wow i juss had a drinking contest with my half sisters..one water bottle in like 5 minutes..guess who won....ME...haha but it dont count cuz i got bigger mouth than them even tho they started like 30 minutes before me! HAHHAHHA. well today i got to hang out with lien and it was pretty coo.  i got to see her new house and we watched movies..my sisters are here and theqy qkeqep qqmeeqsingq qwithqt thqe kqeyqboreqaqqd qqso qi gqotta (they are messing witht he keybored so i gotta leave) bye bye

I have NO clue what i want to be n e more...a nurse? maybe...but i dont think i would be happy doing that my WHOLE life...i have two years...i think its only what my mommie wants me to be...but yea maybe...

wow i got a new hair cut today..FUCKEN lame...i walked in there wanting a DRASTIC postive change and came out with the same hair cut WITHOUT split ends...(trim) and thinner..uneven eyebrows...i was SOO disapointed..cherry tried to cheer me up by helping me curl my hair to make it seem like i got a new do..maybe ill start curling it now and pretend its something new...i saw this really cute hairstyle in a magazine..its shorter..a lil longer than chin length but it would be a drastic change for me...hopefully it shapes out my head and doesnt juss make it look big...i guess it seems like im exaggerating bout my hair...haha. but i want CHANGE (good)...

so n e ways...im hella pissy lately cuz im kinda scared of my old "fwends"...they kinda freak me out in their lil special way and the lil threats they making...but iono cuz she sometimes all talk, no action...but hopefully she aint gonna go and ruin my junior life..cuz i was hoping on making it one of my best years in highskool and also MUCH MUCH better than sofemore life cuz i kinda HATED 10th grade.

Im soOo excited charlie and the chocolate factory and wedding crashers coming out! jessica u CANT see without me and mai and lynh cuz u promised..it was SUPPOSE to be a date but i guess we can invite the other "sistaz" haha. jk. well its almost 1 so i guess i better go to sleep.  nite nite everybody.

wow beauty and the geeks is a GOOD show.  hella funny, especially the things the geeks do to learn how to pick up women and learning social skills. well today was pretty okay day.  i walked ALL the way to swing dancing and found out that we didnt have class...so i was feeling hella hot, sweaty and yucky and disapointed i guess.  haha and i dragged hector with me.  me michelle and hector walked home and tryed to find something to do, and it seemed extremely hard. but we kinda found something eventually. me and michelle kinda raced at the bowling alley...damn i really suc. and we ate baby lucas..yum yum. okie um i guess jessica gonna go to my page to read this so haha i end it.

Wow inferno was good...i KNEW the good guys was gonna win...i walked my ass all the way to cherry house in the dark canal where i could get JUMPED juss to watch it and the girl wasnt even home.  thats how desperate i was to watch it. 

hmmm.  today i went to keiser to meet with the volunteer lady and i ended up getting not one but TWO shots!!! the TB shot and i got blood taken out...felt hella weak afterwards....craziness...man i havent wroten my thoughts in like FOREVER...but i guess i gotta start somewhere...damn i dont even member what i did today im so freaken out of it but i guess SUPER LYNH to the rescue members what i did.  she tells me that i went to the movies and the hopital.  HAHA.    yep i went to see monster in law with her loser ass and viets dorky butt and davids weird tushie...but okie dokie the movie was STILL good the second time around...what i really wanna see is batman again and sisterhood of traveling pants...they were some awsome movies..man this summer is kinda slow...what happened to all the hot guys i was expecting to meet???HUH???? haha juss goes to show that i need to go out more or whatever. hmmyesterday i went with my daddy for fathers day... and i took pics with my half sisters...those two kids....they LOVE me...stacy..dats the lil one...dont even know english my dad didnt know she could speak it cuz im the first she spoke it to. HELLA funny how she try to speak to me in giberish english..but its sOO freaken cute...im proud to be her sis.  n e ways i bet im boring the poopie out of u guys so imma end it now so u dont have to suffer no more.  nite nite all u beautiful people. im outta here.

WOW dont u feel like sometimes u r all alone...like nobody understands you...its not a very nice feeling.  I have so many different emotions running through me and i dont even know wtf. 

well todae was a crazy day at work.  I had to wait for my mommie for an hour and i wasnt sure if she was okay so i was freaking out for a while wondering if she was in trouble, but when she called me bak i remembered that she never picks up her cell fone so i was juss like hella iono.  I met this nice girl Diamond (like the stone...cool name huh?) from TL todae.  She was real nice and we were watching some guy who needed two police cars and an abulance cuz he couldnt move his legs or nothing...paralized.

i went to work and i was SOOO confused...she wasnt there and i was lost.  I got the copying machine jammed and was lost for so long and went around the office like a dumbass looking for someone to help me and then i finally found someone...what a nice lady she unjammed it and teached me some skills cuz even tho i got hella skills i can never have enough. 

I went to subway and the guy selling me my food was hella feeling on my hand when he handed me my money.  He was trying to hold it or something and i got freaked so i ran with my food to the other side of the mall...no looking bak...what a WEIRDO!!!then i got me some cheeseburger and went home and ate a whole load of stuff...yummy food...well that was my day..lol kinda boring but at least i updated my xanga, right???