uhhh...i haven't written in here in so long..i don't know what to write
so many things have happened..it's just crazy, but i've come to a lot of realizations over time:
-everyone's changing, everyone's different, so deal with it...if you don't like it that's too bad for you...because sooner or later you're going to change either
-take advantage of all those good times in life, when everything is going really well and you're finally happy and not as stressed out as you usually are...because sooner or later something is going to come along that brings your right back down (morbid i know..)
-my friends are the greatest 
-don't take everything so seriously..just gooo with the floooooowwwww
and so at this point..i really don't know how i feel about everything....its just kinda crazy...bc a lot of things have been happening that i'm really happy about, and that i'm really sad about..
and things are happening that i'm afraid of happening...again
why does life have to have so many complications?
and none of this helps with the fact that i absolutely and completly do NOT understand christianity...i think this is a time where i need Jesus-loving Becca and I mean that in totally good way!
I really miss everyone from CTY right now...i talked to lizzy the other day 
soooo..this weekend is diving tryouts...and the crossley afterhours...hopefully i'll do well...wish me luck!
xoxo
rupal |