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Name: Shelby AKA Mari
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Columbus
Birthday: 6/19/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: uh nothing muchh.. i love this site tho.. and music! especially The Used, Hawthorne Heights, Buddy Jewell, Deirks Bentley, Jo Dee Messina & just like my dear frend Cassie.. WEEZER!! lol
Expertise: uh doin stuff i dont like talkin about!! ha ha.. it could get me in trouble!! ; )
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  SMew91
Member Since:
5/29/2005
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Everybody tells me – he’s no big deal.. Yeah, well, i guess they don’t know how i feel..
i don't wanna share.. even when the guy's not mine..
Somewhere between all our laughs... long talks... stupid little fights... and all our jokes... I fell in love. <3
"Some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."
You’ll never know how much I miss you... you wont see it in my face... you’ll never know that ill never find another guy that could take your place... because i'll be smiling when I see you.. no my tears won't ever show... i will always love you... but you’re never gonna know <3
I HOPE when you look in HER eyes all you see is MY REFLECTION
and I HOPE when you get SCARED she will not give you PROTECTION
    <HELP THE BUNNY lol
    <yippy yippy yumyum!
by the way i have a *NEW* xanga.. it's xo_make1wish_xo... just click here to go>>> http://www.xanga.com/xo_make1wish_xo lol there you go loverss!! | | |
| hola dearrrrrrs!!
sooo i went to the mall yester day withh CaRLie, KeNzIe, LaUreN, KevIn, && CaSSiDY... o yess!! lol we saw this lady with her kids in a SHOPPING CART!! like from walmart or something!!!! ha ha!! i was like HOLY SHIT!!
then there was this couple who were like half making out in Hot Topic... and they were both chix! now i'm not a HoMoPhObE but... it was rather ODD!! i mean i've seen two guys kiss and stuff before but never two girls!!! AHH!!
well here are some quotes that i love!:
We shared our secrets in the dark. Although we were only friends. I don't know when the feelings changed inside my heart.
You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about most because those are the relationships you're willing to fight for.
It's not about keeping your promises, it's about following your heart.
---The Notebook
I can be your Tinkerbell.
You can be my Peter Pan.
We can run away together
To a place called Never Never Land.
I don't think of you as a crush anymore, you're more like a bad habit I can't shake away.
No matter how ugly you think you are, that special person that loves you believes you are the most beautiful & irresistible thing on the Earth & nothing can ever change that.
I need a boy, one true guy who looks real tough but won't make me cry.
I need a kind of guy that understands & even when he's with his boys still says, "Baby hold my hand."
I'm not gonna get drunk to please the crowd
I'm not gonna be a slut and just sleep around
I'm gonna say what I think and say it loud
I'm gonna say what I believe and stand proud
I'm gonna be me no matter who I'm around
Why do we close our eyes...
When we dream?
When we cry?
When we imagine?
When we kiss?
Because the most beautiful things in the world are unseen.
*Twinkle *twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far
Up above the world so high
&& won't someone tell me why?
have you ever noticed the way I’ve been shaking lately? The three knives missing from the kitchen? The pins and needles gone from your drawer? How i never come downstairs anymore? The look in my eyes? The sound of my voice? it's completely different. Have you noticed the long sleeves and sweatshirts everyday? The arm warmers? The Band-Aids? The blood? Huh? Have you? No? I dinnint think so.*
sing me the lullaby of your lies, again.
feed me those words i long to hear.
you love me, you care for me, i crave to hear them
sing me those sweet words .. {lie to me}. <33
if you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. if you dress sexy, he says
you’re a slut. if you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn. if you’re
quiet, he says you’re stupid. if you call him, he says you’re needy &&
clingy. if he calls you, he says you should be grateful. if you don’t love
him, he’ll try to win you. if you love him, he’ll leave you. if you don’t
do him, he’ll say you don’t love him. if you do, he’ll say you’re easy.
if you tell him your problems, he’ll say you’re irritating. if you don’t,
he’ll say you don’t trust him. if you lecture him, he’ll say you’re bratty.
if he lectures you, it’s because he "cares". if you break a promise, you
can’t be trusted. if he breaks it, he had to. if you cheat, he’ll expect it to be
over. if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way .. | | |
| if anybody knows why Trevor is being SO WEIRD about tomorrow??????? OMG IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!! lol and Alleigh wont tell me, he wont tell me, my mom(who knows!) wont tell me!! i'm SO dying here!! just tell me!! lol!!
here are some sweet icons!!:
NOT CATEGORIZED (LOL):
     <HA HA ALLEIGH!! our "discussion" yesterday! what i saw Dan && Michael do.. ha ha ha yummy!! lol!! && about Dan, you meeting him && how he "is" lol!! WOW!! that's hottttt with 5 t's!! lol!!
     
THAT is all!! arent the guys kissing SO hot!! omg i think so!! lol!! i know i am SO strange!! ha ha well laterr gators!! lol i love you!!
xOxOxO*
MaRi* | | |
| You know when you are making a snow angel and its almost perfect except for that one little handprint when you are getting up? That's what you are... Without the hand print -Snow Day-
When I look in the mirror,
I imagine a pretty girl.
and i think, that'll never be me.
Then i open my eyes,
and see the real me.
the girl with the big green eyes
who has makeup smeared on her face
from wiping away the tears.
A girl who's afraid of rejection.
A girl who's confused.
Who can't make up her mind.
Why must I fight my insecurities?
Why cant i just be happy?
don't worry,
all those scars on her arms…
she says they're little notes to remind her
how many times you broke her heart
take this razor, sign your name across my wrist.
so everyone will know who left me like this..
i hate my daily routine:
putting on make up,
wearing uncomfortable clothes,
going out to the world to let
people think what they see is me.
i want to look in the mirror with no
makeup on or cute clothes and hear
someone say they think im beautiful.
i dont love you like a fat kid
loves cake, my love for you
is deeper. i love you like a
rockstar loves his guitar
...Even though 'I've stopped liking you',
every time someone mentions your name,
my head turns right towards them.
It's like every time I hear it,
I think of all that we could have been
and all that could have happened
but didn't...
looks grab you && bring them to your attention
but its the personality that keeps you holding on for dear life
you are my everything
if i were a rock star---you would be my guitar
if i were a skater---you would be my skateboard
if i were a nerd---you would be my glasses
if i were girly girl---you would be my make-up
if i were a girl scout---you would be my cookies
if i were a basketball player---you would be my basketball
YOU are what makes me who i am---you identify me!!
*WOW*i ove those things!! today was a blasttt!! me && Alleigh went to the pool && she got to meet Alex, Pher, && Markelle!! woo hoo!! and then we came home (*my home*) and we ate dinner, chatted with *Trevor* and my bubby *Alec* then went in my room and talked/looked @ old pictures from HHC and 2004's last day of school!! but yeah then my momma drove her home!! && here i AM!! lol i love Alleigh like a "rockstar loves his guitar" lol WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
well i'm off to go find more pixx! lol laterr dudes!!
xOxOxO*
*MaRi*
*<3* | | |
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