| 就先寫下吧
唔，就快到小弟生日了，嗯，終於到了。等到這天很久，拜托給我一個新的一年吧。
這個21我終於體驗到人生的確不是一帆風順的。
我失去了很多，我親愛的嬤嬤和我的另一半。
感謝這個21，我很討厭。
今年不用替我慶祝了，這年生日好讓我靜靜地過比較好，躺在沙發回想一下這年所發生的事。
況且19號生日20號考試，真的感謝這份禮物啊。
既然20號考試，這篇回顧都提早出版吧。
嬤嬤九月離開了。
嬤嬤真的很愛我，我是知道的。
估不到由小小事變成這樣，很感謝瑪麗醫院所有醫生護士對嬤嬤的付出。
19號我一定會煮出前一丁的雞蓉麵的，這是現在我唯一令我回憶起嬤嬤的味道。
小時候到嬤嬤康和里的家，嬤嬤都會煮雞蓉麵給我。
事隔多年，發覺自己原來已經很久沒吃過雞蓉麵，直到到丹麥時朱仔宿舍的那碗麵，我回憶起嬤嬤的味道了。
從朱仔手上我多拿了一包雞蓉麵，當然，自己所煮的好像永遠及不上嬤嬤所煮的味道。
每當我想起嬤嬤，我都會掛念你的面容，你的聲音，我希望到十年、二十年後我的腦海依然存在你的樣子和聲音，因為我是很健忘的，嬤嬤你也要多多提醒我啊！
我依然記得你在我出發到英國前那餐的一句：「嬤嬤會不捨得你的」。
總覺得那時不已為然，也覺得開口回答我也不捨得你會很肉麻，現在已太遲了。
好像長大很沒有跟嬤嬤的合照...對上的那一張合照是在法國被偷去的手機上...
其實在醫院時我想跟嬤嬤合照的，但好像不是太好。
但願嬤嬤你在另一邊活得開心吧，嗯，嬤嬤你人這麼好生活也定會好的。
很感謝我前女友Karen在我離開香港這兩年多依然對我不離不棄，還跟我媽吃飯跟我弟補習。
真可惜呢，差一點到四年了。
其實在英國這段時間我真的很克制自己的，因為我知道你是位很好的女仔，我不能負了你，我也覺得自己變心學壞的機會比你大得多。
我真的沒想過你會有離開我的一天，真的。
我孤獨時、失意時，當我想起你，我覺得即使我失去了所有東西，但我依然還有你；就是這種你不會離開我的感覺，我會覺得好幸運、好幸福。
嬤嬤在醫院時，你放工後也會跟我去探望嬤嬤，真的很感謝你。
你是位很可愛的女生，做到你的男友真的很幸運。
我沒有這褔份了，大概是我的20年大運走完了吧，還一直以為自己是很幸運的人，哈哈。
你應該很容易找到個能給你安全感的人，對不起我的愛玩性格給不到你。
你已經踏出人生的新一步了，你會成功的；可是我自己卻很迷糊，到底我想幹什麼都不知道。
明明覺得自己是頗冷漠的人，但每當想起這兩件事就會變得很想哭，估不到自己也有這一面。
快到人生的交叉點了。
這三年大學到底我得到了什麼？我感到很迷失。
開頭就是想靠自己唯一強項數學為重點，但是我發覺自己根本就不是投機類人仕，就連去看經濟新聞和投資節目的衝勁也沒有。
對，我已肯定自己不是Finance人了。
我覺得自己真的像個讀tourism的人，但是，讀tourism當導遊？媽的，這不是我想當的事啊。
未來的我是怎樣暫時我一點都看不到，希望自己的運會引領我找到適合的。
21的我本來交到了位知已，但後來他變了。
由互講心事變成沒兩句，不過這是你選擇的生活，已與我無關了。
是有點失望的，不止是對我，對他其他好友的態度都變了，若果你看到這篇文就閒時最好給你朋友們一個msn問好吧。
本來畢業大旅行，果然一如所料，越早準備的東西就越細機會實行到。
什麼橫越歐洲大計、西伯利亞鐵路、出書都變成白日夢。
的確是個遺撼。
我真的很想實行，無奈時機把握不到，日後恐怕再沒有這個時間去實行。
畢業大旅行到頭來就變成跟放大假時的旅行相差無幾。
不過這事正正驗證到我的想法：太早準備將來的事，其間一有變動所有準備都變得沒用。
寫點高興的事吧。
這個21我有幸找回我的小學同學，再聚之時還有講有笑，現在大家還繼續msn，實在期待今年暑假的重聚。
幾日前終於等到L'Arc~en~Ciel的演唱會，回想起來也覺得開心。
開場時還幾乎哭了起來！畢竟我已經支持了7、8年了！
這一兩天結識了兩、三個L'Arc~en~Ciel的fans，facebook真偉大！
暫時就寫到這裡吧。
以我性格過一段時間又想到更多的。
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| France
Yea, originally I quite hate France.
