I have NO clue what i want to be n e more...a nurse? maybe...but i dont think i would be happy doing that my WHOLE life...i have two years...i think its only what my mommie wants me to be...but yea maybe...

wow i got a new hair cut today..FUCKEN lame...i walked in there wanting a DRASTIC postive change and came out with the same hair cut WITHOUT split ends...(trim) and thinner..uneven eyebrows...i was SOO disapointed..cherry tried to cheer me up by helping me curl my hair to make it seem like i got a new do..maybe ill start curling it now and pretend its something new...i saw this really cute hairstyle in a magazine..its shorter..a lil longer than chin length but it would be a drastic change for me...hopefully it shapes out my head and doesnt juss make it look big...i guess it seems like im exaggerating bout my hair...haha. but i want CHANGE (good)...

so n e ways...im hella pissy lately cuz im kinda scared of my old "fwends"...they kinda freak me out in their lil special way and the lil threats they making...but iono cuz she sometimes all talk, no action...but hopefully she aint gonna go and ruin my junior life..cuz i was hoping on making it one of my best years in highskool and also MUCH MUCH better than sofemore life cuz i kinda HATED 10th grade.

Im soOo excited charlie and the chocolate factory and wedding crashers coming out! jessica u CANT see without me and mai and lynh cuz u promised..it was SUPPOSE to be a date but i guess we can invite the other "sistaz" haha. jk. well its almost 1 so i guess i better go to sleep.  nite nite everybody.