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| back in the sadlefirst day of winter quarter.
my recent health problems: the doctor tested me for vitamin D and there was almost none in my system- where is the sun?
hot tub faniculitus- it is actually a disease with hot tub in the name- an infection all over my back- like tons of misquito bites
besides that montana was very snowy and beautiful and we stayed in a couple of cabins in the woods and cross country skied a lot.
i want to escape from cloudy weather and recreate a place as my own world, i could be your favorite girl....
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| merry,merry,merry
sorry that last posting seemed depressing- I think I had been
watching too much Sex in the City and doing too much reading about the
Theories of Landscape Architecture. What can I say? If I was in a
punk band I would sing a song called Fuck Academia.
That sounds really angry but I mean it in more of a iconoclastic way as
opposed to an angry way. (okay maybe I am not convincing anyone)
I love Christmas!!!!
I cut a tree out behind my mom's property and we put it up at my mom's
house. I made pumpkin bars and stayed up late watching the movie
Junebug which I recommend.
I had a pretty blessed year with an awesome sponsor, friends from
around the world, an opportunity to get an education to eventually have
a creative and environmentally helpful career.  I wish everyone lots of peace and happiness over the holidays.
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| sama what is my dream life? selling paintings in front of a Beyonce poster on the streets of Moscow?
working in the wheat field of Georgia? 
if all my fantasies are about being alone.... is it a wonder I am. I was a bit disturbed at our party at school when a boy said to me "there are no single girls in our class" I guess I don't count as a single girl and don't really want too. but it was somehow depressing to me- if my desires are contrary to eachother...  anyway I was drunk and realize now why I am not an alcoholic because drinking does not make me feel good it makes me feel paranoid and depressed. I am getting free wifi tonight-perhaps the snow has blown in some signal or the new townhomes down the street are sending it to me. I think my dream man is someone who wants to drive a tractor on the wheat field of georgia or buy a paintings from a crazy girl on the streets of Moscow.... | | |
| roaarrr28 minutes until class starts. this is my life now.
pretty interesting but full.
I am 30 as of monday. wonwo
I do feel thirty except when I have PMS at which point I feel 20 because I am freaked out about life.
All I can think to write about is my site planning project or the plant collector David Douglas which goes to show that how dramatic my personal life is
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| 235 daysIt is has been 235 days since I opened my site with xanga. I don't really feel compelled to write anymore now that I am back home- but I had 9 footprints this week- okay since I haven't posted anything for a couple months. Maybe I should invent some stories: I am moving into a bungalow two doors down and across from my old bungalow because the former resident has been in jail for the last three months and as part of the deal I am cleaning out his crap to put in the basement until he can get it. Looking at all his stuff I feel much closer to the story of poverty then all those NPR specials on poverty that act like it is impossible anyone listening to NPR is living in poverty--. looking at poverty like a semi-sad specimen. the former tenant is a middle aged black man alcoholic/ drug addict but from the lack of paraphenelia I am guessing not too extreme of a drug addict. There were many more half drunk 40s of Ice house that were filled with spawning fruitflies that let off a smeell of shitty vinegar. There were childsupport notices, pictures of his children, and empty envelopes with the landlords address on it. There were also tons of spices- I'm assuming he was a good cook, dominoes and chess sets, and movies like A River Runs Through It. The remnants of a jail bound man were a lot cleaner and wholesome than I would have expected and it made me feel really sad- Selfishly now I am happy that I will have cheap rent again and I won't have to deal with my illogical roommate's rage. I hope this man has some hope and possibilities. and he gets a break | | |
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