| | Heyyy everyone
so I haven't posted in a while... i figured everday posting wouldn't be the best for recovery. I gained a bit of weight at first and that freaked me out (I think my body had to rehydrate) but now I'm sticking at 95. I have to get up to 100 eventually but I'm working on it. My body fat has not budged from 5% so at least I don't feel too fat.
my life is currently a little confusing though. So my friend-with-benefits (my ex) didn't call me for like a week, so I was really pissed. and then this guy that I've been talking to invited me to a party and then we both ended up back at my house and fooled around. and I thought that would be it, just a one-time thing, but he keeps texting me and he's really sweet. almost annoyingly so because he calls me beautiful all the time and I find that annoying because guys always use that when they want to get some lol. but we hung out the next day and just watched a movie and didn't do anything. and he keeps texting me and stuff and keeps wanting to hang out. and so right when I'm like hey maybe I sort of like this guy, my ex calls and we talk for like forever and I was telling him how I just felt like he used me for sex and I was like well you know if that's all you want from me, there's plenty of girls out there to screw. and I was getting really sad and he started gettting kind of emotional too and he was like that's not all I want from you, I don't ever want you to think that. and then we had a really good talk. so now I'm torn. and I'm thinking I might just ride this one out for a little while... I mean I'm not going out with either of them so it's not like I really have any obligations, right? I don't know............ ugh and my stupid friend is having her birthday on friday and all the girls are going out to have dinner in houston, and I don't want to go because that takes away friday night and I have to go to my dad's saturday and sunday, so when am I going to be able to squeeze in fun with my ex and the new guy?
today we had our officer banquet where we passed down our positions, and I actually almost started crying - everyone was getting really emotional because we're all going to graduate and it just really sunk in! I also ordered my senior pics today for my grad announcements and stuff... haha the total was like 500 dollars - i didn't know pictures were that much! I think I ordered like way too many though :)
oh and i got voted most likely to be a millionaire!! shot down for most likely to succeed... but hey millionaire isn't bad lol.
on a side note: I am bewildered by my bodily functions - having to go to the bathroom every day is kind of amazing since that used to never happen. I'm also eating breakfast and lunch. It's weird. But I guess it's good.
hope everyone is doing well!!!
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| | Posted 4/30/2008 4:31 AM - 10 comments
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