boring ass paper i have to write on religion and browning....boooooooooo even mymother said it was boring...thats when you know youve hit the bottom of the boring barrell <sp?> | |