These few days I've been so stressed. Its because of midyears. Everyone says I'm the most relaxed, but I do have a breaking point too.

(i) Its taking a toll on everyone's health. Mel's sick, we get headaches in school, everyone is coming down with "conjunctivitis". not really la, its just that our eyes are somehow itchy and sore and red all day. Its really annoying. Half of the time I cant open my eyes fully and I recently found this really prominent arteriole in my eye that is red and ends in a grey tiny clot. I hope its nothing serious. My sister says I'm mad. I think I'm hallucinating too. argh.

(ii) We still havent finished our syllabus. The teachers keep teaching, the students keep studying and guess what, its just 1 more week to midyears. Then we still have tests in the week. Doooode, give us some time to study for our midyears please?!

(iii) I've like 359105719075 things that I havent finished revising. And, I am NOT prepared for Midyears.

Most of all,

I DONT WANT TO TAKE O LEVELS MIDYEARS.

yesterday while realising that I forgot to study for E Math test I was like :O
I tried to think of ways how to stop the teachers from continuing to stress us and how to make next week a study holiday. Like, we could jump down. Its only the 2nd storey, we wont die. And we could put those really soft gym mats or something. If no one wants to, I volunteer myself. I'll just treat it like some Trust Fall activity, hahaha.

I dont want to go to school anymore next week. Yeah right, as if I can pon school and get away with it.

If only...

never mind.

Back to study, back to torturing my brain, back to bad health, back to being stressed,

This is Sec 4 life.

I promise myself to sleep early today so that tomorrow I can study hard for Bio SPA and HCL exam.

xoxo, astrid.