| - Faggot Ok... this is the last thing im posting on my this xanga. Obviously I've got a new one. If you care, go look for it. It's not very hard.
I'm posting this on this xanga because I know more people read this one. So here's the message.
I know I'm not perfect... but if you've got something to say about me... SAY IT TO MY GODDAMN FACE AND NOT MY GIRLFRIEND YOU FUCKING COWARDS!!! |
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| - We're In This Together
It's time for a change. |
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| - Niterider [Ca-Lo Mix]
Work is gay. I'm going to quit as soon as I find a better job. I just can't stand the people who come into Bennigan's. They act like I'm shit and as if their shit don't stink. *growl* I just fucking want to kill about 80% of the people who come into the fucking restaurant. Doesn't help that Kaye isn't really happy these days when she's at home or school. So talking to her on the phone isn't exactly funderful... but I do like to hear her voice no matter what the subject is. *sigh* I just wish I could help her with her problems. I hate the world... bleh. Hey, that sounds like me! I guess I am back to normal. w/e. |
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| - Liquid Love
Hey everyone, I started a blog ring for Electronica music. It's called Electronica and Club Music. If you or anyone you know is interested in that kind of music or w/e, tell them to join. |
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| - Just a Tenderness
I have finally returned. Not that anyone really cares. *shrug* W/E though. I still have no band, but my one reason to get up in the morning has let me return to her. I've been happy with her for a good while now. Today I felt something I've never felt before. True peace. I felt things similar to this... but nothing quite like it. I feel... true love. I've known that I love Kaye for a very long time now, but I was able to show her truly. She is amazing, and I love her. I love her more than anything else in the world. I always have, and I always will. I couldn't even try to not love her, believe me, I tried for a while to purge myself of any affection for her, but I can't. I love her too much to bring myself to do so. I want to love her and I want to feel these things that I feel. She is amazing. Today was the best day of my life. A lot has happened in this past month. Two of my best friends moved away. My views on my life have changed. My musical aspirations have changed. My goals in general are different. *sigh* I've changed a lot, but I believe that it's all for the better. I've lost several good friends due to my own mistakes and personality faults, but that's my fault and I've moved on with my life. It's better that I have less friends anyway. It'll make it much easier to leave this god forsaken swamp they call Delaware. I have everything that I need. I have my Kaye. That's all I need. I guess some things never change right? |
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