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Name: Dan Country: Botswana Birthday: 12/7/1986 Gender: Male
Interests: playing trombone. jazz. Expertise: you. shenanigans and nonsense Occupation: Executive Industry: Entertainment
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11/10/2003
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| Don't read this: I'm feeling way, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay nostalgic. Coming to Xanga is very fitting for this feeling. Most of my high school memories can be prompted by readying through old posts and comments. Seeing old photos, photos of people I never see anymore and photos of young faces in situations that it seems I was in long long ago. Really not that long ago. Then the future comes to mind... why am I so anxious to get out and live my career. Adulthood his here for me, I know because of the way the 7th grade band kids look at me when I go watch their teacher at work. I'm not enjoying life the way I should be. It's to amazing for me not to value every moment. I don't think anyone reads this anymore..... I don't keep up. Its fine, nostalgia is one of the most bittersweet things in the world. As excited as I am for the future and faces I will be sharing music with in the future.... I need to/will always enjoy this, here, now.
I miss the days when the ball would get stuck somewhere and you'd throw your shoes at it to get it unstuck. Much love.
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| i in bismarck. and contrary to popular belief i was not ended. the christmas shopping is done and now i wait until christmas.
i'm not really excited this year.... well i mean i am of course.... it's christmas. but this will be the first christmas my sister and i haven't spent together which totally bums me out. but other than that i love everything. my friends kick so much ass, more than they know. my family is always good to come home to even if they are a little crazy.
the concert in minneapolis was really cool. i kinda decided the all american rejects and i don't really get along. but motion city soundtrack are always amazing in my book. and i discovered that i love the format.... serious.
that's it for now..... i'll see you in another 4 months. much love
"i found sunlight six hours away."
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| ready for home.
I also made the mistake of thinking about THE WINGS.
much love...
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| a legit post, here it is: after a couple crown and cokes (WWCD) and since alcohol
makes most people more confident and honest I thought it’d be a good time to do
some good writing. Basically, this summer has kinda sucked. It’s been mostly work,
not enough practicing, and spending a lot of time alone, thinking way too much.
I’m leaving for Spain,
Italy,
Austria/Hungary, and Amsterdam in
about a week. I’m not excited to be spending 3+ weeks with no one but my
parents. However…. It’ll be really nice to get away from basically everything. It’s
not gonna be a “finding myself” in Europe, that’s lame.
I’m hoping to lose this person i’ve become who has suddenly found it impossible
to be happy… EVER. also it will be really cool to visit these countries to see if my small, improbable dream of moving somewhere in europe after i'm done with schoolin' would ever happen. For me to say that I needed to make a sentance just to use the phrase "for me to say" at the begining of it is totally true of this one. HA! i'm REALLY gonna miss living with ron and thinking about that really bums me out. ALOT
I just realized that whenever i make any serious posts i always just delete or change them. this one probably won't last very long, so make 'em count kiddos much love
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