new xanga.

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lotta drama and memories on this xanga. <3thend

new look. wow. i really love plaid.

school was boring. nothing really exciting happens in any of my classes... cept that my new pumas are practically ruined from softball today. so freaaaaking ridiculous. im so mad. hopefully i can clean them up and make them look beautiful and amazing again.

if anybody hasnt seen my pumas... even if you live 65316246 miles away... you have to hop on a plane right now and see my pumas. they're so amazing... well they were.

thats about the only thing worth writing about. and my fantabulous boyfriend who "doesnt stop making out in the halls with me" .thend.

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i realllly reallly need a new xanga name. im really starting to HATE this one with a passion. <3 please leave suggestions.

last night i got to hang out with dave for a little while. we took a walk and went to the afield where we tootally saw a ufo. and it was really scary. and i was scared.

today was alright. worked from 11-5:30... got paid time and a half because it was a holiday... fucking sweet if you ask me.

im kinda really blah right now... i dont really know why. guess im just sorta pissed off... it sucks not being able to hang out with people and go places when you work 24 hours a day. i dunno.

for now i just gotta hold my head up and think of all the things that this money's gonna be buying for myself... like my car... and a temple education... and all dem clothes

and like that fabulous weekend in new york with dave in april. omg. i so cant wait 

.thend.

some pretty amazing things have been happening the past few days...

first off. im on homecoming court im so excited. i know so many people are like 'oh i dont care who's on homecoming court' 'i dont care about this and that and high school never matters about anything' what the fuck. every other year everybodys been all about senior year now everybodys all like 'nothing matters' and it was only after mr. g's speech. i dont really fucking care about some of the people in high school... but at least enjoy the last time we'll ever be together. homecoming court is so special for me. its kinda like a family thing. so many people in my family have been on homecoming court its insane. and its like im continuing something in the family.

i dont even really care if i get queen. i mean... it would be so amazing to get it. but if i dont. im not gonna be all hardcore crazy about it.

im really glad we have a four-day weekend. gives me some time to try and catch up on sleep. although i have to work all weekend. at least i get paid today.

i reallllllllly hate the people who get pissed off when i work alot. its like... i work for everything and i mean everything that i have. i dont get shit handed to me. i work for it. and i hate the people who sudder when they think of other people working for everything. yea. sorry. you dont have to do that i guess. well. i do so stop bitching about it.

and i realllly really realllly hate the people who say 'hes dead. get over it.' alright. that deserves the most giant fuck you in the world. he was my best friend. and hes gone. imagine having your best friend being ripped off the face of the earth. how would you deal? alright. im better now.

and thanks for being here dave. i love you so much.<3thend

i honestly cannot believe that im a senior. i know i say it like every entry... but really. this is the year ive waited for since i was like five... this is the year that everything happens... this is the year that matters.

i really took mr. g's speech yesterday in government to heart... and i think hes right. i really think hes right. but while im a senior... im totally gonna live it up with my two bestest friends on earth... nicole and theresa. wow. those are the best girls on the face of the earth. i love them to deaath. mad hearts to you girls.

so tomorrow. should be exciting? im really excited. <3thend