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Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 14:20:01 GMT

I haven't seriously typed lately. I need a story inspiration, pronto.

solution, i hope.

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 13:13:34 GMT

i need to stop, i need to stop.
i know you're a liar and you were really boring at times.
and quite a handful.
but i can't help but miss you.
and how everything was unresolved.
and you're a liar, but I still.
I don't know what it is.

I'm scared for you to come back.
Don't know how I'm going to act.
Oh, boy, stay away
but come closer
and answer the phone if I call you.
but I can't call you.
and you keep looking better
and I do too
and I thought
but I was wrong?
I don't want to be a second choice.
but you're my second choice.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:51:19 GMT

i've made a lot of mistakes.
time to stop that business.

grandsummer.blogspot.com

Monday, June 09, 2008

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:14:30 GMT

I feel a lot better.
kthx. :D

zombie nightscenes

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 22:01:48 GMT

i can feel it fizzling.
getting sour, heading south

done.

i just don't understand the thought process.
why stay if it won't last?
the door is staying open for something new.

i swear, emotional detatchment.
it's coming, it's blowing.
i've got it. under control.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Sun, 18 May 2008 14:35:03 GMT

cannot
cannot
cannot
cannot.

i cannot try any more.
i cannot feel emotion for you anymore.
i cannot make myself upset whenever I see you.

cannot
cannot
cannot
cannot.

i can work it out, i can speed fast.
i cannot make promises, but that's not the worst.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Tue, 13 May 2008 22:47:04 GMT

stop making me feel bad
stop making me feel bad
stop making me feel like another on the list
sorry son, sorry son
you hit and you loose and you find another route
another kid, another sob, i just know that
you're not listening, you're not listening
you're making reactions and sounding concerned
but all you care is if I can feel better and earn
that extra part you want so much, god i feel horrible.

come back, it's summer.
come back, it's summer.
come back, it's summer.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Thu, 08 May 2008 18:22:44 GMT

i'm feeling much better now that AP exams are here (and over)
also, the club kid debacle is entertaining me endlessly.
Party Monster, Clubland, Disco Bloodbath....aaahhh.

next topic please

http://lubeyourtube.com/files/music/cbcb58ac2e49620.mp3

photobooth

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 09:41:43 GMT

after looking at your favorite artists,
broken social scene is still there.
that makes me a bit happy.

after writing these

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:49:00 GMT

i went to our old spot
listened to menomena
smoked a cigarette.
i am totally over you.
and it feels great.

some things I will just never know.
and this is one fact i will have to accept.
boy, i'd talk to you in a second
but the temptation and opportunity is gone.