Who knew that the V.I.P. section of the Spring Fever concert would be so cool? Yeah, some people have no idea what I'm talking about. For all those Filipinos out there, Ya know that Piolo, Rica, and Sam concert? That's what I'm talking about.

So I'm eating at the resturant that my family always eats at, and before I know it, I'm off with the owner's daughter to catch our front row center seats. It turns out the resturant was one of the sponsers for the concert, so they got a couple of free V.I.P tickets... a couple meaning extra. I was at the right place at the right time!!! I mean, I wasn't totally into going to the concert (til i saw my seat) but yeah! I was still excited! I mean, I love concerts, I just didn't know that it was last night, haha.

So I was RIGHT where Sam was, and like the whole night I was all, "Sam, Sam!" Oh, and the other two also, haha.

It was awesome =)

Ah, too lasy to type the details out though, hahaha, sorry.

Maybe later. (But how many "maybe later" s do I owe you by now?)

So like I was on Myspace... and I see a bulletin (please excuse te cussing, too lazy to edit):

Steroids/ a lil Cocaine

re-post so people can know how u feel...& get a hint some how

Ecstacy:

Fuck love

Heroin:

If you're single & whatever happens, happens.

Speed:

If you like someone but they don't know.

Bacardi: if you miss someone but don't know if they want you back in their life again.

Steroids:

If you're taken.

Cocaine:

If you're taken & madly in love.

Captain Morgan:

If you like someone who doesn't like you back.

Marijuana:

Taken and If u are confused about it

Acid:

if ur single, and talking 2 someone...

Crystal Meth:

If u like someone and they like you back but haven't asked them out yet.

Weed: your just a ninja

*sigh*

I should talk about Memorial coming up...
I should write about passing my real esate test...
I should write about what happened to Thad...
I should write about Jannine...
I should write about Garon, 'cuz I left you (if anyone actually still reads this) hanging about him with my last entry...
I should write about how awesomely dressed Carlos is...
I should write about how I'm doing fabulous this semester, compared to last semester...
I should talk about Josiah...
I should write about how DOUG is back from IRAQ...

All these this I WILL write about... eventually...

But I seem to only want to write aout Chris and about how dumb I am.

No, not dumb because of something that I did with Chris! No no no NO! "Chris" and "me being dumb" are seperate stories.

Kind of.

Hm... let's start with Chris.

Whenever I meet a guy, I'm like, "Oh, wow! He's just like me!" WRONG. They're never really just like me, not even close to being like me. I just think that they are because, well, I like myself. And I want to meet people who are like me (kinda conceited, I know). So when I meet a new guy, I pick out one quality of his that I have, then I seem to focus on that ONE quality, and think that we're SOOOO the same. But like, with Chris it's different. He is so close to being like me that it's scary. Seriously! I mean like... we go to Carl's Jr. and have the same "favorite" order. We have the same Dragonball Z character. Both of us are into automovie technology. We're both charismatic. We have the same bag of Halls on our berdroom floors. We have the same tase in music. I mean like, come on! His name is "Christopher", name is "Crystal"?!? Blah, blah, blah, the list goes on, we both like Eeyore.

Why do I state that last? Well, cuz the real scary thing about the liking Eeyore is the reason WHY we like Eeyore.

So like I saw his Eeyore stuffed toy and I asked, "You like Eeyore?". He said, "Yeah-" I cut him off with, "Do you like Eeyore because you're sad and stuff?" "Yeah!," he says, "how'd you know?"

How'd I know? How did I know?!? BECAUSE THAT'S WHY I LIKE EEYORE!

I mean like.. our similarieties go beyond the fact that we like certain things... beyond the fact that we have same qualities... it's, I don't know, just shocking! He so much like me that, we look very happy, out-going, charismatic, but we hurt. HAVE I MET MY MATCH?

No, not match like, "the one" match! I mean like, you know, like in a challenge thingy and the bad guy's all, "You have met your match, give up! Hahaha!" and The good guy's all, "Never!"

Chris and I both don't want a relationship... haha, wierd, one of our major reasons for that is the same: no time. No, seriously. Cuz I just can't get out, and he has to go do stuff. But like... it's cool to hang with him. [Note: he's not my boyfriend!!!]

But it's probably cuz I'm narcissistic (I know I spelt that wrong!) and he reminds me of me.

But like yeah, that's not even all of it... so much more details... I mean, like...

I don't know =(

And this is the "me being dumb" part: Why do I do this?

I'll just leave it at that.

[NOTE: DON'T BOTHER TO LEAVE ENCOURAGING COMMENTS, ETC. I'LL GET OVER THIS, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. ENCOURAGING COMMENTS APPREICIATED, BUT NOT NEEDED]

Ahoy there!

Oh, wow, I finally saw "High School Musical", that Disney Channel Orignal movie.
Haha, yeah I know, I'm such a loser...
And Garon is so sweet, not only has he been letting me use his iPod (the video one!!!) for like, forever, but he updated it yesterday so that now it has the soundtrack to the movie!!!

Who is Garon, you ask? Well, my life has changed quite a bit since I last wrote in here and actually gave an update to my life.

But I don't have time to type everything. I need to do my homework.

However, I will say that NO, Garon is NOT my boyfriend. You know, just in case you were wondering. I didn't want to leave you confused, ya know.

Currently Listening High School Musical By Original Soundtrack What I've been Looking For [both versions] see related

Oh, hahaha, I just saw the video for
Korn's "Twisted Transistor"
SOOOO COOL!!!!

Can you tell I haven't seen my share of music videos?

Music is my boyfriend...

Well, ok, not really... but it sure does feel like it!!! I cry when I'm without it... I'm lonely when it's not there...