Overrated country, stupid and rude people.
Okay, back to the first day I arrived Paris.
On wed, I arrived Paris at 1845, slightly delayed.
I rush to Paris CDG2 TGV apply the 12-25 Carte, cost me 49Euro.
The ticket machines all are closed, I asked the staff, she said no need to buy ticket, go to the platform directly...okay, i thought they are going to sell the ticket on the platform...but not, I hop on the train...until I arrived a place called Aulnay-sous-Bois.
The train stopped for more than 20mins, I felt sth wrong.
Every trains stopped here without any movement...
I finally got off the train...But I dunno which bus should I take!!
It's 2020 now, my train to Rennes is 2105....
I asked a bus driver for the bus to Paris, he pointed the bus in front of him.
Yea, I saw that bus will pass through a metro station.
But the bus is full of people, I tried my best to get onto it, luckily the doors are able to close and I'm the one who standing beside the doors.
I kept my eyes on the watch...It took me 30minutes to arrive the metro station...
It's 2050 already...and the netro station is the northern end of Metro line5....
Paris Montparrasse is on the Southwestern side.....More than 20 stops....
Anyway, I went to the station first.
I arrived there at 2130.
Wow, whassup!? The train station is full of people!
I saw the arrival board, every trains are delay at least an hour.
The information office is full of people...
At 2220 the originally 2105 train is boarding, but I cant get my ticket!!
I've booked online but the ticket machine only accept the credit card with chip...My one didn't have...
I went to information to ask, they said they have system error and cannot help me to get it now...
Ok...I left the station and find hostel...
Luckily I remembered a hostel located nearby Gare de Lyon.
Thanks for Chun Yu's help, I found the hostel.
I woke up at 5:45 and go to Paris Montparrasse again.
Everything seems ok, I queued for ticket service and got my ticket.
They helped me to change the latest train from the train I missed yesterday.
Surely it should be a special case be coz of yesterday's mess.
I took the 0755 train to Rennes.
Finally met Chun Yu in Rennes.
He told me that today is holiday.
What? 8/5 holiday? What's that holiday?
Dead city....so quiet.
I bought a sandwich in city centre, the first meal in Francem I didn't eat any dinner yesterday night...+_+
We then take the bus to Le Mont St-Michel.
An hour bus cost me 8.50euro.
Mont St-Michel feels like a tiny version of San Marino.
But full of people, very crowded.
Only the abbey is worth to visit.
We walked to a supermarket in Beauvois nearby Mont St-Michel.
Then took the bus to Ponsorton and change for train.
We back to Rennes at 1726.
Nth to do, most of the shop closed, just fooling around.
We had our dinner in a seafood restaurant.
It is famous for mussels!
More than 10 tastes of mussels, really a specialist!
It isn't expensive, all of them are less than 10euro!
Taste really nice :P
Dessert I've ordered Flame Crepe, which is pouring some flaming Rum onto the crepe.
Hoho, it's great~~
Finally we back to home at 2120.
Tmr I will take the 0905 train back to Paris.
My target is going to buy the scarf of PSG and have Vietnamese Beef Noodle in the afternoon!!
Then 1900 started the L'Arc-en-Ciel live, I think I'll arrive there at 4 or 5.
And hope those girls won't give me any troubles....~_~
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| Ready Steady Go
Going to France today...
Firstly meet 振宇 in Rennes, train ticket is so expensive ><
I'll return to Paris on 9/5
Then L'Arc-en-Ciel Tran-Asia Tour via Paris!!!
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