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| So here I am again. All alone, wishing I were with her. She is a part of me. It's hard to spend any time away from something that is you. I love her with all my heart, and everything else. She taught me to love, to care, to be myself. And she's off having fun in Gettysburg. Without me. It makes me sad to think that she will have all these memories without me. But I am also happy that she is having a good time. I guess I'm just jealous. I never got to go do summer camps. And I still don't. Instead, I work. Making money just to be part of society. Fuck money, politics, and everything corrupt. I want to be with my baby! My sweetheart! My love! I want to share my life with the only girl for me! I want to grow old with her, share life, share love. I love her so much. She means the world to me.
I love you!!! <3 <3 <3
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| Well people, hate to say it, but this might be my last entry here.
I'm really really missing my girlfriend. She's been gone since Sunday on church camp, and won't be back until Mid-Saturday, in which case I will not be able to see her at least until after work. ! She means so much to me, and making it so we can't spend time together is unbearable. Having spent a little over seven months with somone, it's kind of hard to spend ANY time apart. She's gone, Chris left for Hawaii today, and won't be back until the end of summer. I have no one here. I'm sitting around, doing nothing. I'm working now, three days a week, which sucks because it's every other day. Like, I go to work, rest up a day, and go back. But I guess it's not as bad that I have to go every day. I just feel lonely right now. I know she'll be back, but for the time being, it sucks. But it could be worse, she wasn't supposed to take her phone with her, but she did and we text each other back and forth when she wakes up and goes to bed. I left her a voice-mail today, and I hope she'll be able to hear it. Gah! I love her so much!!! She means everything to me. I would do anything for this girl. And I would do anything just to have her here with me right now.
It's raining. We usually spend rainy nights out on the porch, just watching the storm, but instead I'm in here, alone, not watching the storm...
I LOVE Chenoa!!!!
I love you sweetheart!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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| Well hey everybody!
I know two days ago i said i would update one day ago, but i didnt so here it is!
So, way back in the day, November 22 to be exact, I went on a movie
date with this girl, it was fun! I held her hand, she held mine, we had
a good time. Six months later, here we are still, holding hands. Chenoa
is the love of my life, and i would do anything for her.
@Chenoa, Gah! babe! I cannot believe six months went by so quickly!
<3 Over these past six months, I've learned to love and to care the
way only one could learn from the best. I are so dear to me, as i know
i am to you. You are the best gal a guy could have. You are perfect in
everyway in my eyes. You are so smart, funny, and charismatic. I'll
never forget the one walk we took, the defining line, the line we
crossed to meet each other in love. <3 I love you oh so much and I
enjoyed spending the best six months of my life with you! <3
I love you!!! <3 <3 <3
-BEN
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| Hey everybody!
Or at least anybody who reads this.....
How's it going? I'm well, I don't know what i'm going to do without my
sweetheart for the next five days! She's off to Canada until Monday
next week. And I personaly don't know what I'm going to do
without her! Well, I guess I'll knock out a few of my driving classes,
but I still won't have my baby.
I'm going to call you everyday, and text you during
schooling! <3 I love you sweetheart! And I know you are going to
have a good time!
UHG! It's only five days, but I need Chenoa, hehehe Simply stated. <3
-ben
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| So like, i was walking down the street, and this punk was like "wanna go?!" so i kicked his ass...
Oh hello, I didn't see you there...
I'm not doing much at the moment, so i thought i'd update. Well, I'm
talking to my Sweetie, and that's worth doing. Speaking of my Love, I
most definetly am in love with this girl. She's more than one could
ever ask for. She stole my heart, and I hers. She is so special to me,
and I never want to let her go. I would rather look into her eyes than
a beautiful sunset on the beach. Every moment we spend together we
write a chapter in the sacred book. The book of love has been written
in by few couples who truly possess true love. She's my one and only,
and will never let her go. And dear, if you are reading this, which you
will probably be the only to read it,
I love you!
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